Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star. If I did, we wouldn't be waiting until February for Season 3!

A/N this is being written by my friend and me. I am Tommy and my friend is Jude. Please read and review and let us know what you think!

Of Love and Heart Break

Chapter Three: Letters Five and Six

Ok... you seriously need to stop writing all that romantic cheesiness..I can't decide whether to laugh or cry and it just makes me miss you even more! I don't think I'm gonna last these next seven days until you come back to BC. At least I have Speed to get me through. Wait, let me rethink that. At least I have subhuman friends to help distract me while the hours tick by slowly until you come back. Wow, I sound like a harlequin romance novel. I can't help it though! Tommy, I hate that you do this to me.

And of course I'll wear that perfume. I haven't used it since you left. Ok, I used it once, but that's only because Yvette is allergic to it, and Dad insisted we go to dinner, and I just wante the night to end early. Needless to say, the bottle has been sitting idle on my dresser ever since.

Yes, the press conference is at one, which means its in like 30 minutes, and I'm totally nervous! Portia keeps arguing that my hairs looks limp, and that this dress makes me look too skinny. I managed to sneak out of the dressing room, and locked myself in Jamie's 'office'.

Damn. g2g. Portia banging on the door claiming she knows I'm in here and if I don't get out she's "gonna make a positive pregnancy test and air it over all the major news channels, and tell everyone its a boy and then she's gonna.." yea. I think it's better if I just go face the music now.

Keep on keepin on crazy man!

Love,

Jude.

"I wish I knew how to quit you..." Oh god, listen to the straight man quote Brokeback... I'm sorry I make you that way girl, but I can't help it, the things you do to me make it almost impossible to think straight until I'm with you again. And you don't sound like a harlequin romance novel...

Not that I've ever read one to know or anything. And just to say, isn't a dress that makes you look skinny a good thing? It'll make people think less that you're pregnant. And your hair always looks prefect, and I believe that you know it too... Okay, so ONCE it didn't look prefect, and Speed pointed it out and got his ass yelled at, so I would never tell you it looked like crap... did any of that make any sense?

Did the perfume really make Yvette get hives or something?? HOW can you be allergic to stuff that smells like that?

By now, the press conference should be over, and I'm patiently coughNOTcough waiting to hear how it went. D already said it wouldn't air until after 9 here, and I don't fancy the idea of waiting that long to see how it went.

And if you don't get back to me soon, I'll conspire with Portia and we'll make you pregnant with a baby boy AND its mine...

got it??

Love and luck,
Tommy