Prettyinpinkgal: Hey! I'm kinda tired, so this probably won't end up how I want it to. But whatever. Well, please enjoy anyway! Read and review, please! Thanks!
Disclaimer: I don't own Full Moon wo Sagashite. (sobs)
THE LIFE OF A MOON
I've always been alone.
Up until I was three, I lived in an orphanage where the teacher hated me. She said words...horrible words...words that haunt me to this day.
My parents were dead because of me.
When I left that orphanage to go to a new one, I met people who were kind and fun to be with. But the one who truly understood me was Eichi-kun.
But he left. I was all alone again. But it didn't hurt as much, once I understood that I loved him. But then the news came on.
Eichi-kun had died because of me.
When I was ten, the same year Eichi-kun passed away, I went to live with my grandma. She was strict, and seemed to be hurting in her own way, but I loved her anyway. She was the only family I had. Even if she wasn't, I still loved her. She must have loved me to, because she let me live with her.
But loving someone is scary. You never know when they're going to leave, and have no one to blame but yourself.
It's funny, but I didn't gain the courage and smile I have today until I met Death myself; until I met the Shinigami team Negi-Ramen. They helped me learn that loving people is okay, that sometimes you will lose them, but the important thing is that you lived life to the fullest, and that included showing people how much you loved them, as if it were the last time you could show them.
It wasn't until I met the Shinigami Takuto and Meroko that I realized how much I wanted to live, how much I wanted to shine and make others happy, to make others be glad to be alive.
I know that I'll cry a lot throughout my life. But I want to believe that someone will be there to wipe my tears. There will be times when I'll be by myself. But I want to trust in someone, so that they can come find me when I'm all alone.
I want to live. I know that's what my parents and Eichi-kun want-for me to live. So I will. And I'll shine like the bright full moon in the sky overhead.
Maybe I'm being selfish. In fact, I probably am. But for once, I want to believe in others like others believe in me. It's because of them that I smile and laugh and sing.
Sometimes, the full moon disappears behind a cloud. On occasion, the moon becomes a new moon, darkened and nearly invisible. That's how I am now. But one day-yes, one day-I will become a bright full moon. But I need you to be the sun that gives me the ability to shine.
Prettyinpinkgal: Meh. I don't know how I feel about this one. It covers over many things: how Mitsuki deals with her life, how she wants to shine, etc. I'm very sorry if it wasn't that good, everyone u.u But please review to let me know what you guys thought! Thanks!