Authoress' notes: I felt so bad about not updating so I'm writing this now for you all. I've got a job lined up for my second week so I have two free days coming up this upcoming Friday to Saturday and from this Monday to Friday I have a course to attend. I've also got the orthodontist on second week Tuesday and I have to get some materials for my upcoming cosplay on Wednesday. About my family crisis, Grandfather isn't doing so well. He's really ill and the whole family is really falling apart. I'm doing okay luckily. For some reason, I've lost most of my ability to feel emotions so while I have trouble working out if I'm happy or just pissed off, I'm spared the major emotional pain that walks hand in hand with this. Anyway, I'll do what I can about the updates and once this all settles down, I'll get back to updating regularly until I finish it all. Scary thought isn't it? Anyway, enough from me. Won't ruin your day with my issues. I'm actually writing the explicit part of this separately and I've put the link to my livejournal so you can read it in my profile. I'm not having my account banned because I put it up here. There are no rules though about linking to it! Here you go!
Crimson Sweet chapter 11
Irvine's POV
It was Squall's first day today at his job that I threw him blindly into. He's not talking to me. To be exact, he's sitting in the corner of the room scowling at me with a hell of a blush painted on his porcelain face. I think he's mad…
"Are you done having a temper tantrum over there?"
"… I'm not talking to you."
"You just spoke to me then!"
"I won't forgive you."
"Bring any stuff home for me?"
"No."
"Aw. Too bad. If you had I would've jerked you off while we watched it. Oh well."
"I'll stick to cold showers."
"Eh. Your loss not mine."
"I'm going to kill you."
"I'm already dead. We've covered that."
"… Just go away."
"I'm staying in here as well you realize."
The conversation has followed this pattern for the last three hours. He won't eat, he's mad at me and I'm bored. I've hunted already (I thought to do so before he got back) and I'm now positive he has a grudge against me. He set fire to my hat. That certainly makes a statement… I liked that hat too.
"Give it up Squall. I'm going to keep ragging on you until you give in!"
"Just leave me alone."
"No."
"I said to shut up."
"I'm hungry for you and horny. Get over it!"
"I'm still not happy with you."
"When have you been? All you've accomplished is torching my hat and being a major grouch all night!"
He doesn't look at me and focuses on his shoes. I barely hear what he says next, barely more than a whisper. "I was happy when I met you. I'm happy with you now. Why does my love for you have to hurt so much?"
His head snaps up when I reply, "Because you love a vampire. We only hurt."
"But why did I have to fall in love with you?" he cries in anguish. It hurts so much to love him that I fear I will fall to pieces.
"I don't know to answer that. I don't know…" I murmur, making no effort to wipe the tears from my face. He looks at me in concern but I want none of his pity or worry. I was fine before him so I must be fine now! I should never have got involved with him or his life!
Tearing my face away from his, I bury my hands in my hair and whimper softly. I'm such a little child. Always wanting something and then unintentionally destroying it. Always desiring something and then making sure that I get it. How selfish I truly am.
"Irvine…" he whispers but I clamp my hands over my ears to block him out. I swore never to hurt him! But I have! Why can't I just die and leave him in peace!
A gentle hand pulls my hands away from my ears and unbidden wrap themselves around my neck before a heavy weight wraps two legs around my waist and the musky sweet scent that is uniquely Squall ensnares my senses.
"It's okay if I cry. It's okay if I hurt. I've always been afraid to hurt you though. I've always been afraid of hurting others. So I don't want to be the one to hurt you. But instead I have. I'm sorry…"
"Love, don't blame yourself that I cry. I can live with it. I'll adapt. But I don't want to make you cry. When I met you, I swore not to hurt you but now you're crying and I caused it. Apologies won't make it any easier or fix things. And the more I try to run away, the more you come after me. It's days like this I hate to be damned like this."
I wipe one crimson tear from my eye and gently let it fall onto Squall's face and smile as it drifts down towards those perfect rose shaded lips, suddenly inhaling when the tip of his tongue darts out and laps the tear up and then disappears back between his lips. That was so sexy!
He looks at me with a sultry glance and I feel every inch of my body heat up at least four degrees.
"Hyne how is it possible for you to make me feel so hot?" I sigh and gently with my lips caress the pale mark that remains from the last time I fed from him, feeling a proud and possessive smirk sweep across my mouth. The tiniest graze of my fangs along his jaw line and I have him whimpering and moaning under me. The memory of being fed from is one that lingers in the subconscious so even the tiniest touch of my lips and his body reacts to the incredible pleasure it submitted to willingly.
"Want you," he whispers and I groan at the implication. "I can't Squall."
"Why not?" he whimpers with a pout. Keep that up and I'll fuck you into next week Squall and I'm scared you know it.
"Remember when you asked me to make you into a vampire?"
"Will you?"
"No!"
"Then why bring it up? I'm hungry and horny for you. Either shut up or fuck me!"
"… Just sit down Squall. I'll explain it to you."
Reluctantly he gets off me and sits to my left.
"Tell me. Why are you so hesitant to make me like you? That, and why won't you fuck me?"
"I have never changed anyone before in my life. All I know is from my own changing by my master who died. The night that I gave up my humanity is the most vivid in my mind."
"What happened? What do you need to change me? A sacrifice? Because if so, I'll use Dad…"
"SQUALL! I'm not sacrificing your father. He's a nice guy, leave him alone!"
"It almost sounds like you have feelings for him"
"I don't Squall. Now are you going to be quiet and I'll tell you a few things. I won't tell you everything about it, but what I will tell you will make sense."
He sighs and rests his head on my shoulder. Nodding to go ahead, I clear my throat and begin.
"The memories of that night will stay out of this. But the rough process is an exchange of blood and the taking of the one thing most precious to you humans. You are born with it but by choice you lose it. I forget the word…"
"Virginity?" he offers and I nod.
"Yes. I remember his fangs in me and the feeling of fullness within my body. The pleasure from being fed from consuming me entirely while he gently overloaded my senses with his thrusts into me. He was so gentle to me… but he's gone now. If I fuck you, you in turn give up one of the key things I need from you in order to make you like me… a vampire. That's why I can't. I'm not going to turn you just yet. I don't think you're ready yet."
Satisfied that I explained everything in full, I look at him, only to find his eyes full of understanding and an overwhelming trust. Oh Squall…
"I have two questions."
"Fire away!"
"One, how does a lesbian vampire change another female vampire?"
Chuckling, I manage to remember asking my master that before he died.
"According to what my master did tell me, female vampires have two ways of changing a human. They can change their body to become a hermaphrodite or they can do it the same way that lesbians make love to each other. Matter of their own choice."
He bites his tongue as he struggles to control his giggles and after a few moments of calming down, he asks his second question.
"Two, I'm assuming that you giving me a blowjob or a hand job won't interfere with you being able to turn me into a vampire. Am I right?"
"Yep."
"Good. I'm horny and really hard. I want a hand job or a blowjob. You pick. In reward, you can feed from me."
"If you haven't noticed, I did feed from you last night when you were asleep. Didn't you notice the bite marks on your ass?"
"I was wondering about those"
"I couldn't resist. You have such a cute backside that I just had to take a bite…" I confess and blush.
"It's okay then. Actually, if I fuck you will that interfere with you turning me into a vampire?"
"Yes."
"Dammit all! So, is it still okay to ask for a blowjob?"
"You're mine!" I growl at him and he leans back.
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"Fuck…"is all he can pant as I release him from my mouth and I slide off the bed with a thump. Reaching over, I grab his boxers and his jeans and hand them back to him and I watch him with proud amusement as he shakes slightly as he pulls on the clothes and with a final grunt he falls onto his back on the rumpled sheets. I lie down next to him and pull him into a kiss, allowing him to taste himself on my tongue. He tasted better than I expected. A salty bittersweet flavour that is uniquely his own. Between you and me, he was delicious.
"That was incredible!" he gasps and I grin. "What do you expect? I'm a perfectionist. I wish you hadn't come so quickly though. I had a few things I wanted to do to you but I guess those will have to wait until later. Too bad…"
"… You're kidding! You think you can do better than that!"
"Just you wait and see. I've never been with anyone before and the first time that I was with someone… if you could call it that was when my master was turning me into a vampire. But over the year I have seen my share of these… acts and I reckon that I could do it. I want to do my best for you."
"You nearly blow my mind out of my head and then you ask that… has being a vampire made you stupid or something? Cause I'm totally wasted off my feet from that. So that was your first time?"
"Yep. Was I any good?"
"There's only one phrase to describe how good you were."
"And that is?"
"HOLY MOTHER OF HYNE HEAVENLY!" he cries and we lapse into giggles. I'm so relieved that I did such a good job. The moment seems to hang in the air before a squeal pierces the air and Quistis rushes into our room.
"Squall! Guess what?"
"You're gay and Seifer's impotent?" he guesses and I smirk as she smacks him with a pillow.
"No! The priest said he do our wedding this weekend! Oh I'm so excited! We're all going out tomorrow to get my gown and the tuxes. Of course you'll be one of Seifer's best men and of course Zell, Rinoa and Selphie will be turning up for it so we're fitting them out tomorrow"
"Wait a minute! Zell? The short guy with the spiky blonde hair?" I cry and she nods.
"Why? You know him?"
I stare at Squall and we shrug. "Yeah, I met him at one of Squall's lectures."
"He's one of my students" Squall adds and Quistis smiles.
"Well that's a coincidence! Anyway, since you're a vampire and all Irvine-"
"Don't you dare tell them about that!"
"Hey, my lips are sealed! Anyway, Seifer and I want you to be present and all at our wedding so will you be one of Seifer's best men? Oh wait, you'll have trouble with the church and the crosses and all…"
"Myth. It's just a myth. Only only two things can kill me and neither of them is apparent really at a church. I'll do it but when are you having the wedding?"
"Sundown."
"No problem then. I'll see you then next sunset then but for now, I want to cuddle with my Squally and to kiss and cuddle and jerk him off so can we have some privacy?"
"Oh… right… uh… sure... bye!" she says embarrassed and make a backward advance out the door, shutting it behind her.
"Should I ask?"
"No."
I lean into kiss him when a dark feeling creeps over my senses and my fangs elongate. Something is here… something not human… a vampire like… me?
"Show yourself!" I growl and a chilling laugh echoes around the room. Squall goes white and I snarl.
"Now where would the fun be in that? Now get your hands off him. He's mine!" I threatens. The voice is female, high pitched and very irritating with underlying dangerous tones.
"Rinoa…" Squall gasps and I clutch him to my chest, only to feel something large hurtle past my body and I hear Squall yell before the glass smashes and the laugh sounds again and she appears. Clothed in black with white, glinting fangs she stands before me, her long brown hair tickling Squall's face as he struggles against her.
"Now we can't have you doing that my precious one. Has this demon forced his body onto you? I should hope not. You are mine and always were," she sneers, the pitch of her soft voice freezing my body. I can't move! With horror, I watch her fangs grow as she sinks them into the flesh of his neck and he yells and claws at her. Squall! Bit by bit the lethargic feeling of the blood loss takes over him and he sinks into unconsciousness with a pleading glance at me.
"You pitiful fool to think that you could face me!" she hisses and forcing my body to move, I growl at her. "Give. Him. Back!" I warn but she laughs at me.
"Come and get him!" she replies tauntingly and vanishes into the night. With her hold over me, I collapse onto the broken window, not caring when the glass slices through my flesh. My last thought is of him before I succumb to the shadows is of his smile, his face… My Squall, my storm eyed one I will get you back. Please be safe… please…
Authoress' note: I needed to turn someone into a vampire so I chose to bash Rinoa. But I'm not intending to literally bash her, I've got a twist of plot in mind. Sorry to you Rinoa lovers for picking on her. Don't worry, I won't make her suffer. Poor Irvine and Squall! I feel so sorry for them! And so begins the first step in your plot suggestion Juwels21. Hope you liked it! I'm already typing the next chapter now. See you soon with the update! Well, off to write and then finish my cosplay for September so I can finish my friends. We're going as twins. I'll add two extra pages to the chapter with the lemon which will probably be chapter 13 and I'll make it really kinky if you can guess which characters we are going as. Good luck!