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Bella's View-
I had hopped onto the first flight from here to Jacksonville; I knew since Phil's signing my Mother hadn't moved.
Two years with numerous servants in my hand had to give me something to do…they actually did have education, much to my surprise, and knew how to use the internet (a few of them).
Edward's money had provided the ticket, also the travel goods I had brought from Japan to give to her. I knew she had always wanted to explore the world…
The plane trip was rather short, seven (guessing here!) hours seemed to flow by in minutes. I didn't know what I'd do when I'd see her, what she would say- how would she react to my new look?
I don't think she'd believe I'd had plastic surgery…she'd inquire where I'd gotten the money from, if I had so much money, why hadn't I contacted her- but more reasonably, she'd probably assume my traffickers had done this to me…
Arriving in Miami, I knew there was still an hour till the next flight to anywhere near Jacksonville- which would take at least half an hour all on it's own.
Bored, and trying to shut off my panic for what might happen between my Mother and me, I started to dial Edward's number…he had given it to me before we had parted.
In the terminal, and doing nothing- I knew I had nothing else left to do besides this…I just needed to hear his voice.
Despite myself, flashbacks began to appear before me…the first time he took me running- how happy he was; the book-store incident so long ago…how angry he was; the-
I stopped myself, and knew where I was taking this.
"Give me seventy-five days," I had said to him then, and even then- the tears had begun to form…and even now I realized- they were coming up again…
Trembling, and punching in the last number, I put the phone to my ear to hear the dials. He picked up on the first one…
I knew what I had to do. Too bad for me though that I wasn't able to...
Edward's View-
"Hey Bella," I murmured casually into the phone, flashing a quick finger to the clerk- The currency in Japan for the yen I knew was not 90 yen per dollar, the government hadn't changed it yet…this man was trying to loot me out of my mandatory 115-. "How's Renee taking it?"
On the other line though, I only heard a panting sound from the other line…what was happening?
"Bella?" I asked, confused. I thought this phone covered world-wide at perfect signals- and so far it had worked too…
But I knew I hadn't called America yet, perhaps it worked differently with the wannabe satellites they had going on there, I wondered…
"Sorry about the phone line," I apologized, "I didn't know this phone would mess up on me. Here-" I offered, "give me your number, and I'll see if I can try to call you. Oh wait no," I slapped my forehead, laughing to myself at my utter stupidty, "that wouldn't work, how about you hang up, and-"
"Edward?" a voice said through the line. I froze.
"Bella?" I asked quietly, turning my head from the Japanese man's careful scrutinization. "What happened?"
"Edward," she started, her voice unusually clear, "I-I'm sorry Edward. I have to go, my flight's departing right now. Sorry to bother you, I-"
"It's all right Bella," I said carefully, pulling my palm pilot out of my coat. "I'll talk to you-"
"I'm so sorry Edward" she whispered, not allowing me to finish. "So very, very sorry."
"For what?" I asked, confused once again. She didn't answer though, for she had already hung up.
Holding the palm pilot to my face, I smiled at how ironic it was actually-
According to Northwest airlines, Bella's flight to Jacksonville wouldn't take off for at least another hour…
Screw it, I thought; smiling to myself, if she can't talk to me, then why can't I talk to her?
(NOTE: okay, and for those of you who haven't figured this out- Edward is between the half way happy for her line/depressed for himself- we've actually seen him (in other circumstances of course) like this in the book)Renee's View-
Phil was holding me, I came to realize. Turning my head to try too look at him, I found it pointless- everything was black…
I knew I had fainted…Bella had hung up on me though!
She had called me after over two and a half years, and hung up on me!
Perhaps, I procrastinated, it had never been Bella all along. Perhaps it was one of those- I didn't allow myself to think the words- kids…
The type whose only source of fun came from making a mother on the verge of tears…
On a verge of once-again loss…
"Are you awake?" I heard Phil whisper next to my ear.
"Yeah," I gasped, some color finally coming into view. "What happened?"
"You fainted,' he sighed. "You should have let me take care of that phone call."
"It's not my fault Jacksonville's not that friendly of a city,' I objected, smiling- knowing he was right. My Bella, I knew, would never have hung up on me like that, definitely not after telling me that she was alive after two and a half years…"How long have I been out for?"
"Just a bit," he shrugged casually, turning his face.
"Phil," I groaned and holding my hand to stroke his face, "you know what the Coach said, he'll kick you out of the team Phil, out of your dreams! And wasn't this the game from where the Bucks (Baseball team's- at least I think!) coaches were coming…"
"It's no big deal,' he shrugged again. "Nothing big."
"This was your dream Phil," I sighed, getting up. "Everything you've worked for. Every time this happens you can't miss a game like this."
"It's nothing Renee,' he objected, getting up himself off the bed. "I-"
"What time is it?" I snapped, angry at him for doing this again. "Maybe you could still make it."
"Eleven's not that great of a time to meet a three o'clock game," he grinned, and left and the room.
To see if he was joking, I turned over casually to see the time…he was right.
"I'm sorry Phil," I moaned to myself quietly, and turned over, allowing sleep to take over.
Rosalie's View-
"So Bella called," I casually mentioned to Alice, bending down to help shovel out the dirt…I still didn't know what the use for planting tulips were.
"And,' she beckoned, shrugging. Liar, I smirked, feeling her body freeze next to mine.
"What happened to her?"
"Edward proposed apparently," I sniffled, a bit of dirt getting into my nose. "And she didn't know what to do. She-"
"She left him like that for over two years Rose- and on medication too. And you let that bitch (sorry about the language!) talk to you after so long, like nothing was ever wrong?" Alice shrieked.
Beside being close to Bella while she was here, I knew, she was much closer to Edward.
"Yeah," I waved it off, "can we get off this subject now?"
"NO!" she shrieked, causing me to put my hands up to my ears. Apparently my question wasn't the right one to ask. "Do you even care for Edward Rose, that you let that girl destroy him like that? Do you Rose, have you ever cared for anyone besides yourself? Seriously Rose, do you even take it into consideration that there are other people besides yourself in the world. Have you-"
"Just stop it," I yelped, slapping her across the face. These were the same words Emmett had said…
And with that, he still didn't trust me like he used to, he didn't even love me like he used to…
Bella had ruined everything it now seems.
"Stop what Rose," she challenged. "Stop what? Stop saying the truth for once, that you've always been like this? Changing Emmet, I know you did, just because you wanted him with you. You-"
"Get the hell out of my life Alice,' I snapped, and walked away.
This was ruining everything.
Doing the only thing I knew I could, I called Edward.
"Edward," I snarled, once he had picked up the phone.
"Yes," he replied quietly. I wondered what had happened…it wasn't of concern right now though.
"Where's Bella?"
"Try Miami,' he laughed silently. "Why?"
"Come back Edward," I whispered then, "Bella needs you- she called me. She-"
"What?" he asked, confused.
"She didn't know what to do, and so she called me. She-"
"What did you say?" he asked, distracted by my beginning.
"I told her I wasn't the right person to ask," I shrugged. 'I wasn't though- Emmett doesn't understand. I wasn't the person to decide for her. Alice is screaming at me right now about this as well, and-"
"Alice?" he asked, baffled once again.
"She's overly protective of you," I laughed to myself, "seriously. She-"
"I'll meet Bella in Jacksonville then-"
"We'll meet Bella in Jacksonville then," I smiled.
"What?" he asked.
Smiling to myself, I shut off the phone and got in the car…
None of them wanted me here anyway, and it was time to fix it…
Renee's View-
"And I'm sorry," I heard Phil say, "for ever marrying you."
"Same with me Mom," Bella sang, "for never separating myself from you earlier."
"Me the most of course,' Charlie chuckled quietly behind the two of them, 'for ever falling in love with you."
"I'm so sorry," I could hear myself crying, "so very, very sorry. I-"
"Sorries aren't going to make up for the Coach kicking me off the team," Phil added silently.
"They aren't going to bring me back to life."
"And they aren't going to help me go back in time now, is it?" Charlie said. "It's not going to make me love again, can it?"
"I'm sorry," I whispered meekly to the three of them. "I'm-"
"I can't ever get married Mom," Bella whispered, "how are you're sorries ever going to count for anything? I can never have kids Mom- never fall in love, or even go to college. What are your sorries going to do?"
"I can't do anything besides play ball now can I Renee?" Phil added, smiling to himself. "I suppose you'll leave me now because I can't do anything besides that."
"And you've of course already thrown me out of your life twice now," Charlie laughed, "taking Bella with you each time."
"What?" I asked him, confused by what he meant by the second time.
"She was depressed Renee, you made her hate me- you helped cause enough depression for the explosion."
"You lost me everything I've ever worked for," Phil barked, "and what are you going to do for that? Say sorry, oh yeah Renee, now that's going to make up for over 35 years of work."
"And I can just forget ever living now can't I Mom?" Bella challenged. "Ever having a life. You-"
"JUST STOP IT," I screamed, waking up next to Phil
"What happened," he asked quietly.
"Nightmare," I shrugged. "Same one that happens every night. What time is it?"
"One. And are you ever going to tell me what it's about?" he asked, his tone quiet- his hope none.
"Sorry," I murmured, and tried going back to sleep.
As soon as I closed my eyes though, I saw Bella's face again…and I knew she was the cause of all this. The relationship with Charlie was broken with her birth, I would never have ruined one man's dream if she hadn't been there…and I-
I stopped myself right there however, I always knew I was an awful mother. And now I was blaming it all on my deceased daughter, the one who did so much for me…the one who helped me through all these years, introduced me to Phil- the one who…
I didn't get to complete my thoughts though, because at the very time,
the doorbell rang…
NOTE: Renee was just dreaming too- in the Italics …
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