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Alex looked at the world around her terrified... the wind was harsh and cruel against her skin and lightning struck the barren plains of the land. A dark whisper through the force ruffled the hair on her neck and her intense grayish blue eyes turned to her brother.

"Xander, I don't like it here..." A clammy feeling rose on her back and she felt fear and hunger clawing at her insides. As she looked around she saw rustles through the lengthy trees. Xander turned to her

"We can't give up now we have to find dad." Alex began to walk through what appeared to be a trail. It was rocky and not paved... she found herself constantly tripping in ground holes. She ignited her lightsaber and used it as a light in the darkness. It seemed like hours before they finally made their way to what appeared to be a village. As she moved closer a hand snaked out and grabbed her. She had little time to scream and she felt darkness come over her.

A man with dirty blond hair and blue eyes stared back at her. The man had a scar under his left eye and several scars near his chin. Her wore ragged Jedi robes with gaping holes in them and dirt clung to them like a predator on prey. His voice was highly cultivated and had a tone of arrogance in it.

"Who are you and what is your business here?" He demanded. His tone was harsh and he obviously did not trust them. Alex looked at him curiously giving him the impression of Bastila's inquistive look. Bastila, Force I miss her, her hair, the warmth of her touch and the love in her smile. Why does this girl remind me of her? Alex frowned as his face turned reminiscient of something long forgotten. His crude looks became more humane and tender. He even smiled, if somewhat bitterly. Alex finally answered him.

" I am Alex Skywalker, a Jedi padawan under the study of Jedi Master Bastila Shan. I am searching for Revan Skywalker, my father, do you know him?" Revan's smile dulled to pure shock. Is this girl, my daughter? Did I perhaps get Bastila pregnant before I left? He looked the girl over and he saw Bastila all over the younger girl. The way she walked, the way she spoke, and the prideful way she held herself all reeked of Bastila Shan. Yet, Revan saw arrogance and humor in her character as well, and those were traits that he carried within himself. The power the girl exuded spoke of his force bond with his love. It was in this moment that Revan realized that he could no longer fight the threat alone... he needed Bastila by his side. He had missed so much by being away.

"My name is Revan Skywalker, Bastila Shan is my fiance." He said. The girl paled considerably before bowing before him. Revan laughed heartily. Alex brought him back to a time when he and Bastila were before the council. It was a memory from before the mandalorian wars.

/ Bastila stood in the Jedi Enclave... " No Revan, I despise Master Vrook, he's always "train harder, no that's not good enough, Bastial do that!" Revan coughed and Bastila turned to find Master Vrook staring at her intensely. She paled with embarrasment before nearly tripping over herself to bow./

Revan smirked once more. "You remind me so of Bastila... You have to understand I never meant to leave a child behind but this threat had to be fixed." Alex and Xander shared galnces of skepticism and disbelief. Xander became angry.

"And that justifies your leaving, it solves nothing! YOU LEFT US BEHIND! YOU BETRAYED US! YOU BROKEMOM"S HEART! I'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!" He charged at Revan knocking him to the floor. He raised his fist prepared to strike. Anger clouded his judgement and he swung back...

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