A Pain Held So Deep Within Chapter 5: Tears of Pain, an inuyasha fanfic

Authors Note: Hey people! I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry for taking so long to update... I've just been so busy! I had to deal with a break up, a 50,000 word novel that I had to write within ONE MONTH! honestly how is anybody supposed to do THAT? And bunches and bunches of homework! and on top of all of THAT, I re-wrote this chapter at lease FIVE different times cause I wasn't satisfied with it! So... I am FINALLY, done with the Fourth Chapter... hehe... I'M SORRY DON'T HATE ME! lol! Anyways, Thank you to all of those who read and special thanks to those who REVIEWED! They made me feel all warm and fluffy inside! lol! oh and don't be afraid to put in criticism... i need it.. just don't make it TOO harsh! lol! ne ways... I have kept you all long enough! Here it is... Chapter FOUR! (I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA OR ANY OTHER OF THE CHARACTERS OR TEQUILA BEACH AND I DO NOT OWN 'Listen to your heart' DHT DOES!)

Chapter Four: Tears of Pain

Everyone gasped. Kagome and Inuyasha smiled. They both knew that he was talking about Sango. Kagome's three friends whispered amongst themselves. And Sango, well she didn't know what to do. So she did the only thing that came to mind. She ran. She ran as fast as her feet would take her. She didn't care where she was going as long as she wasn't there. Miroku looked after her.

"Go Miroku, go after her." Kagome spoke. Miroku looked at Kagome, then at Inuyasha. That silver-haired hanyou simply nodded. Miroku gave a smile of appreciation and took off on his hunt for Sango. After minutes of searching, he spotted her sitting against a tree. Miroku slowly approached her and sat down beside her. Startled, Sango looked to see who the stranger was and found the velvet like eyes that belonged to only one man. Miroku. Sango tried to turn away, trying to avoid eye contact with the monk. But Miroku gently grasped her chin and looked deep into her beautiful brown orbs. He leaned in closer, closer, close enough that Sango could feel his hot breath upon her soft lips. Sango was completely frozen. She had no idea what she should do. Her mind was racing with thoughts. Some saying to run, some telling her to stay. Miroku paused before closing the gap in between their lips.

"Sango, I love you more than anything in the world." he whispered softly. At that moment, the world stopped turning. Sango was lost in thought but with those words, her brain shut down, and her heart took over. She leaned her whole body in and she herself closed the very much unwanted gap that Miroku had left. Miroku was surprised by her actions but returned the kiss. He gently ran his tongue over her smooth lip, begging for entrance. Sango, however, had other plans in mind. She pulled away and earned a soft whimper from Miroku. She looked into his deep velvet like eyes.

"I love you too Miroku," Sango whispered.

"I'm glad to hear it..." Miroku replied and captured her lips in a deep and passionate kiss. After their tongues battled, they both decided to call it a draw, for lack of air. Miroku held her in his arms and silently thanked the gods for being with him that night. He softly whispered sweet things into her ear that ran chills down Sango's spine.

"My Sango, all mine." he said as a sloppy smirk appeared on his handsome face. Sango smiled to herself.

"Heh, don't you think that just because we are together now that you have the right to touch me whenever you want!"

"I object! It gives me every right!" Miroku retorted playfully.

"Not while I'm alive buddy!"

"Sango! Your words hurt me! They put a whole through my heart! How could you deny me the right to ravage your body as a please?" Miroku pretended to cry. Sango blushed at the thought of Miroku 'ravaging' her body.

"Alright, I'll make you a deal."

"What type of deal my dearest Sango?" Miroku questioned immediately stopping the fake crying.

"I can't believe I'm doing this... But, If you don't touch my butt or my chest while we are in public, then I will allow you to while we are in private." Miroku had to hide a grin as he pretended to 'think' about the deal when he already knew what the answer was.

"BUT, if you DO touch my butt of my chest WHILE in public, then every time you do, I will take away TWO times when you are allowed to in private. Understand my terms?" Sango asked. Miroku was now actually considering the terms of this.

"And..."

"And what?" Sango asked.

"... if I refuse to agree to the deal?" Miroku questioned. He had to know ALL of his options. Sango was shocked by this question. She was sure that he would have taken the deal with no questions asked.

"Um..."

"Would you deny me the right to ravage your all too sexy body when ever we are alone?" Miroku began to place gentle butterfly kisses down her neck. He managed to slip one hand under her tight modern shirt and fondle with one of her breasts.

"Would you deny me to give you such a feeling as this?" he said in a husky voice. Sango closed her eyes and tried to find a willing part of her to say yes to his questions. But there wasn't a trace. Miroku was now placing running his tongue over her flat stomach, tracing her belly button. Sango let a soft moan escape from her lips. She tried to answer his questions with a yes, but her voice seemed to fail her every time she attempted it. Miroku stopped what he was doing and brought her lips to his. After what seemed like endless battles of their tongues they both forfeited for lack of air.

"Now, what is your answer to my questions?" Miroku asked. Sango avoided his eyes, hoping that she would be able to say yes. But to no avail. That feeling was just too damn good to let it go. She slightly shook her head and whispered her response.

"No, I wouldn't" she said. Miroku smiled.

"I think it's about time we get back to the others." he suggested. Sango nodded in agreement. Miroku helped Sango up and began walking back. Sango brushed her hand against his, hoping that Miroku could take a hint. Miroku smiled to himself as he intwined his fingers with her. The happy couple walked back into the mall to find an annoyed hanyou, a blushing priestess, and three hyper girls.

"What happened here?" Sango asked.

"Yes it seems like we missed a lot... I'm not complaining though." Miroku

said and smiled at his beloved Sango.

"My friends happened..." Kagome replied.

Flashback

"So, Kagome..."

'Oh no... Please kami let them NOT start playing 24 questions' Kagome thought.

"...who's your friend here?" Yuka asked.

'Thanks' She thought looking up at the mall ceiling.

"Umm..." Kagome began. "This is Inuyasha."

"Oh, Hi nice to meet you!" Eri said waving to Inuyasha.

"Feh" was Inuyasha's response.

"Inuyasha...Inuyasha...Inuyasha...Inuyasha..." Yuka said over and over again as she ignored the others.

"Wow, rude much!" Eri said.

"Maybe he just doesn't like you Eri. Here let me try! Hi there!" Ayumi said.

"Inuyasha...Inuyasha...Inuyasha...Inuyasha... Hmm... where have I heard that name before?" Yuka asked herself.

"Feh" was his response once again.

"Uh-uh no you didn't buddy!" Ayumi shouted.

"I REMEMBER!" Yuka yelled gathering everyone's attention, except for Inuyasha, who seemed to have no interest with the three girls. By this point he was already in deep thought.

"What do you remember Yuka?" Eri asked.

"He's that two-timing, cheating guy that Kagome has been seeing!" Yuka explained. Kagome smacked her hand against her forehead.

"Oh my god you're right?" Ayumi added.

"Guys, he's not two-timing or cheating..." Kagome tried to explain but got cut off before she got the chance to finish.

"So, he dumped to other girl?" Yuka asked.

"No..." she tried to explain again but once again got cut off.

"Then he's a two-timer and a cheater!" Eri yelled.

"No, Me and Inuyasha are NOT going out!" Kagome finally explained.

"So are you telling us that he dumped you?"

Sweatdrop

"No..."

"Then you guys are still going out!"

"No..."

"Then he dumped you!"

"No..." Kagome was starting to get irritated.

"Then your still with him!"

"No..."

"Oh! I get it! You dumped him!"

"NO! WILL YOU GUYS JUST LISTEN!" Kagome yelled.

"We were but you kept going in circles." Ayumi said.

"Because you guys wouldn't let me explain!"

"Well then get to explaining!"

"Okay, we aren't going out now, and we never went out before."

"..."

"Guys?"

"WAIT A MINUTE!"

"Ya!"

"So are you saying that he never gave you a chance?"

"He's missing out!"

"Let's go put some sense into that guys head!"

"You guys, NO!" Kagome tried to stop them, but to no avail.

Inuyasha was currently in his only little world, oblivious to what was happening around him. 'How am I going to show Kagome that I care about her, and only her? I don't want her to suffer in pain any longer.' Inuyasha glanced over at the frustrated Kagome. 'God's does she look beautiful.' Inuyasha was snapped back to reality when someone tapped his shoulder.

"What?" he bit out.

"Why don't you like Kagome?"

"Ya! She's beautiful!"

"And kind..."

"And loving..."

"And caring..."

"And..."

"Don't you think I know that?" Inuyasha yelled at the three nagging girls. But he immediately shut up because he realized what he said. Kagome's mind was racing.

'He thinks I'm beautiful?' she thought. Her cheeks were burning and were ten shades of red.

END FLASHBACK

"Oh well, I'm sure you'll tell me later Kagome." Sango said.

"Um... I think it's about time to get going." Kagome said. She turned to her friends.

"Um, I'll catch up with you guys later!"

"Okay, bye!"

"Bye Kags!"

"Oh, did you hear about that new club that just recently opened?" Yuka asked.

"Oh, yea. What about it?"

"What are you doing Friday night? It's ladies night!" her friends smiled.

"I'm not old enough yet!" Kagome yelled.

"Oh, don't worry! My brother is a bouncer he can get us in!" Yuka explained.

"Well, I don't know you guys..." Kagome replied.

"Oh, come on. It'll be fun!"

"Well..."

"You know you want to..."

"Alright, we'll go..." Kagome gave in.

"Yay!" her friends screamed.

"We're going to a club! We're going to a club! We're going to a club! We're going to a..." They all sang. Kagome laughed at her friends.

"Well, we have to get going, bye call me later for the exact plans!"

"We're going to a club! We're going... Oh, bye!"

They walked out of the mall. And headed towards Kagome's brand new car.

"So, what are we doing this weekend?" Sango asked.

"Oh, we're going to this new club called Tequila Beach." Kagome replied.

"Um... what's that?" Sango questioned.

"Oh, that's right. You guys don't know what a club is..." Kagome replied.

"Duh.." the three said.

"Oh, well a club is a place where you go and dance and have fun and stuff!" Kagome explained imitating a ditz. (A/N: I've never actually been to a club before... so I'm just going to base it on what I've seen on TV...)

"Um... okay... but... uh... I don't know how to dance modernly..." Sango said shyly.

"Oh, it's no problem! I'll teach you! It's really easy!"

"Oh okay!" Sango replied. They got into Kagome's car and Kagome quickly turned the radio on. There was a new song playing that she had never heard before so she decided to listen.

(Listen To Your Heart- DHT)

I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
You've built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart, there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going and I don't know why
But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems
The feeling of belonging to your dreams

And there were voices that want to be heard
So much to mention but you can't find the words
His scent of magic the beauty that's been
Well I was wilder than the wind

Listen to your heart
I don't know where your going and I don't know why
Listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

As the song slowly died away Inuyasha thought about what the words meant.

'Listen to your heart? Your heart can speak? I've never heard my heart say anything before. Does that mean it's broken? Maybe I should ask Kagome.' Inuyasha thought. He looked over towards Kagome. She looked as if she was in deep thought.

'I know I should tell Inuyasha how I feel about him, but, if he doesn't feel the same way about me... What if I just give him another reason to go with Kikyo? What if how I feel about him pushes him further into Kikyo's arms? Ugh. Stop thinking about it Kagome! You've got to tell him. It's the only thing that will stop all this questioning. Once you tell him, you will finally know how he feels' she thought to herself.

"Kagome?" Inuyasha asked?

"Yes, Inuyasha?" she replied.

"Can hearts actually speak?" he asked.

Kagome looked over at Inuyasha. He was in fact serious about that question. Kagome jerked the car over to the side of the road, which caused a few angry drivers to honk their horns and curse out the window. Inuyasha was just about to do some cursing himself when Kagome just exploded with laughter. She was kicking the floor of her car. Kagome was laughing so hard that tears were rolling down her now red face.

"What are you laughing at Kagome?" Sango asked after recovering from being jerked on top of Miroku.

"I...In...Inu...yasha!" Kagome replied between laughs.

"ME?" Inuyasha yelled. Kagome calmed down a little.

"Yes, you."

"I only asked a question!"

"What question was that?" Miroku butted in.

"I asked her if hearts could speak" on that note, Kagome, Miroku, and Sango bursted into uncontrollable laughter.

"What's so funny about that question?"

"Man, I knew he was dense..." Miroku said.

"We all did!" Sango added.

"But I didn't know that he was this STUPID!" Kagome joked.

Inuyasha's blood began to boil. He hated being made fun of. It a part of the bad memories of his child hood.

"Stupid? STUPID? I am not STUPID wench! You're the one who's STUPID! All your good for is detecting the damn jewel shards of the Shikon No Tama which YOU broke! If it weren't for your ability to detect the jewel shards I would have dumped you a long time ago! You are NOTHING compared to Kikyo. So don't call me STUPID when YOU'RE the one who's..." He stopped dead in his tracks once he registered everything he was saying. He awaited the well deserved 'sit' but it didn't come. He looked at Kagome, tears were welding in her eyes.

"Kagome..." he started.

"Don't."

"I'm..." he started again, ignoring her command.

"Don't Inuyasha. Just don't..." Kagome said. She slowly pulled the car onto the road and began to drive home. Tears were streaming down her face. Tears of pain.

Authors Note: There you have it the fourth Chapter! I hope you all enjoyed! I'm still taking requests for songs to play while they are all at the club! any ways.. REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW!

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