Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star. If I did, we wouldn't be waiting until February for Season 3!

A/N this is being written by my friend and me. I am Tommy and my friend is Jude. Please read and review and let us know what you think!

And I'm so sorry for the long wait, but my classes are KILLING me! Please bear with us as we try to get school under control… finals are coming up, so yeah…

Of Love and Heart Break

Chapter Four: Letters Seven and Eight

And how exactly do you plan on doing that Tommy? Just because you're coming back doesn't mean I'm gonna do the "spread eagle" with you! Ok, maybe I would, but ew! Sex is gross. Kind of. At the moment at least. Just the thought that sex leads to pregnancy and pregnancy apparently leads to press conferences, its enough to make me heave.

So, onto the big news: the press conference. Let's just say that you're lucky big D is such a great talker. I just had to stand there and nod and smile, and nod. I only had to answer one question. The stupid reporter lady almost made me look like a sleazy whore with just that one question too. She asked "So, are you going to continue sleeping around with the employees of G Major after this incident?" Ugh. I hate those questions. The ones that you can't answer correctly. If I had answered yes, I would have admitted to sleeping with my co-workers. If I had answered no, I would have implied that I was continuing to sleep with my co-workers. Which is why the thought of sex right now is kind of making me nauseous.

So, basically, I just said, "If I did sleep with anyone at G Major, I would have made sure they wore a condom. Who knows what kind of diseases you pick up after hours in a studio." I'm pretty sure they're gonna cut that part out of the tv version of the conference though. It was a sweet moment. Portia and the reporters were shocked while Darius just laughed it off, and Speed and the crew cheered me on.

Anyways, yes it did give Yvette hives. It was hilarious. Apparently she's allergic to anything that smells good. I mean, look at who she married. Not that my dad smells. It's just, he doesn't smell as good as, per say, you do.

Can't wait to hear from you. Write back when you can. I'll be waiting by the computer.

Love,

Jude

Hey babygirl,
Sorry so long between emails. Mara got sick... REALLY sick. She had to be admitted into the hospital and it turns out she had meningitis. Yeah, it wasn't good, but she's at home now and doing fine. She'll still have to rest, but the doctor said it was alright if she flew... which means... THATS RIGHT! Mara and I are arriving tomorrow morning at 6 am, bright and early, so be there! I'm really sorry this has to be so short, but I have a lot to do in order to not be behind at work before I leave, so I'll hopefully hear from you later tonight, and I'll see you tomorrow!

Love you,
Tom