He grabbed my face by the cheeks and pushed his lips to mine and inserted his tongue into my mouth and began to wrestle with my own tongue. I felt amazing inside, all I wanted was to burst through the cage surrounding me and pounce onto Sasuke, I had no idea that that was what he wanted to do to me. We later made love in my room. I was so shocked about that whole thing. I always wanted to think that I would lose my virginity to Sasuke, though I did not dare dream it, but to tell you the truth, I had no idea that it would actually happen.

Sasuke held the diary close to his chest and thought of the time that they first made love. He still remembered the soft feeling of Sakura's lips against his and the silkiness of her hair and the feeling of it against his own bare skin. That night he didn't actually love Sakura, or lust over her exactly, he had just been so busy over the past few months and therefore hadn't been laid in that time. He was merely lusting for anybody, no one in particular, but then Sakura came along and so he snatched the chance and her virginity. To him this felt like a prize that he'd won, to him it was nothing really that special.

Sasuke slowly opened his eyes and yawned. He rubbed his half open eyes and peered at his surroundings. He was in a bed with red sheets and the room wasn't his. Then he felt something move on his chest and a little grunt and heavy breathing. He looked down to see a pink ball of hair. Then he realised that he was naked and so was the woman beside him. He then remembered what had happened. He slept with Haruno Sakura last night. One of his ex team members in Team 7. Boy, if Naruto found out about this…Sasuke didn't really want to think about that. He had more important business to do, things to do with Itachi. Sasuke slowly moved Sakura's head onto a pillow and climbed out of bed and found his clothes. As he walked out of the room he glanced back and glanced back at Sakura. He couldn't help but think how…attractive she looked. Her hear a bit ruffled from last night and from sleeping on it. The way her body rose a little and sunk back down as she breathed steadily. He touched his lips and could still feel hers from the previous night. He then mentally slapped himself for thinking such silly things and doing weird things like putting his fingers to his lips. Who does that anyway? Sasuke knew; weak minded people with extra baggage, something that would drag them down and Sasuke knew that he was not one of those people. He refused to be, well that was at that present time. Sasuke then hurried out of the hotel and made his way to gather further information and to potentially train a little more.

Sakura heard the door close and opened her eyes. She felt around for an extra body in her bed and found nothing. She sighed deeply; she couldn't say she wasn't surprised that he'd gone already. What could she expect form him. Though, she didn't really expect last night. She smiled a little at the things the two did, he was amazing, at everything. Then she wondered how experienced he was, but she didn't really want to think about it, she was already hurting a bit about Sasuke leaving her alone without anything. She couldn't help but feel used. She sat up and held the sheet covers to her chest, covering herself from nobody in particular. She then glanced around the room, searching for her clothes. She then got up from the bed and had a shower and thought about Sasuke, and how good he made her feel, she tried not to remember how he just left her without a word or anything to further this night. But you know Sasuke didn't have to leave Sakura with something to find him again, because she wasn't going to be the one finding him.

A couple of days had passed and the only thing on Sasuke's mind was Sakura's warm body against his. The very thought of her sent him into a world of illusion and fantasy. Something he wasn't familiar too. He wondered if this feeling was how Sakura felt about him. He didn't really enjoy it because every time he'd think about her, he'd get distracted, leaving him vulnerable. Sasuke was never vulnerable to anything, and yet a night with a woman that once couldn't defend herself sent him into a whole different world. Months then passed and still Sakura was the only thing on his mind. He longed to see her again; his body even longed to feel her again. Every time he was with another woman, he'd think of only Sakura. He even got hit by a Kunai because he was busy thinking about himself being inside Sakura. He had then cursed himself and killed the perpetrator for two reasons. One, because the person had hit him with a kunai, injuring his arm, and two because they ruined his daydream about Sakura. After a couple more days he got sick and tired of thinking about her so he decided to see her again. He took a small break in searching for Itachi and training and left to Konoha.

Sasuke tried to make himself unseen, for the last thing he wanted was for somebody to notice him and have the whole village know about his return. But they wouldn't know why. He walked around, hooded, he then saw Sakura in the park talking with Ino and Naruto. He stared at Naruto and wondered if he still liked Sakura, but then this question was demolished when he saw Hinata approach and kiss Naruto on the lips. Sasuke jumped into and nearby tree and watched them. Then as Ino, Naruto and Hinata left Sakura sat below the tree for a while. Then out of nowhere she threw a Kunai into the tree to which Sasuke dodged, and then she reappeared beside him and started to punch blindly at him. Sasuke was barely able to dodge all of the fully when he yelled at her.

"Sakura stop this. Haven't you hit me enough already"

After hearing this Sakura ceased her actions and slowly reached for the hood and knocked it off Sasuke's head, revealing his face.

"Sasuke-kun.." she mouthed. "W-What are you doing here?" she said, barely above a whisper.

"I…" Sasuke had no idea what to say. He didn't expect this to happen to him. It was only one night. It all felt to foreign to him.

"And why are you hiding yourself?" continued Sakura curiously and quizzically.

Then Sasuke just blurt out "I needed to see you Sakura"

Sakura merely stared in disbelief at Sasuke. Then she furrowed her brow and held a Kunai to his throat and pushed him against the centre of the tree.

"Who are you" she hissed at she pushed the Kunai to Sasuke's throat. Sasuke couldn't help but laugh a little, but then he figured it was a stupid idea because Sakura pushed the Kunai further, drawing a few specks of blood.

"Sakura, it really is me…Now could you please lower your weapon?" said Sasuke calmly.

"As it, Sasuke would never come back to Konoha, especially to see me..." Sakura bit her lip as she said this. Sasuke would never admit it but, he felt a little hurt when she said that, had she no faith in him. But he didn't know how much hurt Sakura was going through just to say those few words. A few minutes passed in silence then Sakura spoke again.

"Well, if you're the real Sasuke, prove it..."

Sasuke racked his brains for something to say then he thought of something, something so personal that only he himself would know.

"Well, during sex you love to be kissed near your collarbone...and you like me to caress your legs"

Just as Sasuke said this the Kunai dropped from hands and she held her hand to her mouth. After a few seconds she regained her composure and spoke.

"So…why are you here then. And why with the secrecy.." she said.

Sasuke took a step towards her and held out his hand, to which she cautiously grabbed. He led her to the centre of the tree and she leaned on it while Sasuke was speaking.

"Like I said before; I needed to see you Sakura. I don't know why…but you've been on my mind ever since…Well you know. And, I just need to spend another night with you…"

Sakura studied Sasuke's face for any emotion. He didn't appear to have any on his face, but in her heart she could sense that he was telling the truth. He wasn't just looking for a good time. He needed this for some reason. Sasuke then closed the gab between the two and looked from Sakura's eyes to her lips and held her hips and kissed her. The two were there for what seemed forever, then after a while, Sasuke said he had things to do and left Konoha. This wouldn't be the last time he was in Konoha, but he didn't know that.

A/N: Hello all…Guess what I've just finished further chapters in this story, I know how good is that! But I won't be releasing them for a while ok? So in the mean time I'd love to see some reviews...Hehe, just thinking about the little twist I have for you guys is exciting! Now let's have a little preview yeah?!

Preview-Chapter 5

Sasuke thinks of how he feels guilty about stealing Sakura's potential love life since it was only him in her life. She had many other men begging to be with her, she could've been much happier seeing them everyday instead of Sasuke every 3 months. And what's this? A mysterious secret that Sakura has been keeping?