The Story of My Broken Life Chapter 3: Going Crazy, an avatar: last airbender fanfic

A/N: I changed the ages! Sorry! I thought she would be too old! I'll tell you the new ages now!

Katara: 14 when two years pass 16

Aang: 13 when two years pass 15

Sokka: 17 when two years pass 19

Ming: 14 when two years pass 16

Haru: 14 when two years pass 16

Cindy: 13 when two years pass 15

You'll see what I mean when you read this chapter! Thanks!

I DO NOT OWN AVATAR: LAST AIRBENDER! I DO OWN CINDY AND MING! I DO NOT OWN THE SONG: GOING CRAZY:(

The Story of My Broken Life

By Hopeless Forever

Book one:

Love Is Nothing

Chapter 2: Going Crazy

Katara's POV

My eyes were red and puffy from crying. How could I fall for such an evil trick? I hated Haru. I hated Cindy. I hated myself. I hated the world. How would I ever tell Aang that I was sorry and that I didn't mean it? He wouldn't believe me anyways. I walked out of the tent to find Haru. He was working out in the forest. He was doing Earth bending, I guess.

"Haru? I wish to speak with you" I said as I watched Haru earth bending. He stopped to look at me.

"Oh it's you, what is it?" Haru questioned in an annoyed tone. I was taken back a little. Once I had regained myself, I spoke again.

"Please, you know my name right?"

"Of course girly, get on with it"

"Well then why don't you use it?"

"Let me think… Oh because I don't feel like it" Haru said and I gasped.

"When will you feel like it?" I questioned and Haru laughed.

"You're a smart little girl, but I don't think you're smart enough and you know what I'll never feel like using your name" Haru said and went back to his Earth Bending. I ran as quickly as my feet would take me. I wished so much that I could talk to Aang and tell him how I really felt and that I was sorry, but I couldn't.

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)

I sat on the top of a mountain to see if I could see across the world. Of course I couldn't. I snapped around as I hear footsteps come behind me. I looked at the person. It was a girl of the village. The same age as me. Her name was Ming.

"Hi Katara, Haru asked me to look out for you" Ming admitted and I nodded.

"You wanna sit down?" I questioned and Ming nodded. She sat down next to me and folded her skirt around her. Then she looked at me. I didn't even notice I was starring. I quickly asked her something to keep her mind off of it.

"So did Haru really send you?" I asked and Ming shook her head.

"I'm sorry I lied, I just wanted to meet you because you traveled around the world with the avatar!" Ming explained and I smiled.

"Well that might be true, but what sucks is that me and Aang are not friends anymore…"

"Why would that be?"

"We had a fight, it was nothing, I'm sure Aang will come back for me when it's time to go to the North Pole, he would NEVER forget!" I said and Ming smiled.

"I'm sure he will Katara" Ming said and we talked for a while. I had no idea that Aang was not coming back for me…

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

A couple of years later…

"Katara!"

"Oh hey Ming!" I shouted to her as she ran up to the hill to talk to me. It had been a couple of years since the day I had last seen Aang. I sighed as I waited for Ming.

"Katara, a girl of 16 should not be sitting here waiting for something that is never going to happen! I watch you every day come out here and wait! You do nothing else!" Ming shouted as she came closer to me.

"Look at you! I don't want to end up like you!" I said and pointed to her stomach. Ming was just 16 and she was already going to have a baby.

"That was not my fault! But I can't just leave this baby" Ming said as tears formed in her eyes.

"Calm down Ming, I was just kidding"

"Sorry Katara, it just got to me"

"Shhh. It's ok, I'm here" I said and hugged my best friend. Ming and me had always been close since the moment we had met. Soon, Ming was gone and I was left to my thoughts.

"Ming is right, I am waiting for something that never is coming back" I said to myself and got up. I brushed my hair off my face. I should return to my boyfriend. That's right, Haru is my boyfriend. Aang lost his chance a long time ago…

Bridge
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

As I walked in our front door, Haru was waiting for me. He had a frown on his face and I knew something was wrong. But then again Haru got mad at everything I did.

"Katara? Are you waiting for that Avatar to come back for you again?" Haru asked and tapped his foot annoyed.

"I'm sorry Haru, I didn't mean too… But it's what I have to do, Aang promised that me and him would go to the North Pole to learn waterbending" I explained and Haru sighed and turned around away from me. I didn't want him to be mad at me. Besides him and Ming, I was alone. They were the only things I had in my life. I even missed Sokka. I wanted to cry out and see if they could hear me. Also I had gotten use to hearing Haru call my name. He had finally given in to calling my name when we started dating. I sighed and placed my back on the table. I walked towards the door to my bedroom.

"Katara? You're going to bed already? Without dinner?" Haru questioned and I nodded.

"I'm just really tired; I think tomorrow I'll be gone too. I'm gonna go out with Ming and help cheer her up"

"Oh that's right she has a baby on the way, I think she should just leave it and go on with her life"

"HARU! You know she's over sensitive you grew up with her!" I shouted and slammed the wooden door. I was tired of him talking about Ming like that. He knew she was my best friend in the world!

Chorus 2x
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

I flopped down on my bed. I felt like dying because of what Haru said. The next thing I new, it was morning and I heard Haru slamming doors and muttering to himself. I think I needed to wait for him to leave so he didn't mention anything about last night. I heard the front door slam and I got up from where I was sitting. I dressed in a skirt and a top. The one I wore before on my journey was just too small for me now. I grabbed my bag and went outside looking for Ming.

"Katara! Over here!" Ming shouted and I followed her voice. I found her talking with her sister Lei.

"Now you go do that for me" Ming concluded and Lei nodded.

"Okay big sister" Lei said and turned to go.

"Good morning Katara"

"Morning Lei" I said and Lei smiled before she walked out of the room. Ming sat down and sighed.

"So how are you doing?"

"Not so good, I feel like I'll die"

"What do you mean Ming? You're not going to die! I won't let that happen!" I quickly said and Ming smiled. She placed her hands on her stomach and looked out the window.

"Do you think he or she will make it?" Ming questioned and I nodded.

"Of course she or he will Ming! You know that from your doctors!" I said and I finally knew why I felt so horrible about Aang not coming back to me. I wanted a life with him and I loved him, but maybe that wasn't enough…

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
I'll put it down be the woman for you

Flashback…

"Sorry Katara, I didn't mean to hurt you"

"No Aang, it was for the best, I couldn't have done anything…" I said and Aang smiled at me.

"I didn't think you would feel that way" Aang said and I blushed. I turned my head away so he couldn't see. Luckily he didn't seem to notice.

"I told you that I couldn't afford to lose you and I meant it, you're my best friend in the whole world, you and Sokka are the only things I have now" Aang now was starring up at the stars. I didn't see why I had said that. Maybe it had hurt his feelings. That would be horrible. But finally he spoke.

"Thanks Katara, I almost thought I was alone forever"

"Aang" I said and covered his hand with mine. "You will never ever be alone"

End of flashback

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I'm calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true and no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

"Katara are you okay? I don't mean to disturb you while you're day dreaming, but you know you have a life now and you can't just go away when the Avatar suddenly shows up right?"

"I'm sorry Ming, but I'll have to decided that when it happens"

"Whatever you say Katara" Ming was now standing up and you could see she had grown fatter from the baby inside her.

"You support me Katara right?" Ming questioned and I nodded.

"I'll support you forever" I said and gave her a reassuring smile. "You're my best friend in the whole world and I could never desert you!"

"You'll help me take care of the baby Katara?" Ming questioned and hope gleamed in her eyes. She had nobody else to help her because everybody in the village thought she was stupid for having a baby so young.

"Yes of course" I said and hugged Ming… Thoughts ran through my head like 'Would I ever see Aang again?' and 'There are so many things I wish to tell him, but he'll probably never hear them'

I sat at my desk writing a letter to Aang even though he would never really read it. It had been only a couple hours since I had left Ming to do some shopping. The letter idea was Ming's. She told me to get my anger out; I should write a letter to him and tell him the problems I am having with him. I sighed and read through the finished letter. It was so cruel, even though I wasn't giving it to him, it was still very hurtful and mean. Never mind, I should just get on with it. I read my letter over again.

Chorus 2x
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Dear Aang,
My heart still longs to be with you, but my brain tells me that I have to move on and that I have a life now and a boyfriend and a great friend that I have to take care of. I loved you, but now I just love you as a friend. I can't really explain all the feelings I'm having. I feel like if I say anything, Haru will find out and walk out of my life. That's why I need you here Aang! I'm so sorry I hurt you and I want to make things better then they were before….

"KATARA!" Ming's voice called to her. I shot up from being hunched over my desk. I wondered what Ming was yelling about.

Ohhh, ohhh...
Crazy... lady... lately...
Ohhh ohhh...
Ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
Baby…

"Ming? What is it?" I called and ran out the door.

"Katara it's him! It's the Avatar!"

End of Chapter Two

A/N: Sorry it took so long to update! Thanks for all the review! Hope you liked this chapter and please R&R!