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Rosalie's View-

Edward had began to scare both me and Alice alike. Looking at him made Alice tremble, and me alike- I shared the same secret as her. And then he read our minds…or at least part of it. And then he knew.

He knew that Bella was alive. That she was like him, a vampire type of thing. And he knew that she hadn't come for him…even after over two years had passed.

And now, he looked sadistic. He scared me, especially. Me, who usually scared the others- who loved show, and glamour and everything I could ever make out of what I had, - and now he scared me, for I knew I wouldn't have been thinking much about him otherwise…

I couldn't stand this. This, whatever Edward always seemed to be doing. He seemed to be planning something, as far as I could make out- his eyes always calculating. He was overdosing on Carlisle's drugs, a smile always playing on his lips. And he was just like he was before somewhat…he answered our questions, and could finally make us out one by one.

He laughed hysterically several times, for no apparent reason. He seemed to spend a more productive time in his room, I could only assume at a certain point, because he always came out happier than he'd walked in.

I had went into his room once, and saw that he had bought a pack of plastic knives…with Bella's picture on the wall. I wouldn't let the words form in my mind- the picture of it disturbing me. To being such sick of some love or so, Edward had changed…we never knew what was happening to him.

Edward used to speak of death, I recalled. Quite heavily. Saying how lucky humans were…and now he seemed to be thankful of life. At least as far out as I could see.

"Rose?" Emmet asked me, suddenly next to me, his voice only a whisper- not to scare me I thought.

"What?" I snapped. I always snapped now…perhaps that was why he had whispered- to prevent me from doing this.

"What did you and Alice do?' he asked, his voice gruff- the pain I could still make out however, his hurt I could always make out.

"How do you know that?" I trailed off.

"I'm not an idiot Rosalie, despite what you may think…" he said.

"I never," I said, lost to his accusations, bewildered actually. "Emmet, I-"

"Just stop it Rose," he said, interrupting me. "Just leave me alone."

He was pissed. That was only thing I could interpret behind his tone actually.

"Please don't be mad Emmet," I begged, enclosing his hands in mine- but then flinched when he snapped it back.

"NO Rosalie," he roared. "You leave me without a word, SO often, you keep things from me…you haven't considered me at all have you Rose?" he snapped. "From day one, you-"

"And you ask me why I leave?" I finished. "I leave because I'm a girl Emmet, we tend to get horomonal. I'm locked in this stage ALL my life, and pardon me for thinking that being with you was what I wanted…"

"What about Alice then?" he asked, getting cocky now- I saw.

"Alice was insane Emmet," I snickered. "She didn't experience any of that…I however did. I-"

"Everything's always about you, isn't it Rosalie?" he snapped. I knew he wouldn't listen to reason now, and as he left swiftly leaving me behind him- shocked- was when Edward came up. Out of nowhere actually- or perhaps I wasn't paying attention today.

"No you are," he laughed, answering my thoughts for me. "But don't worry about Emmet, I assure you Rosy that I won't be a problem for much longer." And before I could properly gather a reply back, a question actually- he was gone.

"Edward?" I asked, my voice only a whisper. Perhaps he hadn't forgotten about this Bella thing after all…and then once again, I didn't let my mind draw up my thoughts. Without Edward, I knew- we were nothing. We all were nothing. I didn't want this to happen again…and yet now, I realized, despite myself, it was.

NOTE: MEANS SUICIDE FROM HIM IF YOU'RE CONFUSED!

Bella's View-

My mind was contemplating quickly, actually- of how I would deal with this. Catch 'em and kill 'em, I said to myself- the catch phrase of Amityville Horror. Except I didn't like the catch part that much- that might include confrontation. And so I made my own.

"Kill and kill," I said to myself, knowing it wouldn't be that complicated. Kill him, I had thought up, and then kill myself. As easy as pie, I thought- deliriously happy!

And now he could experience the same pain he had put me through. The same pain, love that I had experience thanks to him, and then lost it…thanks to him. Making me believe that I loved him probably was his funniest trick of all…the cat just getting bored of the mouse, I knew.

Edward had left me, after he'd promised to change me…after he'd promised so much actually. And then he'd left…making me lose my own life in the process. And now being one of his kind, not that I had any disgust towards the cold-ones or whatever they were, really- I just didn't like one part of that group. That one part being him.

Thanks to Edward Cullen, I knew, I could never love again- that love that might have been someone else's I knew- someone I could truly be happy with. Mike Newton, I thought of instantly. I liked Mike I knew…and probably would have dated him for quite awhile- admiring his attention and dedication towards me a bit more than I should have two years ago, I knew. But then I knew, he had taken my perhaps one-true-love away from me. He had taken away all I had in life…all I had ever loved. And now I could never get it back.

I had never checked up on Charlie of course, scared that I would go back and Charlie would shun me out- Billy no doubt getting to him…Renee being the same case- only I didn't want to cause her any more pain after the death I had planned for myself soon enough. As far as they knew, I was dead- my remains for one thing already proved that, the blood at least I knew. That was unmistakable evidence of my demise. And I was deceased I knew...both externally and internally. He had taken away all I once had.

And now he would have to pay.

I couldn't believe how I ever loved him.

And so quickly, making miscellaneous plans in my mind, I decided to creep up on him, catch him my surprise- making my move too fast for him to realize I was even there. Too fast for a confrontation.

That was something I couldn't face I knew. I needed to be quick before I could regret it. Get him, and then get me. I didn't want to feel the pain afterwards…I knew it would claw all I had left from the inside.

Knowing all I would need was a lighter, I had stuffed it in my back pocket. My once beau could easily be taken care of I knew. And I could be taken care of just as easily…perhaps Emmet would get angry, I cried to myself happily! Emmet could take care of me, rid me of them once and for all…rid me of myself.

Within a day, I had said goodbye to all my monotheist buddies and was saying the last of good byes.

I had already planned out where I was going to check first, being alone at the current moment. Finland probably missed me, I laughed to myself out loud.

And then, to my surprise, another voice joined mine. Except it was more like hysteria…bad, bad, hysteria I could make out.

Turning to see what idiot wished for death was it that I turned around.

The confrontation, I thought happily, wouldn't come. He was happy to see me, perhaps wanting to start the game all over again. And I could get him by surprise.

Without another thought, I roared and jumped him, knocking him over from the attack…

The fight had begun.

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