Apologies are redundant. I've never held with them. If people know you, and truly care about you, then they'll know when you're sorry. They'll feel it. Words don't mean a thing. It's how you care and what you do that means something.
As I watch you walk past me without even looking, I wish I could for once use words to apologize. I'm too proud. It hurts to be so close to you, and yet so far away. The closest thing to perfect… but the farthest thing from me.
Will we be okay? I hope so. Maybe more than okay.