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Chapter 16

"What do you mean?" she asked looking at him already fully aware of what he had said.

"I mean that… we aren't right for each other." He said looking away not wanting to face her.

"Okay. I get it." She said looking away and holding back the tears, "But I have one question, what was I?"

"What do you mean?" he asked looking confused.

"Was I just a distraction? A girl that you could snog regularly? Was I just someone you could play with and have till school started and then you were back to the other girls you actually wanted?" She asked.

Her voice now held hurt. It hurt him just to hear it.

"No of course not….

"Well then how in heck's name did it take you 2 and a half months for you to realize we weren't right for each other?"

He was silent; he really didn't know what to say.

"I'm right aren't I?" She said the tears now threatening to topple over.

Again he was silent just looking at his hands and not answering.

"I just…I just wish I wasn't so stupid. You really had me. Well congratulations you got what you wanted."

She then walked away from him. Away from one of the only things that made her happy.

Pain pulsed through her body every time her heart beat. She just wanted to leave it all behind.

Why did pain and sorrow always find her? She wished for everything to be as it had when she was 9. Her mom there, coaching her and guiding her.

Now at the age of 15 life was hell. She didn't think she would hurt this much. She hadn't hurt this much since she was 11.

There had always been a hole in her she wanted to fill. When she was with him she felt complete. The hole wasn't there anymore with him there to hold her. Now she felt completely fooled.

She couldn't stay there any longer. With that she quickly packed the few things of hers that hadn't been given to her as charity or a gift. She was so sick of pity.

She left a note saying she would see them at the train and she left. Hoping against all hope that all the pain and sorrow she had gone through in her life would be left behind with her absence.

"Ugh…..do we really have to leave this early?" Lily asked getting up and stretching.

"Yea we do. You know we live farther out than others, I just can't believe that summer is already over again and we have to go back to school." Elaine said getting up and walking towards the bathroom.

"Mmmmmhm…." Lily said yawning and stretching as she finally got out of bed.

"I'll shower first, then you can, and then Brook ….wait where is Brook?" Elaine said sticking her head back out of the bathroom door towards Lily.

"I dunno….maybe she got up early and went down stairs?" Lily said shrugging her shoulders.

"Brooklyn? Ha that'll be the day. Anyway go down stairs and see if you can find her. Actually I haven't seen her since Sam said he wanted to talk last night." Elaine said turning on the shower and yelling through the closed door.

"Well I'll go look and then I'll come back up and shower." Lily said.

She then put on her bathrobe and began to walk back down the stairs. They had returned to England a week ago just in time to get ready for school.

"Good morning gorgeous." Someone said from behind her wrapping his arms around her waist and giving her a kiss on the cheek.

"Good morning." She said sweetly smiling and leaning back into him.

"What are you doing?" Bret asked joining her walking down the stairs.

"I'm actually looking for Brooklyn." She said walking into the kitchen.

"Um… Lily come look at this." Bret said holding up a piece of paper.

"I guess we'll see her at the train then." She said after she had read the short sentence from Brooklyn saying she would see them at the train.

She went upstairs and told Elaine. They both packed all the things she had left wondering why she had left them.

"Now come on Lily. We have to make you the mysterious girl that disappeared right in front of the James Potters eyes." Elaine said pulling Lily into the bathroom.

Many say the natural man is an enemy to god, but in actuality he is really an enemy to himself Brooklyn thought. What was she doing with herself? Seeking revenge on some stupid boys for saying something that was completely true? Lily had every right to be mad and want to get them back, but her….. She didn't even have the right to be at Hogwarts let alone be in Gryffindor.

The tears rolled down her cheeks and she shoved a piece of hair from her face. All the lies. All the moments of compliments and seduction were all fun and games to him. She could just imagine him boasting to his friends about how he had won over the poor little orphan girl in the summer. How she had ever thought she had a chance with him she really didn't know.

It's so easy when you're feeling low and like crap to find all the things that are wrong. Look for something that you are grateful for and are happy for. Lily and Elaine were the first things that came to her mind. But did she really even deserve them? "Shut up now." She thought to herself. "You're truly now just being ridiculous."

However big a hole is in your heart you have to let it go and move on. Her mother's wisdom never left her. She quickly then wiped the tears out of her eyes and decided she better get ready. People would be arriving soon and the Hogwarts Express Bathroom would only be empty for a short time.

"Sam, do you know where Brook went?" Elaine asked him as they were driving to the Kings Cross station.

"Um… No I don't why?" He said continuing to stare out the window.

"Well if you haven't noticed she's not with us." Elaine said starting to laugh, "Gosh you think you would notice if your own girlfriend wouldn't be in the car."

"Oh um yea sorry." He said just looking out the window again.

They soon arrived at the station and got out of the car and gathered their trunks.

The boys then went off to find their friends once they were on the platform promising to come and sit with the girls later.

"Let's go get a compartment and then we'll find Brook." Elaine said struggling to get on the train with 2 trunks.

They made their way down the train and found an empty compartment and stuffed all 3 trunks in. Since they were early they decided they'd look around and try to find Brook and have everyone wonder who the new girl by Elaine was.

They then began peeking in compartment windows looking for Brook. At one compartment the blinds were drawn over the window and they heard a giggle from a girl and then Sam's voice.

Elaine and Lily looked at each other and nodded their heads silently laughing and opened the door on the count of 3.

Inside they did find Sam, but to their surprise they found wrapped in his arms Melissa (old girlfriend). Both of the girls stood their in shock.

"What are you doing?" Elaine demanded looking at her brother, "What about Brook, have you just decided to cheat on her?"

Lily tried to pull her outside the compartment. She knew that what Sam was doing was wrong, but really they should stay out of other's people's business.

Sam looked at the 2 and then smiled saying, "How am I cheating if we're not together anymore?"

Lily wanted to slap him right now. He had made her so happy and now….her and Elaine had to find her now. She had already had enough crap in her life and she didn't need anymore.

The two of them then ran out of the compartment and searched even more valiantly for her. They then found her. Sitting in a compartment with the one and only Sirius Black. She was laughing at something he said and tucked a piece of stray hair behind her ear. If she had wanted to make Sam jealous and miss her with how pretty she was right now, boy was he going to regret last night.

The two girls were completely dumbfounded. So many surprises in one day. The compartment door slid open and out stepped Brook. Her hair was curled in large ringlets and looked all around gorgeous. She had worn just the right amount of make up and her outfit was perfect.

"Hey guys." She said brightly to them smiling.

There was no sign and no one would have been able to guess the first love of this girl had ripped her heart in 2 the night before.

Elaine then stepped forward and hugged her.

"He's a jerk, a complete…jerk and I'm ashamed to say he's my brother." She said still hugging on to her tightly.

Brook then laughed.

"So I guess he told you eh? Well if he didn't want to be with me then….at least now I'm able to date other guys and now that I'm at least somewhat attractive I won't have a problem getting another boyfriend all that soon." She said smiling and laughing whole heartedly.

Lily then stepped forward and hugged her.

"He'll regret it. You and I know he'll come back and beg to have you, and then it'll be your turn to turn him away." Lily said.

"Guys, I'm okay! I had a good cry you know, ran off and had a little butter beer and even had a little pity party with another girl who got dumped, but I'm completely okay, don't worry." Brook said.

Elaine and Lily stood their looking at her for a minute not quite sure of what was going on.

"Come on guys Lily has a bit of revenge to get back on a certain boy." Brooklyn said turning away and laughing.

"What was going on with her?" Lily and Elaine wondered. She seemed so happy. They'd never seen her like this. They really didn't know what to think, but they followed her down the train anyway.

"Prongs! Prongs over here!" Sirius yelled across the crowded platform.

The two boys then met in the middle of the crowd and hugged for a brief moment before they broke apart and James followed Sirius to the train.

"So how were the islands?" Sirius asked James.

"Oh it was okay you know, I just couldn't get that stupid girl out of my head." James said putting his trunk away.

"Yea, she must have been really pretty to catch the James Potter's attention and hold it." Sirius said joking.

"Shut-up." James muttered shoving Sirius, "Speaking of pretty girls, who was the one that Peter and Remus said you were drooling over at that same party?"

"Oh her, she was SamCrasslend's girlfriend." Sirius said casually.

"Oh mate, that sucks but it won't last long you know, Sam isn't really ever one to hold a girlfriend for to long." James said.

"I know, they aren't together anymore. I actually saw her today, it's funny she wouldn't tell me her name all I know is that Sam called her Lyn." Sirius said.

"Well at least you know a name, me I'm completely lost and I'll probably never see her again. D'you know where Peter and Remus are?" James said getting up and looking around.

"Remus got prefect so he is at the meeting, and Peter is probably off waiting for the food trolley to start making its rounds." Sirius said laughing.

"Well you know, we could go visit ole' Remus and our old friend Loser Lily." James said a mischievous glint in his eyes.

"Ah mate I do have to say I do miss the smell of havoc." Sirius said getting up.

"Why hello Lily, I do have to say you look absolutely gorgeous this morning, what happened over the summer that ever caused you to change who you were?" Remus said sitting down my Lily.

"Thank you Remus, you're probably the first to recognize me and I think you know fairly well what caused me too change." Lily said, "It's good to see you."

They gave each other a short hug.

"I do know, but I don't know what you're planning. Tell me did I see you at the party in France on the 14th of July?" Remus said.

Lily laughed and then said, "Yes I was there, but I didn't see you. I must ask you a favor though please do not tell Sirius or James who I am or who Brooklyn is, we wish to leave them confused for a bit to complete our plan."

"I won't tell them, but please be courteous to them, even though they were not to you." Remus said

Lily was about to reply but was shushed by the head girl who started the meeting. They had been in the meeting about 5 minutes with the head girl droning on about the uniform the prefects were supposed to wear with only the Ravenclaw prefects listening when a loud bang filled the room. When the smoke cleared everyone saw the Slytherins with grease all over them. There was then silly string all over the rest of them.

Silence filled the room until laughter began. Everyone was laughing and pointingat oneanother, but the Slytherins. They apparently didn't find it all that funny. When the head girl finally got everyone under control and silent they heard laughing outside the door and as many people as possible squeezed over to the door to see what was happening. Outside were Sirius and James rolling on the ground in laughter.

"Well Mr. Potter, Mr. Black I see you haven't lost any time in the beginning of the year prank." The head boy said

"Oh no the prank will be held later this is just a bit of fun that we wanted." James said getting off the floor.

There was silence for a moment.

"Well will we have detention?" Sirius said getting impatient.

"Oh um, no but do not do this again understand?" the head girl said finally realizing her duties.

"Oh of course not love." Sirius said winking at her causing a slight blush to rise in her cheeks.

Sirius then began to walk down the hall way when he realized that James wasn't with him. He turned around and then saw James standing there staring at a girl. She was exceptionally pretty and he realized that it was probably the girl from the party.

The girl and James stared at each other for a minute or two not breaking eye contact until the head girl began to usher everyone back inside the room and James lost sight of her.

"Bloody!" James whispered to himself. Where did she go? And why did she always manage to disappear?

"So that was her mate?" Sirius asked coming up behind him.

"Yea. Wasn't she hot?" James said finally walking down hall with Sirius.

"Oh yea course, um don't you have to go give that thing from your mum to Elaine?" Sirius asked.

"Crap, I forgot do you think she will have forgotten about what happened last year?" James said.

"Ha, yea right. That girl may be absolutely gorgeous but she has the memory of an elephant and the anger of a lion." Sirius said shivering to himself.

James laughed, "Did that make any sense whatsoever? Anyway I think she is in this compartment." He said stopping at a compartment.

He opened the door and stepped in with Sirius.

At once James was pulled into a hug.

"James! Why didn't I see you this summer your family always goes to France the same time we do and I didn't see you." Elaine said finally letting go of him.

"I saw him at Lyn's party once but I think he was to busy scouting out girls to come talk to you." A voice said.

Everyone turned to look to the doorway. There was Sam casually leaning against the door frame.

"Hey James." He said.

"Hey Sam." James said in return.

"Sirius." Sam said.

"Sam." Sirius said.

"Hey Lyn what's up?" Sam asked.

For the first time James noticed a girl in the corner. She looked extremely familiar, and she was very pretty. Sirius was standing near her so it looked as though he had been talking to her.

"Hi Sam I'm fine you?" She asked smiling.

"I'm good." He said coming into the room and walking over to her.

Before he could though Elaine stepped in front of him.

"Is there something you want Sam?" Elaine asked.

"Oh yea I was wondering if Dad gave you any spending money that was mine?" He asked still looking at Lyn in the corner, his gaze not wavering.

"Oh yea here it is." She said handing him quite a lot of money.

"Thanks." He said grabbing it and shoving it in his pocket, while still staring at Lyn.

"Is there something else?" Elaineasked getting impatient.

"Oh yea," He said finally breaking the trance with Lyn, "Lyn do you have my sweater with you?"

Sirius looked over at him confused. Lyn stood up and silently tried to reach up to get her trunk from over head.

She was to short. Sam started to go over to help her but Sirius got it for her. She then reached inside and pulled out a black sweater. She handed it to him and he grabbed hold of her hand.

"Do I get a hug goodbye?" He asked.

There was silence.

Lyn then got up and hugged him quickly then tried to pull away but he held on.

"Sam," she said laughing, "Your girlfriend might see, you better go."

He then let go and walked out turning back and winking at her. She laughed and sat down pulling Sirius down next to her. They then began to talk with her laughing.

"Who's she?" James asked.

"A friend, she's er…….new." Elaine said.

"So what was up with her and Sam?" He asked.

"Oh they had something going on during the summer but he broke it off." She said.

"It certainly doesn't look like he did or wanted to." He said.

She laughed, "Well he did, is there something you want?" she asked.

"Oh yea my mum wanted to give you an early birthday present since you aren't home for your parties anymore." He said laughing and handing her a small wrapped box.

"Oh yes my famous birthday parties, remember the time when Gabriel Thornton stole my crown and I got so mad that her hair turned into snakes?" She said laughing.

"Oh yea and then the donkey she was riding went berserk and knocked her off into the goldfish pool and the donkey knocked the cake from your mum's hands into the clown's face?" He said barely being able to talk from laughter.

They kept on laughing while Sirius and Lyn sat in the corner confused as to what was so funny.

"What's so funny?" Remus asked walking in.

"Oh nothing we were just reminiscing." James said getting up, he then stopped.

There she was. The disappearing girl right there smiling at him laughing.

Elaine then smiled knowingly, "I think you guys better go its lunch time."

Sirius got up and started to walk away when he turned around, "Good bye friend." He yelled.

"Bye Sirius." Lyn said laughing.

James just stood there. The girl then smiled. She was smiling at him! He was ecstatic.

"Got some drool on your chin." She said walking past him.

He then wiped his chin and realized he had been gaping at her. He then started to walk out of the compartment and heard laughter. The whole prefect group had heard her say that as they were heading back to their compartments.

His face turned red from embarrassment. They were laughing at him. How dare they, how dare she! He calmed down. One moment of embarrassment would be worth getting her in a broom closet. And without a doubt would he and she be getting in there soon. Yes without a doubt.

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