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Chain of Memories

"Hi! That's all you can say after abandoning me for ten years, is hi?" I screamed, close to tears but not quite.

"I'm sorry but it couldn't be avoided. With mom and dad dead I was left in charge there are things I must attend to" Kisu said trying to hold back his anger.

"YOUR MOM IS DEAD! OUR DAD IS DEAD! You do not share the blood of my mother" I yelled at first and then went into deadly whisper.

"KATO DON'T YOU DARE SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT" he thundered "none of that crap matters, the only things that matters is that you and I are alive".

I spit at his feet a gesture that shows undying hate among our kind. Kisu's face went as white as snow. "Bah. I live no longer." He looked puzzled "Haven't you heard, I'm already dead" I said in a mono tone showing no emotion what so ever. I walked away slowly tears falling slowly down my face. Genkai stayed with Kisu as Yusuke followed me asking what was going on. I never answered, only walked on. When I walked down the hall to my quarters, Kurama asked what was wrong and Hiei just stared. At 280 years of age I was still as stupid as an 80 year old demon. 'FOOL!" the thought ran through my head. I couldn't take. 'Let me die...again' I banged my head against the wall. 'Father, what should I do? He left me, for 10 flipping years! What do I do?' I thought sadly. I ran away from it all, I fled from my emotions and my troubles.

I went to my old house, or what was left of it. It had burned down with my little sister Izayoi. Izayoi was such a sweet little girl, she had, had black hair with white streaks randomly put in. She had such kind green eyes that held a lovely twinkle inside each of them. When Izayoi had died I had gone into a state of shock, even Kisu couldn't get me out of it. Izayoi was my blood sister, unlike Kisu. To have to bury my own sister who died at age two and to go back to the place were she died tore my heart apart. "Izayoi what should I do" I sobbed. Standing there in my old home, it brought back the one memory I tried to forget… the day I died.

It was the second day of school, "Hey Emily did you get the balloons?" Amy asked.

"Sure did. Kato's gonna love the surprise party. Ellen still at your place right? Tonight's gonna be a blast" whooped Emily. Little did I know my friends were convinced that the men that paid them to do that worked for a friend of my dad's.

They thought my dad's so called friend was throwing a big bash for me, they didn't know I would die that day. So I walked over to Ellen's and walked in on three people, two men and a woman. I couldn't see their faces but the gleeful and disgusting grins were apparent. I heard a strange sound, a gunshot I realized but no movements came from me because I was dead before my body hit the floor. But something happened that shouldn't have, I regained conciseness, Koenma stared down at me, "Why" I asked the teenager.

"Because you were not meant to die not yet at least" he answered, I ran heading for my house. I found it in ashes and… I saw the thing I feared, I saw Izayoi's body, it was charred and the lower half was smashed completely. But she still smelled like her roses that she loved so much. Koenma walked up behind me, " Is this what you wanted" I demanded " A two year old is dead because of those people".

" No" he stated simply, I looked at him with my anger filled, tear streaked face. He took Izayoi's small body from my arms, I cried out. " Don't you dare take my sister from me. A sudden thought hit me " What about my brother? Don't tell me he's dead too" I asked.

" He's not dead, though to were he is… I don't know" Koenma said gently motioning me to follow him. Suddenly he stopped walking " I could bring her back but there's something you have to do first" he offered solemnly. It started to rain heavily and my hair was instantly soaked, I looked up at the man standing before me and said with my head held high, " I'll do it". ' Don't worry Izayoi I'll bring you back even if I have to die again to do it' I thought steadily.

Freed by the memory I was swallowed by different ones, bits and pieces of memory. Kato where'd you go when I find you I shuddered as my mom's voice crept in and out of my ears. Kat calm down it's just me. Don't worry moms going through a tough time with dad dead and all. It'll be fine what my brother said had confused me 'what does dead mean' I had thought. I hadn't known death, not… then anyways. Why is mommy mad at me? What did I do? "Izayoi you did nothing wrong mommas just tired that's all" I had told her that day as I silently cursed my mom. How long would she hurt us like this? Kato do what is right even if it hurts the ones you love my dad had told me. And never forget the most important thing of all. Be yourself. That advice dad had given me stayed with me always. 'No' I tore myself away from them "Don't do this to me I want to forget" I shrieked. No memory is okay to forget. Hold on to them and some day you'll be strong enough to defeat them mom had said that before dad died. "No" I pleaded pathetically " Don't do this please. Please". Just be yourself 'Da'. It's okay to cry 'mom'. Stick up for yourself, I won't always be here to protect you 'Kisu'. I love you sissy and don't you ever forget that 'Izayoi'. As the stuff they told me came to my mind their names came as well, I fell into a heap bawling my eyes out.

"Hn. Thought I'd find you here" said a deep voice I knew all too well. I wiped away my tears and got up ungracefully "What are you doing here" I asked.

"You shouldn't cry over the past it drains the will to live for tomorrow" he informed her. "Shaddup. I'm in no mood for your riddles" I told him baring my fangs to show I meant it.

"So why'd you come back if it hurts you" he asked carefully hiding his emotions, god I hated when he did that. "None of your business" I told him feeling very woozy. "Onna" Hiei said sharply as I blacked out, my face felt as though it was on fire. I fell but I never hit the ground, all I remember is a pair of strong arms catch me.