Day and Night: Forbidden Lovers

A Kannazuki no Miko Story

Author's Notes:

Disclaimer: Don't own it, just adore it.

NOTE: EDITED FROM ORIGINGAL VERSION!

WARNING!!!!!! Okay this is definitely a lime! (Sorry if I ruined the surprise) I'd rate it a medium lime personally, but I'm not an expert now am I? DON'T READ this if you are not REALLY INTO YURI!!!

PERSONAL RATING: -G- -PG- -PG13- -R- -NC17-

Chapter Three:

Do it Again!

Himeko was dreading the coming evening more than anything in her life. It wasn't that she didn't want to see Chikane, no, she missed her so much that she could barely stand it. What troubled her was that she was afraid of her odd behavior lately. It seemed that Chikane was really two different people, one a distant friend, the other a lustful lover.

Also, Himeko had spotted people whispering together as she passed by. She was no longer invisible to the other students and it was unnerving. What bothered Himeko more was that Chikane seemed to be completely ignorant of the rumors.

Somehow Himeko had felt more comfortable as the nobody admiring Chikane from a distance, just as everyone else had done. There was a kind of shelter in the rumor of a relationship between Chikane and Souma. Himeko began to realize how weak she really was as these things begun to crash down around her.

Currently Himeko was sitting in her bed, restlessly watching the clock. The nervous tension in Himeko's body was making her weak. She tried to distract herself but nothing worked. She had tried to read but she couldn't get past the first paragraph without realizing she hadn't actually thought about a word of it. She had tried to write in her journal but no words formed in her mind, only the picture of Chikane's beautiful face.

She finally gave up and lied down irritably on her bed. She stared up at the ceiling, but Chikane's face was there as well. Himeko couldn't understand why she wouldn't just leave her alone.

Chikane had even managed to take over her dreams. For the past few nights Himeko had awoke to a disappointedly empty room, having dreamt of Chikane beside her. Every time she did it took her a while to realize just what she was doing. She was hoping that her dream had been real.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door. Himeko glanced at the clock; it was only eight-thirty. With a frown she got up and answered the door, expecting anyone other than Chikane-chan.

"What are you doing here, Chikane-chan?" Himeko said with surprise having opened the door to find her standing there smiling. "You're early, aren't you?"

"I could afford it this once…" Chikane said avoiding Himeko's eyes. "You aren't too busy are you?"

Himeko shook her head. "No I wasn't doing anything really." she said looking at her apprehensively. There was a strange uneasiness in Chikane's voice. "…Chikane-chan?"

She smiled weakly. "You look nice…" she said glancing quickly at her face.

"Chikane-chan, is something wrong?" Himeko said placing a hand on Chikane's shoulder. "You're acting so strange!"

Chikane stopped and looked directly in Himeko's eyes. "Why?"

"I don't know…" Himeko said removing her hand quickly. "…you're just different…quieter…"

Chikane stepped forward with a sudden burst of confidence. "I love you, Himeko…" she whispered. "…I need you so much…"

"But…?" Himeko whispered with fear and confusion as Chikane stepped closer. Himeko stepped back hesitantly.

"Why do you always back away from me?" Chikane said angrily. "Why do you run from me?!"

"Please…" Himeko said, tears spilling from her cheeks. "…Chikane-chan…"

"Don't you love me?" Chikane asked pleadingly. "Isn't that what I saw in your eyes the other day?"

"I…I just don't…" Himeko said inching dangerously close to the bed. "…I don't know why you're acting this way, it frightens me…"

Tears began to fall from Chikane's eyes. "It frightens me too. I don't know what has gotten into me. You make me feel so strongly, and yet you make me so weak too."

"But the other day you said—?"

"I thought I could turn this feeling off. But I couldn't. And I never should have expected you to do so either. You do feel this too, don't you?"

"Yes…at least I think I do…" Himeko said unsurely.

"I need you Himeko, I need you to want me."

With that she pushed her down on the bed, climbing on top of her. Himeko shrieked with shock. Himeko tried to push Chikane off as she tried to kiss her. She didn't know what had come over Chikane but it was making her heart race. It was making her want it more than she wanted to hold it back.

Chikane was kissed at her neck and shoulders, completely absorbed in her passionate affection. Himeko suddenly stopped struggling and she nearly went mad with excitement. Chikane was even more surprised when she suddenly grabbed her around the neck and pulled her head down to her chest, her ear to Himeko's heart.

"Please!" Himeko begged. "Stop!"

Chikane lay on top of her, frozen with shock. It was if she had abruptly gained control of her body again. Thoughts began to buzz angrily through her head. What had taken over her? How could she have forced herself upon Himeko like this?

She backed away as soon as Himeko let her free, tears spilling from her eyes. "I…I don't know what came over me…" Chikane struggled to apologize. "…I…I'm so sorry…I'm...I'm going to leave…"

Before she could even turn around Himeko had grabbed her hand. "No…don't go…I miss you…" she said pulling on her hand gently.

"But…" Chikane said holding back the sobs. "I thought you didn't—"

Himeko shook her head with a weak smile. "I do, I do love you." she said pulling on her so that she sat down beside her. Himeko wrapped her arms around Chikane in a hug and whispered, "I'm just… scared."

Chikane wrapped her arms around her Himeko and closed her eyes. She still wanted her so badly, but how could she do that to the one she loved? Why did she have to fall for Himeko, so shy, so timid, and so weak?

Himeko's heart was racing. She was so angry and so scared of Chikane right now, but something had overcome that. She was overcome with her adoration for and her need for Chikane's embrace.

"I'm so sorry…" Chikane said pulling her closer, her skin tickling with pleasure.

"Don't say sorry…" Himeko said, taken over by a strange craving for Chikane's touch.

"Why?" Chikane said opening her eyes with surprise.

Himeko suddenly touched her lips to her's in a kiss and then looked her in the eye. "…because…I want you to do it again."

Chikane smiled, but it was a confused smile. "…but—"

Himeko lied back onto the bed and closed her eyes. 'Please do it before I change my mind!' she thought fiercely. She took a deep breath, grabbed Chikane's hand, and placed it on her chest. "You've forced a lot on me…" Himeko said looking at her lovingly. "…recently I've had to deal with a lot of my protection crashing down…

"I have a feeling I'm not going to be invisible for much longer and that frightens me a lot. Since you and I have become close…things have become so complicated. I'm so confused that half the time I don't even know up from down.

"I can't help but be scared, Chikane-chan. That's the way I am. I'm not strong like you are…"

Himeko looked up at Chikane. She was watching her with loving eyes, as if her voice was a sweet song. Himeko tugged on her arm and Chikane lied down beside her, searching her eyes affectionately.

Chikane ran her fingers through Himeko's silky hair as she continued. "I'm scared…but I know one thing for sure…"

"Yes?" Chikane whispered encouragingly.

"I'm not so scared when I'm in your arms…" Himeko said wrapping her arms around Chikane again and pulling as close to her as she could.

Himeko could feel Chikane's heart racing against her chest as their lips touched. She thought her heart was going to explode with joy when she felt Chikane's bare skin against her's as she removed their blouses.

Himeko was as shocked as Chikane was at her own playfulness. She kept pushing Chikane away, an evil smile on her face. Chikane was growing mad with anticipation with every second she wasn't touching her.

Suddenly Chikane could wait no longer. She climbed on top of Himeko forcefully and took a hold of each of her hands. She held her down, tasting, kissing and touching all over her body. Himeko squeezed the flesh of Chikane's back pleasurably, completely lost in a dizzy world of ecstasy.

"I love you…" Chikane breathed in her Himeko's ear. She was panting heavily as she groped Himeko's body.

"I love you too…" Himeko told her Chikane-chan in reply.

"I'm going to show you things you've never even imagined." Chikane said with burning eyes.

"I'm not so sure of that." Himeko said pulling her tighter to her naked body recalling the passionate dreams that had just minutes ago seemed like nightmares.

"I am." Chikane ensured excitedly.

"Ah!" Himeko screamed with delighted shock. "Oh! Maybe you're right…"

TO BE CONTINUED