The Perfect Dream

Chapter Two

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Talking to Sirius was going to be a problem he just knew, the man had a bad feeling in his stomach as he approached the his black haired friend, and his newly discovered love. Love? Was this love? Did he actually love Sirius? He wasn't sure all he knew was he did have strong feelings for Sirius and he knew he couldn't stand to have Sirius in pain, especially if he was responsible for that pain.

"S-sirius?" James stuttered. Sirius' head spun around so quickly James thought he might have hurt himself. But all he received for his concern was a sharp yet cold glare.

"May I talk to you?" When Sirius didn't turn away from the other students in the common room or turn away from him he added, "In privet?" Sirius' eyes narrowed and he continued to stare at James as if he had said something absolutely slanderous towards him. But he still did not answer. James shot a pleading look toward Remus who nodded in response.

"Right you lot! Get your nosey arses out of here! I want all of you wankers out. This is none of your bleedin' business!" When no one moved he snapped out, "Now!" Everyone jumped up, startled that Remus Lupin of all people would yell at his fellow students, hell at anyone. Once they had all left the room shooting irritated glances at James and Remus, the werewolf nodded at James at pat Sirius on the shoulder before walking out of the room.

There was an uncomfortable silence left in the aftermath of the show, and Sirius turned away from James and opened up his book, back to ignoring James. With a sigh James sat by Sirius and stared at his hands wondering only now what to say. 'Idiot!' He yelled at himself. He decided he was going to try and wing it, this was more of Sirius' territory, but he had done this type of thing before.

"Sirius, I know I was being a prat, I was... I dunno... a bit obsessed with her, because you know... the saying 'You want what you can't have.' I guess that's what it was. I'm not really sure. I didn't realize what it was doing to us, to our friendship. But this isn't all my fault you know-" but James never got to finish his sentence.

"What in the hell is that supposed to mean?! Not all your fault?! So your saying it's not your fault you completely ignored me for some vindictive bitch! She hated you for God knows how long and you still would have rather had her over me!"

"Stop it! Stop calling her names! I may not love her like I thought I had but I still care for her, at least like a friend, and just because you're jealous doesn't mean you can insult her like that! And it's not all my fault because you know how oblivious I can be! You should have said something to me! I can be the thickest person in the world and you know that better than anyone!"

"Oh please! Don't even go there! This past year all I've done is try to tell you and you've ignored me! I can hardly ever get word in with you and your sex obsessed brain! I'm so tired of it! I can't wait for you anymore! I can't be ignored and pushed to the side! It hurts so damn bad, and you don't even seem to care!" Somehow they had both ended up standing up and were in each other's faces, feeling uncomfortable with their close proximity Sirius sat back down in his chair.

"Don't be that way! I'm here now apologizing to you, or at least trying to! Please just listen to me!"

"Why should I?! When all you have been doing is ignoring me for the past year!"

"Because I fucking love you, Sirius!" James said throwing up his hands, "I love you! I didn't know until I had thought I lost you but I know now! So stop pushing me away! And funny enough Lily is the one who helped me realize it! She sat me down and gave me the bloody talking to that you should have! She shouldn't have been the one to tell me that you liked me! I would have liked to hear it from you, but because I was apparently only ever thinking about her you never had the chance! But you know what I think? I think that you didn't want to! That you were too scared to take a chance and if it weren't for Lily we would have never had the chance! But I'm not going to let you run away with your tail tucked between your legs!"

Sirius sat open mouthed gaping at James, hardly believing what he was hearing. James loved him, Lily made him realize it and he had been scared, and not only irritated to tell James. He blinked when he felt himself being pulled to his feet.

"Sirius! Sirius are you okay?!" He heard James ask worriedly, obviously worried that he had lost his mind and gone completely nutters, but he figured he might just have. He blinked his eyes into focus, his head was spinning so rapidly.

"Y-you love me?" Sirius asked trying not to sound like his heart breaking or not was depending on this.

"I.. I did say that didn't I? I guess it just kinda slipped out," James still holding Sirius' hand felt himself move toward Sirius, "and you know, I'm glad it did." Sirius felt himself nod his head slightly before he saw James lean toward him, and he began closing his eyes, when he said "I love you too."

When their lips met James felt like he had never felt before, hell kissing Sirius was better than flying! He wrapped his hand around Sirius' neck, the other going to his waist, and he licked Sirius' soft lips then slipped his tongue into his friend's mouth. He let his tongue make it's way around the inside of Sirius' mouth at a leisurely pace, not feeling rushed to please because he knew he would have the rest of his life to live out this perfect dream.

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Remus smirked as he turned to his slightly pudgy friend, " I bloody well knew it! All those two dunderheads had to do was talk to each other!" He felt a jab at his ribs and turned shocked eyes to the soft and beautiful face of the girl he thought he would never had a chance with, Lily.

"You mean I knew it! I talked to Potter! I got him to talk to Sirius, and I made him realize his oh so deep and profound feelings for Black! Not you!" She said giggling slightly at the sight of Remus' abashed face.

"Well I softened Sirius up for the talk, if it wasn't for me talking to him he would have given James the two finger salute and run out of the room!" Lily grinned at him and he knew she had only been teasing him. Remus smiled at her before turning to Peter.

"It doesn't matter, either way you owe me ten galleons and four chocolate frogs, Petey boy!" Lily snorted in a very unladylike manner.

"Boys."

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A/N: Guys I'm so sorry it has taken me so long to update! I'm so horrible! But I was going through a writing rut! I couldn't do anything! I hope you don't hate me! But... uh good news this story only needs one more chapter! This was really short, and sorry but... see I had only planned on making this a really long one-shot but I changed my mind. So laters!

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-Bloody