A/N: Sry I haven't updated in a WHILE! LOL. Well, I hope you like this chapter since I want this chapter to be somewhat tragic with SasuSaku. ANYWAY, hope you like is!

Oh and I have a new character in here. She will do the disclaimer here and will be a role in this chapter. She's MINE!

Mariah: Ok...

SWSU: YEAH! Your here! Do the disclamier...NOW!

Mariah: OH FINE! She dosen't own Naruto or Naruto wouldn't exist so the entire series would die down. She owns nothing but this plot and all here OC's, inculding me.

SWSU: YEAH!

Sakura's Suicide

Chapter 3: My Tears Have Awaken

RECAP:

Ino saw this and an 'awe' left her mouth. "What jutsu did you use on Tskake?" Ino asked. "Shistengon no Jutsu." Sakura said plainly. "What is that?" Shikamaru asked. "Its where you use 50 hand signs and it produces acid rain. Tskake is allergic and will die by acid. So, I killed her." Sakura sighed. Ino put her fist up in the air. Shikamaru looked at her confused. "What?" Ino asked as all eyes turned on her. "Your putting your fist in the air for no damn reason." Shikamaru said.

"Sakura killed Tskake. Why shouldn't I be happy?" Ino asked. Shikamaru sighed. "Women are so troublesome." He said. Ino smacked him. "What the hell did you just say?" Ino yelled. Shikamaru sighed in defeat.

A smile graced Sakura's lips as her two long-time-no-see friends were fighting. She still felt the warmth of Sasuke's hug. She hugged him back which startled him a bit.

Suddenly, loud cheers could be heard. They broke away from their hug to see a blond women was walking back to the Hokage's tower. She had many scars and bruises but nothing too bad. Sakura looked up and ran to her sensei. "Tsunade-sama!" She cried out as she bowed to her. "Now, Sakura, why are you looking so beat-up?" Tsunade asked, worry filling her eyes. "Nothing really much, just you know how this girl when I was younger, Tskake, well, she became the Hokage and I her well...slave. Got beaten good for no damn reason but other than that, she spread a rumor that I forced my parents into suicide. But, I killed her with Shistengon no Jutsu." She explained.

Tsunade took the information in as she sighed. "Let's go." Tsunade said as Sakura nodded, and looked back to her friends, signaling to them that she'd be gone for a few minutes. She follwed her sensei into the Hokage's office with Mirichaye swearing about Sakura. Tsunade folded her arms across her chest, giving the ultimate death-glare to him. He panicked as Sakura blocked the door. All was heard after that was screams then after a few seconds, the screaming stopped for good.

Sakura walked back outside and walked to the park with her friends. Once they got there, they laid down on the grass. Shikamaru watching clouds as Ino blabbed on about something stupid. Sasuke was falling asleep.

Sakura's POV

I heard the gentle snores of him next to me. What could be better? How could it get worse? Is what I thought untill when I relized something was wrong. I shut my eyes closed trying to dispurse the constant thoughts.

I could now see clearly what I must do. In a simple, yet grusome dream.

I ran from the villagers of Konoha with my friends at my side. I knew this would happen, Konoha turned on me thus turning on my friends. Tsunade could do nothing about it since Orochimaru knocked her out cold. Footsteps was all that could be heard in the stillness of the night.

Cold.

Dark.

Scary.

Was all that came to mind. Running as fast as I could trying to get out, the guards wouldn't let me. They blocked me, pushing me back out of the gate's entrance. Thats when I did something I haven't done in a long time without Tskake's cause. I cried. I cried, infront of them. They thought i've had more tragedy in my life and couldn't cry anymore. They left, all of them. Sasuke looked at me with disgust, figuring out that I was weaker then before.

But, I wasn't. I was stronger then anyone of them. Just, didn't show it. To them, I was weak. A dog could have killed me for all they know. I still cried as they stuck their weapons into my skin, piercing it making blood drip constantly. That wasn't the reason tears fell from my eyes. No. I had too much of this shit. So. I must do it now before I die. Before they laugh at how stupid I am for crying. Now. I must run. Run away so far away that not even ANBU can track me. Yes, thats what I must do. Go farther, way farther. Over the ocean, over the sea. Live in a cave would be better. Find new friends. Ones that would care for me. Ones that wouldn't care if I cried. That's my purpose in life now.

I shot up from the ground as I have seen my dream. Sasuke, Ino, and Shikamaru have fallen into a slumber. I wished I could stay. I wrote a simple note and placed it on Ino's forehead. I then ran to my house to grab my things. I know what I must do. I know everything quite too well, now. I hid in my house, doors locked, windows and blinds closed. I was separeted from Konoha. I waited untill the sun's rays quit and that's when I escaped. I didn't just walk like Sasuke did about 3 years back. No, I just ran. Jumping on rooftops and into shadowy places. I leaped over the gates of Konoha and into the unknown.

Normal POV(A/N: This starts off about 30 minutes after Sakura left that note on Ino's forehead but not when she actually left Konoha.)

The gang woke from their slumber to find that it was starting to get dark. Ino smacked her forehead to find out that it was a note. "HEY! Sakura left us a note. Let me read it:

Dear Ino, Shikamaru, and Sasuke,

I am afraid that I must leave Konoha. I don't know where I am going and I will never be coming back. Nothing anybody will do will stop me. Nobody has done this to me but myself and Tskake. The only reason i'm leaving is because I fear that since i'm left out of Tskake's grasp, people will be mean to me and as to you as my friends. I am doing this because I want nothing more than to protect what I have left. You. My friends. I will miss you dearly.

Sakura"

Ino read as she threw the paper on the ground and sobbed in her hands. Sasuke felt as though his heart had exploded. They all were sad. Shikamaru's eyes were forcing out tears he couldn't hold back. Ino was comforting him as they both noticed that Sasuke had probly more hurt in him.

Once it was pitch-black out, the three left for their homes. Ino ran into her room and cried into her pillow. She looked up at the few pictures that they had taken together about 3years ago. Smiled upon both of their faces. Her eyes scanned the photo over and over again untill her sobbing incresed in water and noise.

Sasuke couldn't see her again. He was crushed. He had wanted her to be his girlfriend and to spend his life with her. He brushed away the thoughts and knew that he's either die married to her, or die alone. He wouldn't have anyone but her and that was final.

Shikamaru wasn't totally fazed by it like Ino and Sasuke. True he was sad that she had gone away and he was also sad that Ino was sad. Yes, he truly loved Ino. He vowed to himself that he would do anything to get her to smile again.

Sakura's POV

She knew she had broken them and tossed them aside as if she hated them. But, her letter was true. She had to do this, for their own good. "If they follow me, fine. I will be witht hem someplace i'm not hated. I just hope ANBU won't be sent for me." She muttered to herself as she jumped through trees.

After a few days of her long journey, she spotted a village. It was quite and peaceful. She took off her head protector and placed it in her bag. Since sh no longer belonged in Konoha, she didn't want to wear their symbol. She walked near the gates when the guards stopped her. "State your buisiness" One said rather harshly. "I am a traveler needing some rest." She simply stated as they let her pass. A smile graced her lips as she rested against a tree. A girl with skyblue hair that reached her waist and pure black eyes walked over to her, smiling. The girl wore a black tanktop with fishnet sleeves and a black skirt that reached mid-thigh with a large slit in both sides that showed she wore skyblue shorts underneath. "Hi there! You must be new here. I'm Mariah!" She said as she held out her hand to shake Sakura's.

"Hiya there Mariah. My name is Sakura." She stated shaking Mariah's hand. "Hey! Mariah! You forgot this!" A girl with purple shoulder lenght hair and black eyes called out to Mariah. She turned around to greet the girl. "Oh thanks sis!" Mariah said taking the object in her sister's hand. It was a forehead protector. Mariah's sister saw the sunshine gleaming on something is Sakura's bag. "Excuse me miss but is that a forehead protector in your bag?" The little girl asked as Sakura was surprised and she took it out. "Yeah, it's from Konoha. I ran away so I'm no longer going to wear it." Sakura stated. "Why did you leave?" Mariah questioned and Sakura explained the entire story.

"Well, we are both Jounin! You can talk to the people at the Academy and resume your position as a Jounin and be on my squad! Here, there is 2 Jounin per squad." Mariah eaclamied as she jumped up and down. Sakura nodded as mariah grabbed her arm and dragged her to the Academy.

A/N: YEA! I hope you liked that. Please give me some ideas on what the village should be called. This is a made up village and is different from all the other villages. I think that will hold you guys up untill next time I update! R&R!