Disclaimer: This thing is really getting annoying...womder ifI can just say "from now and until the end of my story that I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA"? I don't know. Like i said. I don't own the cast of Inuyasha (no matter how much I want to) Well...STORY TIME!
Chapter 7: Reliving death
Inuyasha woke up to the sound of giggling and hurried footsteps. "What the fuck?" Inuyasha got up and noticed that neither Sango nor Miroku were sleeping. 'What are those two doing?' Inuyasha thought before going to the place where their scent was the strongest. He walked into the living room and tapped both of them on the shoulder, scaring the shit out of them.
"Holy shit man, you scared us." Miroku whispered.
"Well what the hell are you doing?" Inuyasha asked sleepily.
"We're thinking up a plan to piss off Kag when she wakes up." Sango answered.
"oh, so what do ya have in mind?" Inuyasha asked wanting to get in on the action.
"So far, just putting shaving cream on her face." Sango answered.
"Oh, how original."
"Yea well you think of something." Miroku retorted.
"How heavy of a sleeper is Kags Sango, you lived with her for a while."
"A VERY heavy one, plus she won't be up for another few hours, it is only 7." She answered.
"Which means we have about a whole 4 or 5 hours, right?" Inuyasha asked maing up a plan in his head.
"yea, so what do you have in mind?" Miroku asked, clearly liking the mischievous grin that was plastered on Inuyasha's face.
"we all now how much Kag likes her hair, right?" Inu answered.
"Yea." Miroku and Sango answered at the same time.
"And we know she hates the color pink, right?"
"Yea, and?" They answered at the same time again.
"Let's just say it's a little payback time for threatening to cut my hair and dye it pink." Inuyasha answered with an Evil glint in his eyes.
"You're not serious are you? She'd kill us when she found out." Sango said bolting out of her seat on the couch.
"Yes I'm serious, can you imagine the face she would have when she walked into the bathroom and saw what happened to her hair. Don't worry I'll take the blame. It's not like she could physically hurt me or anything."
"That would be pretty funny, I can already hear her screaming." Miroku said.
"okay fine but your taking the blame." Sango said.
"Yea sure, oooooohhhh. I just got another idea." Inuyasha said rubbing his hands together and smirking evilly.
"Please do tell master of pranks." Miroku said, automatically interested.
"Sango do you what size clothes kagome wears?" Inu asked
"Yea. She's a small, she just likes to get bigger clothes." Sango answered.
"Kay, well, we're gonna go shopping today, and we're gonna change her whole wardrobe to pink. I'll put all her other clothes in the trunk of my car. I'll give them back to her after the week is over. I'll leave you to pick out the most revealing bathing suit you can find. But it has to be a girlie color." Inuyasha explained.
"dude, you're evil. Man, I'd hate to get on your bad side." Miroku said shuddering.
" I know I am. Sango, you go shopping, just pay with my credit card." Inuyasha said getting out his credit card and handing it to her. "Just remember only enough for a week. You can get something for yourself if you want, I don't care. Me and Miroku will go to some place and get some pink hair dye and scissors." Inuyasha said before getting his car keys.
"See ya Sango. And don't take forever. We've only got a few hours to pull this off."
5 Hours later
" Mmmmmm. That was a nice sleep." Kagome said stretching. "I wonder where the others are." Kagome got up off the bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. After her shower she went to the sink and washed her face. "AHHHHHHHHHHH" came the high pitched scream from Kagome.
Elsewhere in the house
"Sounds like she just looked in the mirror." Miroku said
"Yup and any minute now…" before Inuyasha could even finish his sentence Kagome came down the stairs wearing only a robe.
"INUYASHA!" Kagome said not liking her new hairdo.
"Why hello Kagome, like your hair?"
"NO, I DON'T LIKE MY HAIR. I DON'T LIKE IT ONE BIT!"
"Well, I think it looks good on you, now go get dressed before you start flashing everyone."
"Huh?" came Kagome's unintelligent reply. All she got was a finger pointing to what she was wearing. She turned beat red and ran upstairs to go change.
Once Kagome was upstairs Miroku, Sango, and Inuyasha were on the floor laughing. " Now laugh that laugh was laugh funny." Inuyasha said between laughs. Before they could finish laughing about what previously happened they heard Kagome scream again.
"INUYASHA I AM GONNA KILL YOU SO YOU BETTER START RUNNING!" Kagome screamed running down the stairs.
"uhhhh….gotta go." Was all Inuyasha said before sprinting down the hall to the front door.
"INUYASHA SIT BOY!" Kagome screamed before Inuyasha got out the front door, causing him to plummetto the ground.When Inuyasha got up she grabbed a handful of his hair and drug him to the living room where the rest were.
"oh wench, let go. YOU'RE FUCKING PULLING MY HAIR!" Inuyasha screamed. He looked at Kagome and saw what she was wearing. A pair of light blue denim shorts and a tight pink shirt that said princess on the front of it. "Nice clothes Sango. Couldn't have done it better myself." Inuyasha complimented noticing now much of a prep it made Kagome look.
"Thanks." She said looking at Miroku who was looking at Kagome and drooling. She slapped him over the head hard and said "Stop staring ya perv, she's your friend."
"I know, but she looks hot." Miroku whined rubbing the back of his head.
Kagome blushed at the compliment and let go of Inuyasha's hair to pull down her shorts so they wouldn't reveal to much skin. "Awww look, she's blushing. Get used to it Kags. We're goin to the water park today, plus you gotta where pink for a week.. Lets just say it's a little payback for the stunt you pulled the other day." Inuyasha said sitting on the couch and resting his head on his arms.
"But what about my hair. I can't live with it pink for a whole week." Kagome said pouting.
Inuyasha looked at kagome. 'damn, she does look hot, maybe I'll let her dye her hair back to black later on today.' Inuyasha thought. "You can dye it back to black after we go to the water park."
"But, I don't even have a bathing suit. Which means I can't go." Kagome said triumphantly.
"Wrong. We got you one. Which means you HAVE to go. Give it to her Sango." Sango pulled out a small pink bikini from a shopping bag that was beside the chair she was sitting in.
"I'm not wearing that."
"Yea you are, and if you don't do it willingly I'll have Sango put it on for you. And if she doesn't do it, me and Miroku are just gonna have to force it on you." Inuyasha looked at Kagome to see what her reaction would be. Her eyes were wide and her mouth was open like she was about to say something.
Kagome closed her mouth and sighed in defeat. "Fine, but don't think this is over yet buddy. Just wait til I get my head into fulltime revenge gear. I'll show you what it means to be afraid." Kagome said growling, causing Inuyasha to flinch somewhat.
Two hours later
"I can't believe you made me wear that." Kagome said opening the door to her house. "Well, I'm gonna change into something more comfy." Kagome said going to her room and locking it. "Now what to wear." She searched all her drawers and her closet and the only thing she could find was a pair of boxers and a gray t-shirt that she found underneath her bed. "Thank god they didn't search underneath my bed." Kagome said before running downstairs.
"Dammit sango, I said get everything." Inuyasha said when he saw Kagome walk down the stairs.
"I thought I did." Sango said.
"You didn't check under my bed. I have a stash of my dads old clothes. So Ha!" Kagome said sitting down on the couch.
30 minutes later
"Hey guys, I'm gonna go hang in my room for a bit ok?" Kagome said sadly.
"You okay Kags?" Sango asked sincerely.
"Yea, I just need to think about something." Kagome said before getting up and walking to her room. She grabbed a box from underneath her bed and opened it up. "Haven't looked in here for awhile." Kagome said pulling out old letters and poems that she wrote. She then pulled out a picture of her and her father. "Happy birthday dad." She sad sadly. 'In two months it'll be the anniversary of father's death.' Kagome thought.
Flashback to 4 years ago
Kagome and her father have just walked out of a toy store. Kagome spots a man staring at them and tells her dad. "Dad, there's this weird dude that keeps staring at us."
Her father looks across the street and sees a man wearing a black trench coat, black shirt, black jeans, and black boots. "Don't stare Kagome. We gotta go home now." He said and hurriedly pulled her down the street to their car. "Dad! You're hurting me!." Kagome screamed and pulled away from him.
"I'm sorry, but we gotta go."
"No! Not until you tell me what's going on."
"Kagome, now's not the time. We have to…." Her father never got to finish what he was saying for a bullet hit him in his right temple. He died instantly.
"Daddy!" kagome screamed collapsing to her knees crying. "Somebody, please call 911! She screamed. She looked around to see who had shot him. Seeing no one she crawled to his body and pushed him on his back.
It took an hour before the cops finally came, 2 before Kagome's mother was called and told of what happened. Kagome explained what happened to her mother in full detail when they got home. Souta wasn't told until the next day. He was only8 then.
End of Flashback
"I'm sorry I didn't listen to you dad, I'm sorry for not hurrying when you told me to." She looked through the box and took out a poem that she had written a few months after her fathers death. It was slightly crumbled and had tears and bloodstains on it.
Forever
Forever, alone in my room I will sit,
Thinking of how to end my life.
The pain is too much to bare.
Being alone, forever,
Watching everyone, forever,
Just to know that no one cares.
Kami-sama, take away the pain,
Forever.
Kagome turned the paper around and found another poem she wrote a year later. "This is when mom got married to Naraku. Months after he first raped me." Kagome said before reading it aloud.
My Sanctum
Alone I sit,
The blade to my wrist,
In the bedroom which is my sanctum.
I look at what I've done,
And think of what's to come,
In this bedroom which is my sanctum.
My internal wounds deep,
I sit and think as I weep,
In this bedroom which is my sanctum.
He comes every night,
Delighted in my fright,
In this bedroom which is my sanctum.
I watch as the blood drips down my arm,
No one will cause me anymore harm,
In this bedroom which is my sanctum.
I'll take the life,
Which is mine,
In this bedroom which is my sanctum.
'The crying really did me in, I guess I'll take a nap.' Kagome thought before collapsing on the floor.
Elsewhere in the house
"She's been up there for a while." Sango said getting slightly worried.
"I know." Inuyasha said also worried.
"Maybe one of us should check on her?" Miroku suggested.
"I'll go." Inuyasha volunteered and bolted up the stairs. He reached her door and knocked a few times. "Kags, you okay?" He asked, not receiving an answer. After knocking a few more times he opened the door. Once his eyes fell on Kagome he ran over to her. Shaking her lightly. " Kag, wake up." He whispered softly. After a few more shakes she finally came to.
"oh, hi Inu. What's wrong?" Kagome said sleepily, sitting up.
"You were up here for a while so I thought I'd check up on you. What's wrong?"
"Today's my dad's birthday. The anniversary of his death is in two months." She answered sadly.
" Oh, I'm sorry."
"It's okay, it's just something I do every year. The box and these clothes are all I have left of him now, beside the stuff in the chest in the attic."
Inuyasha looked through the box finding pictures of Kagome and her father happily playing together. He looked through the box some more and found the poems and a suicide note and decided to read it.
Dear mom,
If you find this it means that I am no longer amongst the living. This is my last goodbye. Just so you know, I know you blame me for father's death, and I know you can't look at me the way you used to, but I'll never forgive you for marrying that fuck Naraku. Whatever happened to the saying 'my children come first'? I'll let you know that I risked my life and my innocence for your happiness. Why innocence? Because he stole it from me, Every night a part of my innocence was taken away as you slept peacefully in your tainted bed. The bed in which he fucked you as I sat in my room knowing that in an hour or so, he would do it to me. Yes, that ass stole my virginity and my first kiss. Though you think suicide unjust, in my case it's justified. I was beat till I couldn't move for days, raped, picked on, ignored by my own flesh and blood, thrown into lockers, anything you could think of happened to me. And you sat in your fucking kitchen thinking about how beautiful your life is now. I'll also tell you now that Naraku was the man that killed father. The man that you married, allowed to beat me senseless, allowed to keep me isolated, allowed to rape me, is the man that stole your happiness in the first place. And as you read this I hope you feel hurt for what I've been through. I just can't believe you never helped your daughter at all. Wherever dad is I know he hates you right now, because I know I do. I hope you mourn over my body as you see it lifeless on the ground. I wish you all DIE. Souta. Naraku. But most of all you mother. Goodbye mother, and may pain be with you.
Kagome.
"you really did try to kill yourself huh?" Inuyasha asked after reading the note.
"yea, about a year ago, well in two months it'll be a year ago."
"You wanted to die the same day as your father."
"yea, but I couldn't it was my moms wedding anniversary, I had to go out for dinner with them."
"They got married a year after you father died?"
"yea, sick huh. I found out it was Naraku's idea."
"So what happened?"
"I was 13, we were coming out of toy store, I noticed some dude staring at us and told my father. He said not to stare and started pulling me down the sidewalk. He was pulling too hard and almost dislocated my arm. I pulled my arm back after screaming at him to stop. He said we had to hurry, but I refused to go until he told me what was going on. He said he'd tell me later and he was about to say something else when he got shot. It hit his right temple, cracked his skull and entered his brain. He died instantly." Before Kagome could finish the whole story she broke down in tears.
Inuyasha pulled her into his lap and let her cry on his shoulder. "It's okay Kag. I'll protect you, I promise." Inuyasha said rubbing her back soothingly. A few minutes later Sango and Miroku came up. Inuyasha noticed the questioning glances. He pointed to the box in the middle of the floor and mouthed 'I'll tell you later'.
The rest of the day was spent watching over Kagome and telling her it wasn't her fault. Finally at about midnight they were all able to get her calm and fall asleep.
A/N: YAY..ANOTHER CHAPPIE FINISHED! Hope you like it. review plz...and before I go..THANKS FOR THE REVIEWS YOU GUYS!