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Bella's view

My hand never seemed to stop burning after his lips touched it- the feeling of an electric volt surging through my body returned once again like it always did when he touched me. I didn't know why I was concentrating on that however…there were so many more things that were important. Like him changing me for instance- the number one thing on my list. What I would do about it…what I would tell Charlie…and how I would be with Edward forever…that one was the only one that seemed to continuously flash in my mind as he walked out of my house hurriedly at human pace…

"Edward," I called out, stopping for a few short moments. He turned around to look at me, his eyes a smoldering my own- since I couldn't believe that they could have gotten any lighter. "I love you," I cried to him, from the couch.

"I love you to Bella," he said, looking at me longingly. He was probably trying to remember how I was like a human, I giggled, putting this face into my mind forever. The stunt I had pulled earlier seemed stupider to me by the minute…

"See you soon then," I sang happily, a smile growing on my lips.

"If you don't find yourself in an accident by that time, then yes," he replied curtly. We both found ourselves laughing at that- but within seconds of myself opening my eyes I found that he was gone and that the only person doing the laughing was myself. At least, I thought, we would have the next thousands of years or something to do that together, I thought, myself getting giddier by the moment.

I was still laughing however, it didn't matter to me even if it was by myself. I was so happy, and no one could ever take that away from me I knew. I knew that perhaps I would never be this happy again. I combed my hair with my fingers, gently at first but doing it faster and faster until I saw a ball of hair between my both my ring and middle finger. Perhaps there would be something on the ring finger, I sang to myself- of only thinking what Edward would get me if we did get married- this I knew was ridiculous since Edward would never leave me and he had said not to talk about marriage- only because he wanted me to live- but now I would die happily- and I could only dream of what he would get me when I was changed- since he knew I detested anything that cost pretty much of anything- I knew it would be something that came from his once beating but now dead heart- and NOT from his wallet.

Still laughing, I knew I was unable to control my enthusiasm and quickly dialed the number of the only person who I could think of at the moment- Alice. She, I knew would be the only person who would ever understand. I began to dial her number, and then when the phone started ringing I realized that I had dialed someone else's by mistake- how silly of me, I thought. And then I entered in the correct digits- but this was a mistake somehow as well because it told me that this line is no longer in service. Confused, I did it three more times, the same message replaying continuously.

I then went to my phone diary and checked that- and nonetheless it was Alice's number that I was dialing. Desperately this time, I tried again and again. But I probably had the wrong number I said to myself, my mind quickly jumping to stupid conclusions.

I dialed the Cullens and Hales number this time however- hoping that Esme, Emmet or Rosalie would connect me to Alice. I was just worried that I would blurt out my whole entire story to Rosalie by mistake- who I still thought hated me or something similar to that at least. And Esme would be happy- but the calm, quiet type of happy that I really didn't want right now but wanted a enthusiasm similar to my own- one I didn't think Esme could give me being a mother and all. And if I had blurted the story to Emmet- he'd just start laughing. I knew Jasper was away hunting however, and had been for awhile.

Hopefully one of the three of them could give me the number to reach Alice. I dialed their number hastily, and received a message telling me that this number was out of service. I tried two more times, and then the same message replayed itself. Strange, I thought. It seemed like they had cut off all ties from Forks; or from me.

I then dialed Edward's own number. I then heard the message I had heard so many times. My heart, it seemed, stopped beating all together. My hand froze on the phone. I had stopped breathing, I noticed, a bit too late, and then fell to the ground.

They had cut off all ties from me.

They didn't want me in their lives anymore.

They hadn't even said good bye.

He, for I couldn't bring myself to utter or even think his name now, had left me.

Forever.

But then I began to laugh at myself for my own stupidity, chuckling nervously. He wouldn't do that I knew. Edward, I cringed, would never lie to me and then leave me. He had just said that he loved me, and a lover would never do that, I knew, especially my own lover.

Hesitantly, knowing myself to be stupid, I grabbed my keys off the hook and opened the door to go outside. There I saw my truck, same as ever, standing there. I brought myself to it and got inside, rather slowly.

I turned the ignition; backed out of my drive way; and drove at least 10 miles under speed limit to Edward's house. Thankfully, there was no one else outside save for a few cars. I got to Edward's house, thankfully, to find his Volvo in the drive way, and suddenly felt a huge chain of relief cross over me and could finally breathe once more.

I was laughing to myself for being so stupid. Edward would never leave me, and I now knew that. We were in love after all, and love was never something that ended and I knew that well enough to be ready to give my life; and as I knew he would do the same; for the significant other.

I loved Edward with all my heart, and now I felt slightly more than just a twinge of regret for doubting him. I had to be the worst girl friend he had ever had, I thought. But I knew I was the only one…

The tears were finally coming, I noticed. I had been waiting for them earlier. Tears of only happiness. Pure bliss, I thought, at last.

I then took myself, stumbling over to Edward's car, almost running, and kissed it the second I was close enough. I could smell his scent on it, I noticed. My emotions still rolling over me, I checked inside the car- hoping to see him there even though I knew only an idiot would remain in their car for hours when their own house was waiting warm and friendly inside or whatever. When I peeked to see- my breath caught in my throat again. And this time I noticed there was a note inside. Addressed to me.

"I love you Bella," the note read, "never forget that."

I broke down in sobs right there, sliding against the car, my breath never quite returning to me.

I ran, dazed, confused and lost into his house in which I noticed the front door was open. The place was empty.

The furniture had been cleared out, and the area was vacant. All signs of human life gone- besides the place being spotless and dust free, the area was simply an empty and vacant area. I ran upstairs and checked every room- even the bathroom, crying and trembling to myself. Lovers never do this to each other, I reminded myself.

And at last I was at his room where as soon as I seemed to push the door open, I fell to my knees. It was just as empty as the rest of them.

Except I noticed one thing there. A set of keys- these keys I had only grown myself to be so familiar with for the past year or something like that. Being in love with Edward had lost me from keeping track where I had only fallen in love with him like no one else within only a few short days to me it seemed.

He had left me his car, I cringed. The one thing that he had admired he had left me. I cursed him under my breath, vowing that if he was ever to return that I would never go to him. He had left me something worth money something I had specifically not asked from him. He had left me this thing I had never wanted to see in my life, and now he was the thing. He was something I never wanted to see again. I took the keys and put it into my pocket, making a mental note to bury them later- one place where I would not find them again.

I left the house then; suddenly calm. I went to my own truck, once I was out and got in- finding myself driving over seventy miles an hour- laughing to myself. I had been raised a chief''s daughter- and yet I was going at this speed! I laughed to myself. I wasn't even wearing a seat belt, I noticed.

The car was starting to steam I noticed- suddenly remembering Jack's (sorry for forgetting his name but I really can't remember it right now) warning about not going over sixty. I suddenly cursed myself, and found myself crying once more. My vision became blurred, and when only a single tear escaped from my eyes and onto the fabric of my jeans, that I noticed that the car was exploding.

NOTE: SORRY IF THIS IS A BIT EMOTIONAL OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT BUT IT HAS TO BE LIKE THAT FOR THE FULL EFEECT- I DOUBT ANY GUY READS THIS OR SOMETHING SINCE I FIND TWILIGHT MORE OF A GIRL BOOK- NO OFFENSE TO ANY WHO DO- BUT I THNK THEY'LL RELATIVELY BE FINE WITH IT- THANKS FOR READING AND PLEASE REVIEW CAUSE IT HONESTLY MOTIVATES ME TO WRITE FASTER…

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