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Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer turned the story case around, and she now is suing me...I don't like her anymore...lol

Bella's view

I couldn't hear myself think. I couldn't feel my body move. I couldn't see either. But I could hear. I could hear just perfectly.

I heard things crashing around me. I could smell fire. I'd be dead soon, I reckoned. It's what Edward would have wanted.

I hated him now, more than ever. I now had no idea what I had seen in him. It just seemed ridiculous to me.

Half of me expected for him to turn up- following me. He being the one saving me, just like he had earlier.

I cursed myself for my stupidity, and instantly knew that I was crying. It was because of my foolishness that I had cut myself by mistake- done that terrible joke on him- and now I was dying.

I doubt he would have left if he hadn't have tried to kill me. If Carlisle hadn't saved me. I could feel myself shuddering.

I just wanted to get this over with, and fast with that as well.

I didn't want to stay here. Just let it take me, I prayed silently- for I could not talk. Just let it take me.

I heard a snap then- and I knew it was something that had just fallen on my feet- but I was happy for one that I could not feel it. I just hoped it would hit my head next.

It was then that I felt even more of a pang. And I imagined hearing a voice. I heard Alice, struggling to do something it seemed because she was growling.

I didn't want this to be this way.

And then I heard voices. They were all around me. Panicked and worried, I could make out.

But then I traced it. It was only one. Alice.

"Bella," Alice (I think) whispered. "I know you can hear me Bella. I'm going to be offering you a choice now. "Do you want me to change you?"

I became excited. "Yes! Yes!" I wanted to shout out. I could be with Edward forever now. But then I remembered- I didn't need him. Perhaps I could say "No! No!" instead. I hated him now, I cried silently. I just couldn't feel the tears.

"Bella," she said. "Before you make your decision- which you have to- and fast- first hear me out. If you change right now, you probably won't be seeing Edward for a while, and he won't be seeing you. We would have to stage your death Bella. You couldn't let Charlie or Renee-your mother right?- know what happened to you. You have to understand that. Just like we didn't let Emmet's family find out what happened to him- although they did set up search parties looking for his body. Do you want to be changed?" she asked, once more.

I couldn't say anything. I didn't want Edward anymore- but I brightened at the chance of being unbreakable. No more of a clutz, I wanted to cry. But I knew that would happen either way. But I would be able to live. Perhaps I could live with Alice for a while.

"Edward can't read my mind," she whispered.

I had to make my choice, I knew. There was no Edward on either way, and so both sides appealed. But lying to Charlie? My mom of all people?

But perhaps, I knew I could change that. I would let them know that I was allright, and I would let th-

"Quickly Bella," Alice interrupted. "You have exactly 10 seconds to make your choice before it's too late..."

"Okay," I managed to whisper. My jaw stung at that point, not because I had already been bit, but because I had just managed to talk.

Then there was a feeling that recognized me once more. It was in my hand, the burning sensation I had endured. I could barely feel it however, I thought happily. Perhaps I would never have to.

I was already burning alive, and so it didn't matter to me that there was just another flame I would have to consume.

"I've arranged for some one to find you Bella," she said, kissing the top of my forehead. "She has every thing set out for you. I'll come for you shortly," she said. "Or Edward will think I did something here."

"Bye," I said, closing my eyes- laughing all the way. "Bye."

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