Understandings
I tried so hard,
But all is done.
This battle I've fought,
Can't be won.
At the edge,
You pushed me in,
Icy water.
I tried to swim.
Hate grabbed hold,
Down I'd go.
The water so cold,
Only I would know.
You sat and watched,
As I fought so hard.
I could not win,
Fate dealt the cards.
At the last moment,
You reached for my hand.
I pushed you away.
I did understand.
As I reach the depths,
I blew you a kiss.
My final goodbye,
My very last wish.
I'd forgave your wrongs,
And hoped you'd mine,
But life isn't fair.
There was never time.