Memo: Yeah, I really understand how she can't be that psychotic (AND I KNOW THAT)- just wanted to make that part clear…but it is going to change or something…

Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer has taken away all our rights and claims to Twilight…unfortunately…

Bella's view

I stood there, dumbfounded, not believing that he would be that gullible. Of course, I knew what I had done had not been that bad either.

I had been mad at him for what seemed like days, and then I found this to be the only way to make him see reasoning.

I honestly couldn't believe he'd be that gullible. I had sat and cried for what seemed like days to me- and I had only come up with this. I knew it was pathetic.

Edward's view

When I began to near her, I saw a flick of anger shine in her eyes. I saw that she was yet standing up, and I immediately realized that I had been made a fool out of.

She hadn't tried to kill herself. All she had done was take a pocket knife and stick it into a container or so of blood. But I knew that part of this blood was her own- and I knew due to my own urges that I would have been mistaken that easily.

I could not believe that she had pulled one past me. Earlier, I had thought that the bubble that she was always in- the one in which she acted uncommonly cool had caught up to her at last. And yet now I know that I had been mistaken.

"Bella," I moaned, running to her- at human pace not to startle her. "Don't do that on me," I sighed.

She was down on her knees and sobbing, what seemed like uncontrollably. "I'm sorry Edward," she said. "But I saw that as the only way-"noticed that she wasn't saying this to me- but at the wall with her face turned- "to make you realize that I would do the same exact thing for you Edward. I won't lie to you," she said, now her sobs were tearless. "I haven't forgotten what you had said to me (Note: he had told her in the first chapter that Stephenie Meyer had made out that he would have killed himself by angering some group if she had died). I'd do the same for you Edward," she said, now looking at me. I simply sat by her side, holding her waist.

"Bella," I said. "Don't you ever do anything that would harm yourself for me. Ever. Do you understand?" I asked her.

"I would never commit suicide Edward," she said squeezing my hand, "because you're right here. But Edward," I noticed now that she was looking intently at me- with a look of determination as well-"I would find a way to be with you. One way or another."

"Bella," I said, giving up. "You know that I would never turn you, but if you-"

She stopped me, putting her hand up as to silence me. "You either turn me or find someone else to turn me. Either way," she shot, "I will be turned, unless the other person that I go to, chooses to kill me instead."

I froze at her words. "Alice," I stuttered. "I could probably get Alice to turn you," I said, shaken. I could not believe what she was saying.

"Besides Edward," she rang, victoriously, "I had always thought that our relationship since James or whatever had gotten a bit boring- like other couples," she beamed.

"Ha ha," I said now laughing myself. I could not believe that I had just agreed to get Alice to turn her. "When," I asked, knowing fully well that she knew what I was asking.

"As soon as you can."

"Okay."

"Okay?" she asked me.

"Okay Bella," I replied, kissing her forehead, knowing what I would have to do. "but I have to go-"

I noticed that she had stopped me once more. "You know the show Angel?" she asked me. I nodded. "Then you would also know that Angel drank pigs blood, and I-"

"This time I'll take the liberty of stopping you Bella," I said tersely, "you may be worth a lot to me, but definitely not enough to make me drink pig's blood," I shot out in disgust.

"Fine," she replied, pouting. "What am I supposed do with it then."

"Silly Bella," I replied, shaking my head. "Drink it yourself. You should learn how the taste of blood is now," I left, laughing, fully aware that this would probably be the last time that I would ever see her. I noticed that she had thrown a pillow at me, laughing herself. I knew I would keep this image in my mind for however long I could. Kissing her hand, I sped off.

NOTE: THIS IS, TO CLARIFY THINGS- EDWARD'S LEAVING HER AND SHE THINKS THAT HES GOING TO GET ALICE TO CHANGE HER

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