Here we go, chapter six. This lovely little blurb is Kai's point of view on the chapter "Come." Because of this the ending is somewhat similar, but still different. Does that make sense? If it doesn't read (and hopefully review) and find out that way. I believe that it's good, but it could just be me. Please review and enjoy! Big thanks to Curtis Zidane Ziraa, Elemental Gypsy, kailover2006, and Nezrin for reviewing chapter 5!

Kai walked through the streets as he let his mind wander where it would. He had wandering the deserted roads for about two hours already. He knew that his loving gargoyle would be up worrying about him, but he couldn't bring himself to go home just yet. He had too much to think about by himself to go back. He wasn't sure what to do about anything in his life anymore. Before Miguel had come into his life he had known exactly what his next move was and where he was going. Now that he had the gargoyle around he never knew what was going to happen next. He didn't like the unpredictability his life had taken on and was wishing it would go back to the way it was even if he didn't want to let go of Miguel.

Wait for me to get my life back on track Miguel.

What do I do? I can't live without him, but I don't know have control anymore. He loves me. I know that much, but I don't know if I love him. I say I do, but do I really? Am I even capable of loving him like he loves me? Does he need me to love him like that? Do I need to love him to be happy? What do I have so many questions about this? Why can't I just be happy with the turn my life has taken? Why do I need to be in control? Why is it necessary for me to always have the answer? I know that I'll never have all the answers to my questions, but I feel like I need them. Kai stopped walking briefly and regarded a store window display filled with diamond engagement rings. He frowned as he considered a new question. Why would that display catch my eye? Do I want that kind of committed relationship with Miguel?

Wait for me to get my answers Miguel.

Kai started walking again. He changed his direction to go to the park that he and Miguel had been frequenting since the Battalion had come to Japan. He walked over to the large willow tree that he had always loved to sit under. It kept him hidden from the rest of the world. He sighed as he sat down with his back up against the tree. Miguel worried about him. He knew that the gargoyle always worried about him, but Kai couldn't stay by his side and think seriously about his questions at the same time. Miguel had the ability to make everything bad and troublesome in his life just disappear. The phoenix had been told that it was a sign of true love, but he didn't believe it. He couldn't believe that being unable to concentrate on solving his problems was a good thing. He felt that if what he had with Miguel was true love then the gargoyle would be able to help him through his problems, not make him forget them until he was once again alone, for he would always be alone eventually. Miguel could not be with him at all times.

Wait until I can survive alone Miguel.

Kai stood from beneath his willow tree and started walking again. He let his feet take him where they would. He was too lost in thought to care where he ended up. His eyes glazed over and he didn't really see what was in front of him, but that didn't run into anything or anyone. His other senses took over for him to the point that it didn't matter that he wasn't seeing the road in front of him. He sighed as he stopped on the bridge overlooking the river. What do I do? How can I be by his side like he wants me to when I don't know what's going on with me? I don't know how I feel or how I want to feel. There are only a few things that I do know when it comes to Miguel. I know that I sleep well when he's beside me. I know that he makes me relax even when I've been stressed out all day. I know that I fear losing him. I know that I hurt when he's not around. I know that he hates not having me around either. Yet, I leave him alone all the time. I wish I could stay around for him all the time, but I just can't. I have to leave sometimes. It's not something that I can control.

Wait for me to come home to you Miguel.

Kai looked around and realized that he had arrived back at the dojo without realizing it. Miguel was on the porch pacing clearly worried. It didn't take Miguel long to realize Kai was home and rushed over to the phoenix and pull him into a tight hug. Kai was incredibly confused by the action, but returned the hug as he snaked his arms loosely around his gargoyle's neck. What's wrong Miguel? Why were you out here and not in bed? He questions started to fade away as he buried his face in the blonde's neck and sighed contentedly. Miguel pulled back and ran his fingers through Kai's wind blown hair. How do you do this Miguel? How do you stay up all night pacing in front of the dojo worrying about me? How do you make me relax just by holding me? How can you just long to hold me like this? What did I ever do to deserve you? How can I possibly ever have a right to call you mine? Why?

Wait for me to come around to you Miguel.

Kai let his eyes slide shut as Miguel pressed their lips together in a gentle kiss. When he pulled back he smiled at the phoenix who gave a small smile back. His worries were beginning to ease even if the questions remained. Why come rushing to me? Why not just let me come to you? He opened his mouth to voice his questions when Miguel placed a gentle finger against Kai's lips. The phoenix was familiar with the gesture. There were times when Miguel simply didn't want to talk and Kai was fine with that. He would ask his questions in the early morning light when they were both still a little sleepy and before they got out of bed. When Miguel led him into the dojo and back to their room he wasn't surprised. Why are you with me Miguel? You're too perfect to be with someone like me.

Wait for me to be ready to commit Miguel.

Kai sighed as he snuggled closer to Miguel. Why won't you let me talk to you Miguel? Why are you making me stay silent? Why aren't you questioning me about where I've been, what I've been doing and if I'm okay? Why are you so quiet? It wasn't until Miguel started to massage Kai's lower back that all of the questions disappeared from his mind. He snuggled as close as he could physically could as he purred softly in response to the methodically relaxing movements.

Wait for me Miguel.

There you go. I hope you liked it! Let me know!

Kai: I am not a sap.

I didn't say you were. You're just very very confused.