Author's Notes

OUT OF CHARACTER:

I'm fully accepting that this fanfiction isn't going to please everyone. So I'm stating this now, this is OOC. Again, I try not to diverge too much from the characters' profiles, but if it bothers you, I truly apologize. Hopefully, that doesn't take away from the story I want to tell.

ORIGINAL CHARACTERS: Izumi - A fellow student in Hachiman Hikigaya's Officer's Academy Evening Class. She's a bit shy and awkward around Hachiman but is abrasive toward their mutual friend Kakeru Tobe.

GUEST CHARACTERS: Rika Shiguma - Anime/LN/Manga: Haganai! Boku wa Tomodachi ga Sukunai

Ami Kawashima - Anime/LN/Manga: Toradora!

SYNOPSIS: The timeline of the present and future is about to merge, as the present focuses on Yukino Yukinoshita's current predicament with her fellow Service Club members and her decision to accept the overseas University abroad program. Whereas the future cuts to the aftermath of Komachi's Soubu High graduation. A group of graduate students and Alumni graduates mingle in Yumiko's cafe establishment, Cafe Europa. The future seems uncertain and bleak for our protagonist, Hachiman Hikigaya, as he struggles to maintain a positive routine and unwavering lifestyle.

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MUSIC: I've made a playlist on Spotify under the profile name iMango Senpai which is an unofficial playlist for this story. The playlist is called The Fire Queen's Request. Some artists include: Yanaginagi (the original artist that sang the Openings to SNAFU the anime), I Don't Like Mondays, Eill, and Kobore.

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Lastly, thank you so much for taking the time to read this series. I'm hoping that since you've read this far, you're all caught up with the events of the story and also maybe forming your own ideas and outcomes. I'd like to hear them in the messages. I also hope that you've gotten used to my writing style. It's a bit different, but for this story, it's my preferred method. It's a mix between Screen Play and Light Novel. To those who follow me and support my work, you're all rockstars in my book and I can't even begin to thank you. It's like 'Thank You,' doesn't even convey my full gratitude. But, Thank You all the same. Alright, I think I held you up long enough. Please enjoy this latest chapter.

*Sorry this took a while to upload. Got busy with RL shenanigans like working. Because of that, I was only able to revise this chapter once. Also, I do apologize if some of you are disappointed with how depressing this chapter may have veered into. But trust in me, the story may be concluding but it isn't over yet. I wanted to explore a future with our two protagonists but didn't want to make a separate entry for the story. So instead, I've decided to mend both present and future events as they will all come together in the next coming chapters. Please Enjoy Chapter 22. Thank You.*

Chapter 22 - A Life Unpaused From The Daily Disappointments And Worrisome Of Society

-Yumiko POV-

Four girls sit closely together within the confines of my room, myself included. Ebina takes a large bite of a coffee cake that she previously bought at work, all the while telling her story of her spectacular night with… my boyfriend's over-the-top chunibyo friend.

Ebina: "So then with his obscure yet deep vocal pipes, he says 'Ebi-chan, I'm about to unsheathe the sword of light onto thee and penetrate the darkness of your unsullied cave.'"

We girls hold our breath while the passionate and lovestruck bestie concluded her story.

Ebina: "Then Zai-kun gently penetrated my sacred place… granted, he was frantically checking to see if I was doing alright. He's so cute."

A lab coat-wearing girl named Rika Shiguma took to the first comment... in the third person for whatever reason.

Rika: "Oh WOW! So passionate! How Rika would give to have such fervid intimacy with Kodaka-kun. Your story makes Rika feel all tingly inside!"

Yumiko: "Ebina, that's not how you described it back at the cafe. Last I remember, you said something along the lines of getting annoyed because Zai was constantly freaking out."

Ebina: "B-but it wasn't without his charms! We only remember the good parts when it comes to love. Right?"

Ami: "It's why we do such stupid things for love. Rika was it? Tell me again how you know Ebina-chan and Yumiko-chan?"

Rika: "Oh, I'm sorry, I guess I forgot to tell everyone how we met. Rika ran into Ebina-chan's super special awesome light novel at the tail end of Comiket! But if it hadn't been for Yumiko-chan's insanely voluptuous body in that TIGHT MECHA-BUNNY-GIRL SUIT, I would have never met such cultured friends! Plus she shares the same interest as Rika when it comes to BL stories and doujinshi."

Yumiko: "Erg… Speak for yourself! I'm not into that crap."

Rika: "Oh! But Rika was impressed with the design! With how TIGHT that suit was, you almost put Rika's friend Sena's body to shame."

Yumik: "Tsk!* Don't compare me to anyone. I hate being compared to."

Ami: "Wow, you're such the perv Rika-chan! I mean don't get me wrong. At least you're true to yourself. I can respect that."

Rika: "Much appreciated! How about Ami-chan? From what I remember, Ebina-chan and Yumiko-chan have a different uniform from yours."

Yumiko: "Oh yeah, me and this diva go way back as first years at Soubu High. But Miss Model over here loves to bounce to different schools. Still, Ami Kawashima and I will find time to catch up from time to time."

Ami: "That was SO not on me! Some perv would always be taking pictures without my permission. You don't even know the half of it. It scares me to think some guy is always following close by, creeping on me…"

Yumiko: "Ugh!* Whatevs, you're over it now; thanks to your 'palmtop tiger' pal. But back to Ebina… so what happened next? Di-Did Zai… you know…"

Ami: "She means to say, 'Did he unload his creamy custard all up inside your pastry?'"

Damn it! this girl has no tact! And even more so, has zero manners! What actually possessed a girl like Ami to come into my family's cafe in the first place? I never told her that I worked there. In fact, aside from Hikio and Ebina, no one really knows that I work at Cafe Europa. Then again, she always had a taste for the finer things in life.

Rika: "PlEaSe! Do tElL, eBiNa-ChAn!"

She too. Why the hell did Ebina have to invite her over? Who knew they would exchange contact info at the con and had so much in common? I shoulda forbid her from doing such things. Although they are similar in their… hobbies… Rika is a bit extra and shameless. Ebina, is more reserved but thanks to Zaimokuza, she's become a bit more expressive. It's not necessarily a bad thing, but it does feel like she's slowly leaving me behind. That said, looking at her now, I can't help but put on a genuine smile for her. She's happy and it doesn't have anything to do with me. For the longest time, I figured I'd be the one having to get her out of her comfort zone. But she's doing fine now. She's more open… my only wish is that she doesn't completely abandon me after high school.

Yumiko: "Out with it already Ebina. Don't keep us waiting."

Ami: "There she goes again. Going off on her friends. I swear girl, with an attitude like that you'll remain single. Talk about zero manners! At least try to hide your bitchy attitude! Hahaha!"

This high-strung porcelain bitch! I swear, how we came to be friends in such a short time, flew over my brain! I might actually hate her more than Yukinoshita.

Yumiko: "So I have high expectations from people around me! I'm not afraid to show it. If you wanna see a nicer side, then don't piss me off. And I'll have you know, I'm NOT single! So shove that on the front page of your fashion magazine, Little Miss Perfect! BTDubs, how are you doin with Ryuuji? What's that? No progress?! Too Bad!"

Ami: "Wait, you have a boyfriend?! What?! When?! And how am I the last to know?! Is it with Hayato-kun?! Did you tell Marin-chan?"

Yumiko: "PAAALEASE! I haven't told Marin anything yet. But at least she's supportive, can't say the same for a two-faced child princess. Also, it's not with Hayato. That ship sailed a long ago. Marin does know about him though."

Ami: "OMG! I can't believe Marin knew about whoever this mister man is before ME! Traitor! Senpais' before Kohais'!"

Rika: "Do they always act like this Ebina-chan?"

Ebina: "It's been so long since the two of them hung out, but it would seem that they're like a reflection of one another. Don't think I can handle multiple Yumi-chans in my life. In any case, this is their way of catching up."

Rika: "Indeed. But you don't have to stop. Ebina-chan can tell Rika. Rika still wants to know what that male specimen ended up doing... in HIGH-RESOLUTION DETAIL... if you can."

Yumiko & Ami: "Wait, tell us too! We're listening!"

Ebina: "Eh…hehehe… Well… in short, he did. Soon as he entered my c-c-c-CAVE, BUTHENHEPASSEDOUTFROMHIS... nerves."

Although Ebina's story seems rather short and lacks juicy detail, she still sustained a flushed face but so did the rest of us. Still can't believe the two otaku lovebirds beat me to the punch! And before graduation too! I really gotta press my boyfriend the next I see him.

Rika: "WOWOWOW! Sounds like you had a wonderful night! One question, did you and Zai-kun partake in any foreplay beforehand? Some say that foreplay can be more rewarding than the climax itself!"

Ebina: "Rika! Can you not speak so openly about things like that?! It's too embarrassing!"

Rika: "Huh? Is this not a normal topic of discussion? Rika and her friends are always talking lewdly to one another! For instance, we have this Ice Queen named Yozora, a true sadist in her remark! She loves to inflict sexual pain on Sena, our school's Queen Bee. But she secretly likes it because she's a MEGA PERVERT! In the end, we're all just trying to humiliate each other until one of us or all of us gets into Kodaka's golden nuggets! If y'know what I mean! Huehuehue!"

Ebina: "No! Rika! That's not a normal discussion for Japanese high schoolers! But to answer your qu-question… I wanted to try some foreplay, but we didn't really do any... It just got too nerve-wracking to think of anything else other than... doing it."

Rika: "Oh… really? What a wasted opportunity. Sigh* Rika would have thought that two cultured individuals such as yourselves would partake in sexy cosplay foreplay."

Ebina: "…We hold hands… sometimes…"

Rika: "What?! Ebina-chan! You're doing things backwards! You're going too slow! If Ebina-chan doesn't take advantage of every opportunity, Zai-kun might get swept up by another girl!"

Yumiko: "I honestly have a hard time believing that."

Ami: "Well then, how about you, Miss Fire Queen of Soubu High who now has a boyfriend? Is this guy even worth mentioning or is he like… one of your fanboys? He TOTES is! Isn't he?! Talk about GROSS! Oh well, he's NO Hayato-kun that's for sure! But then again, that's a tall order to fill."

Yumiko: "Ami, last I remember, I never invited you over after work. You kinda just forced your way in. So mind your tongue."

The blue-haired girl with opposing school uniforms has her face in trepidation after hearing my last comment. She should be scared of me, sure we're old friends, but it's not like we were ever really that close. We had a few good common interests, but then she transferred as quickly as we became acquainted. In lamen's terms, Ami Kawashima can be a bit over the top when it comes to her antics if she's not acting fake.

Ami: "Erg!* Well… tell us then. We want the detes."

Yumiko: "He was a complete pain in my ass. And I to him. In fact, we both kinda resented one another… for years. He had his little side of the classroom and I had my kingdom. But the weird thing is… I actually knew him back when he wasn't always such a loser. Elementary school to be in fact. He just never really stood out to me."

Except for the one time...

Ebina: "You… never told me you knew Hachi-kun before high school."

Yumiko: "I never told anyone. Why would I? He doesn't remember, nor does he want to remember anyone from back then. And I wouldn't blame him; knowing that he's been bullied since middle school. And it's not like we were ever even friends, to begin with. By the time we started getting similar classes in high school, he'd already become someone I despised. So weak and lazy, nothing like the happy-go-lucky kid he used to be. He was just… Hikio to me from that point on."

Ami: "Hikio?! What a lame name. Guess it suits him. In any case, I should really meet this Hikio fella to make sure that he's well deserving of our Yumiko-chan."

Yumiko: "That won't be necessary. He treats me… how I need to be treated. And I love him for that."

Ami: "'He treats you how you need to be treated…' I'm sorry, I don't follow. Every girl should be treated like a princess. I think you've got a few screws loose. I'm already not liking the sound of this guy."

Rika: "No! In fact, he kinda sounds like Kodaka-kun! He's the same way with his friends. But it's why we love him so much."

Ami: "Tsk!* Sounds like some lame loser that enjoys cleaning more than socializing, if you asked me."

Yumiko: "Still, more than once, he's shown me his true feelings. It's genuine care."

Going on a tangent about Hikio without knowing, the girls are mesmerized by the way I speak about my love. Ebina hadn't realized how much of a romantic he actually is behind the scenes. Because in fact, Hikio never shows his emotions in public. It made me happy to know how much he keeps from the world and how much he shows himself to me. It's as though I was describing a completely different person. But I'm happy all the same.

Ami: "Y-y-you've already… done… all that… with a boy? I can't believe you're still a virgin. What's wrong with him? There's gotta be something else you're leaving out!"

Yumiko: "Well I'm not. He's not ready, and I love him enough to respect that. All we have is time. As I said, he pleases me in other ways. It doesn't always have to be something sexually engaging… in fact, most of the time, it's me that pressures him into something so indecent."

Rika: "WOWEEWOOW! I like the part when he confessed his love for you at the observatory! That's top-tier husbando material! Don't let him go! Like I always say, 'If you don't have a Giant Mech to confess in, always confess on top of the tallest skyscraper!' Rika doesn't have to meet Hikio-kun, Rika already approves!"

Ebina: "This is all so new to me. Yumiko… are you doing okay? You didn't have to spill so much."

Yumiko: "I'm fine Ebs, he's all I ever think about anyway. So I'm glad I get to talk about him with other people. These feelings were starting to pile up anyway."

Ami: "Palease! He should be happy to have you. But I guess… with a boy that's willing to go through so much for you… I might have an idea what you mean. It's the same reason why I had to give up on Ryuuji, I was never going to win him over. He already had eyes for someone else. But hearing your story Yumiko… It gives me a bit of hope."

Rika: "We're not the best girls in our high schools, we can all agree to that. But Yumiko-chan and Ebina-chan have proven that they can still find happiness in the most unexpected kinds of ways, from unexpected kinds of life forms."

Yumiko: "They're not aliens, Rika-chan."

Rika: "Rika knows this, but Rika can dream."

Yumiko: "…Sure…"

Ami: "Freak."

Rika: "Freak? You wanna see freak? Rika will show you how freaky she can get! Come here Ami-chan! And remove all your clothes!"

Ami: "EEK!* Stay away from me! Otaku Loving Science Nerd!"

Taking a large bite of the coffee cake, I watch Rika and Ami run around my room as if they're old friends. This is by far, the weirdest get-together I had ever been a part of. But this cake… This cake is something else… of course, it had to be the coffee flavor. Everything reminds me of Hikio. I so wanna cuddle with my boyfriend. Maybe next time, we can do whatever he wants. A ticklish pinch on my sides forces a cackle out of me. Bursting out in laughter, Ebina puts on a sour face.

Ebina: "Umm… Yumi-chan, that cake is for all of us. Didn't you already eat your fair share?"

Ami: "I guess having a boyfriend means you can slack off and not watch your weight!"

Yumiko: "Gasp*! Again with the weight thing?! I'll have you know… Hikio likes me with more meat on my bones! FINE! WHATEVS! I WAS DONE EATING ANYWAYS!"

I really need to get back into training. One summer goes by with a new boyfriend, and I gain an extra 5 lbs. I didn't have to worry so much before because I had a routine. But now he has to be accounted for. My routine is botched because I never factored Hikio in! Plus, that gorge fest in Osaka was one of the best memories I could have ever hoped for! And Grandma's house had some of the best island dishes. ERG!* ALL I'M THINKING ABOUT IS FOOD! THAT'S IT! TOMORROW I'M RUNNING FIVE MILES! EVEN IF IT KILLS ME! ONE MILE FOR EACH EXTRA POUND I GAINED!

Hikio and I sit in his living room snuggled under a plush blanket.

Hachiman: "You comfortable?"

Nodding my head while cuddling ever so tightly with him, he explains the plot of some anime we're about to watch. Could really care less, but after the other day with the ladies, I was really missing a night in with my favorite boy. Tonight I get him all to myself. Spontaneous, erratic activities or going out isn't the only way to capitalize on a good time with my beloved and I wasn't lying when I said I wanted to get to know him better. So relaxing and "geeking out" with him is a nice change of pace… although, he's doing most of the "geeking out" for the both of us. Guess I gotta work on my "dweeb game" if I really wanna try to understand why he loves the things that he does. I only really follow popular shows like Superhero Academia, Sailor Stars, Attack on Giants, and all the Studio Jibley movies, but he knows all the niche ones.

Hikio said I'd love this one since it involves two star-crossed lovers from two different moments in time that end up switching bodies. It's like sci-fi/romance… I think? Whatevs. Sounds hella weird but I'll do my best to pay attention. Yet if I manage to pass out in his arms, it wouldn't be the worst thing in the world either.

Hachiman: "You sure you don't want any popcorn?"

Pinching my belly fat, gloom found its way hovering over my head.

Yumiko: "…I shouldn't."

Hachiman: "If you're not gonna eat any popcorn, I don't want you stealing any of mine."

Yumiko: "Jeez! stingy much! I wasn't counting on it anyway! GAH! Just play the dumb movie."

Hachiman: "Sorry, I like having my own bowl is all."

The movie starts off interesting, and only got more intriguing after act one. My eyes were glued to the movie from start to finish of this heart-throbbing story! Who knew they made anime movies as multi-layered as this?! OMG! Does he find his soulmate?! I hope so! Taking a handful of popcorn, I shove the buttery goodness in my mouth as I consume the movie's beautifully woven storytelling. I may actually cry! The star-crossed lovers run into each other at the bottom of a set of stairs. Then the title of the movie fades in as the credits start rolling, concluding the movie. My eyes water from the emotional impact! Wow! Bravo! This was truly a gem to witness.

There are only a handful of movies I thoroughly enjoyed, now counting this as well. I'm not normally a movie-type gal. Just can't ever find the time to waste around for two-plus hours. And yet, this had amazing pacing. To think it was just under the two-hour mark. AHH! Had I known I'd get so invested, I would have never stolen my boyfriend's popcorn! But as he lay his head on my lap, I'm reminded how rewarding it is to watch him sleep. Guess he's seen this film one too many times. What do I do? I don't wanna wake him, he's too cute. Swaying his hair away from his eyes to get a better look at his face, he's stunning. Then his eyes slowly open to greet mine.

Hachiman: "Yu…miko?"

Yumiko: "Sleepyhead. You left me to watch the movie all by myself."

He really is too adorable. He should pull his hair back from his face more often. Is he really that self-conscious about his so-called "dead fish eyes"?

Hachiman: "Didn't mean to pass out. Sorry. How'd you like it?"

Yumiko: "…It was good. But I didn't have high expectations, to begin with."

Hachiman: "That's it? Man, I really thought you'd love it."

If I told him that I did, it'd only make me feel embarrassed!

Yumiko: "It would have been better if you were awake to watch it with me."

Hachiman: "It's not my fault, your lap is too comfortable. Plus cozying up with a girlfriend makes the atmosphere that much more relaxing. I was doomed the moment we got too comfortable. Sorry... again."

He sits back up and twists his neck slightly until a pop escapes from the base. Normally my mind is constantly thinking of ways to one-up people. Trying to be the best, but in situations such as these, my brain is lost of thought. What do we do now? What is he thinking about? It's not like I have to challenge him in any way. The times I was making him fall in love with me, were much easier to handle. Because I would always come up with an angle to go about him wanting me. But now that he belongs to me, days like these, I wouldn't say are boring, but unsettling. I honestly don't know what to do or expect from him. Do we just watch movies all day or play video games? Hikio stands up and makes his way to the fridge.

Hachiman: "Want something to drink?"

Yumiko: "S-sure. Thanks."

Hachiman: "You seem kinda tense? Everything alright?"

Yumiko: "Y-yeah… it's just… so quiet now. I mean… like time had stopped or something."

Hachiman: "Not used to simply lounging around?"

Yumiko: "It's not that. By myself sure. But with you… it's not like you're Ebina where we can talk about girl stuff."

Hikio returns from the kitchen with a glass of water. He then asks me to turn around. Questioning his motives, he has my attention, to say the least. I comply as his hands push down on the back of my shoulder blades. Using circular motions, he begins to massage my back. Caressing my body has me turning red in the face. It feels good, reminds me of when he applied sunscreen all over my body at Awaji Beach.

Hachiman: "Please don't think this is weird… it just seemed you could use a massage. The last time I did this, you said I was doing a good job. But in any case… you should learn to relax a bit. You're always so tense."

In a sense, I understand what he's getting at. Maybe that's why his hands feel so good. Because all the tingling feelings that are being released, are most likely from stress build-up. Hikio, my very own masseuse. He then rubs the back of my neck, knowing exactly where to place his fingers. After finishing, my eyes open wide from that sensational massage, and turn to face my boyfriend. My mind… it's not as unsettling as before.

Hachiman: "You feeling better? I get you're not used to being lazy, sorry if I get kinda boring. What can I say? I don't got a lot going for me at the moment."

Yumiko: "A-And that's totally fine! I mean sure, I wouldn't condone laziness from anyone, but… umm… with you, I don't feel that way at all. And quite apologizing all the time. It's getting annoying. I'm your girlfriend, so don't think you're being judged because I've decided to do something you wanted for a change."

Hachiman: "I'll remember that for next time then. Komachi should be coming home in a bit. You staying for dinner?"

Yumiko: "I better not. It's been a long day."

Hachiman: "I'll walk you to the train station then."

Yumiko: "…Kay… maybe next time, we can play video games. I'd like to try it at least."

Hachiman: "Sure."

Putting my shoes on, Hikio locks up as we make our way toward the train station. We take our time walking ever so slowly; both not wanting this day to end. He paces closer to me, maintaining my same speed. Hands touch by accident, and our faces blush like pink cherry blossoms as he falters from mine. He's so shy all the time. Taking his larger hand in mine, he latches on willingly, interlocking our fingers together. We hold hands the rest of the way to my destination. My mind is blank with words that can't describe this pining sensation, and yet, I like whatever this is. This cute moment of intimate perfection. Not much may seem to be going on outwardly as it looks like a couple walking down an evening street but internally is a different story. We both know it, we both see it, and we both sense it. It's a strong urge; a sense of longing. Something I wasn't ever aware of until now.

The hand-holding, the massage, the movie, the stuttering, our baseless banter… it's an all-too-perfect date that I never thought I would ask for in a million years. Sure, I sense things more extroverted, but just because his small physical touches aren't world-changing, they're still just as grand in gesture. It's what the saying suggests… "It's the little things that matter the most." So is it selfish to ask for more days like today?

Before I knew it, I was met with my train as its doors slide open automatically. The whole time walking over here, we hadn't exchanged any words; there was no need to. Instead, we enjoyed the orange sunset as it warms our yearning hearts. Hikio gazes at me and I at him. Entering my car I give a slight wave bye… still flushed in the face. Why do I feel so nervous around him all of a sudden? He's my boyfriend, so where'd my confidence go? It's like I'm a nervous schoolgirl! Technically I am a high schooler and a nervous one at that… but that's not what I'm getting at! He's making me act differently from how I usually would. Even I never knew this side of myself existed. When I'm in control of a situation, you can bet I'm in control of how I want to be portrayed. But right now, neither of us is in any control. The feelings we have for one another, are in the driver's seat. And for the first time in a long time, I know that Hikio and I are on the same page with our relationship.

I refrain from fretting about being overly confident or witty… I don't fret about his sudden reserved demeanor even though our natural conversation would be trying to out droll one another. Yet still, is this what young love is supposed to feel like; or rather true love in general? My eyes shy away from his gaze because if I continue on like this, it would only pierce my longing for him. But upon realizing this, Hikio steps into the car with me and binds me with a warm kiss on my soft lips…

WE'RE IN PUBLIC! THIS IS TERRIBLE TIMING! I can hear the passengers' thoughts now, "disgusting," "kids nowadays have no shame," "PDA much?" Although, I would be lying if I said it didn't warm my heart knowing a boy would do such idiotic things just for my adoration. When the doors begin to close, Hikio slips back outside. Touching my lips from the suddenness of it all… my train slowly departs with my boyfriend raising his palm mid-way as to say "see you later." Later I look forward to, a future with you.

Swiftly grabbing the seat closest to me, I cover my entire face over my purse. I'm completely flushed from what just happened. How does he do it?! How can he make me feel this certain way?! To think I knew so much about him, then he pulls this on me! If I wasn't sure before, I'm sure now, I'm madly in love with that idiot! I'll be the first to admit, I don't really understand people or the things they do. Sure, I'm pretty and popular and have bodies around me at all times, but it's because I built that status from the ground up.

We laugh and play and make idle chitchat, so when my honest feelings come out, it's because it's something I want so badly. Because it's much easier for me to express these internal emotions physically. When I'm sad, I don't bottle it up, I cry. When I'm pissed, I come off as a bitch. Plain and simple. Communication with others is just another stepping stone in getting what I want. But when they start to become sentimental in front of me… I run around in circles. How do I respond to that? How should I act? It's as though being at the summit on my own for so long, has created a barrier between me and my peers… but if that's the case, I no longer want to be at the top! If only one person is meant to enjoy the glory from where I stand, then I want to be where he stands. I don't need it all anymore, I just need him. This longing to be by his side forever… how do I express that? Regardless, I seem to be doing well for myself. His abrupt kiss is proof of it. It was so out of place for him, but maybe we aren't so different when it comes to expressing our feelings for each other.

Elderly Woman: "That was just the sweetest thing. It warms my heart to see young love like yours."

Yumiko: "Huh? Oh… yeah…"

Elderly Woman: "Reminds me of my own. Sadly he's in a better place now. Oh, but how passionate he was. Not just with me, but with everything he set out to do."

Definitely sounds like the Hikio I grew to understand. Although he wasn't always like that.

Yumiko: "Sorry to hear about your loss."

Elderly Woman: "Oh my. Need not worry, dear. It's been years and I've come to make peace with it. But watching the tension from the both of you did spark some golden memories from my own. Thank you for that."

Yumiko: "…Umm… sure. Glad I could help."

Again, was that the proper response? In any case, she seems pleased. The overhead speaker calls out the elder lady's stop as she wishes me the best of fortune with much luck and success toward my love. She then exits the train car. What a sweet woman, at the very least she did put a smile on my once-nervous face.

-Hachiman POV-

Waving bye to my girlfriend as her train disappears into the golden sun, slowly I make my way down the stairs to exit the station. Today was nice, although I wish I had been awake for the whole movie… it wasn't without its merits; for instance laying on my girlfriend's lap. Gotta relish in her squishiness before she starts losing all that weight. Granted, I really should consider getting in shape too… Keio University doesn't take too kindly to the slacker lifestyle. But it could be a good thing; seeing my Yumiko in workout attire would only motivate me scoff*. Maybe if I would have taken up sports or weight training when I was younger… but it all sounds so stressful. Who wants to get all dirty and sweaty and then socialize with other people who are just as dirty and sweaty? Just thinking about it makes me lose brain cells. Guess I could always try independent training, but still… where would I start? How do I start? I'm losing brain cells thinking about it.

After leaving the station, a slender figure appears before me in a stoic and reserved posture, Yukinoshita. Did she follow me here? Or is it that this situation is purely coincidental? Did she see me with Yumiko just now? Although the timing couldn't be more off pudding, on the one hand, it's fairly convenient. But what do I say to her? Does she even want to talk to me? I'm not one to ignore her at any given notice, but looking at her is somewhat upsetting me slowly. Giving Yui and me the cold shoulder. How could she ghost us as if we never mattered? To think we had a stronger bond than that. But I guess it goes to show how fragile your bond becomes the closer you befriend the Ice Queen of Soubu High. A part of me doesn't even want to bother with what's going on in her head. Regardless, a certain Hayama seeps into thought; recalling what he told me… "She's not just anyone."

Yukino: "Coming back from somewhere?"

Hachiman: "…Yeah no. Just dropped Miko at the station is all…"

Yukino: "Miko is it… seems things are progressing fairly well with the both of you."

Hachiman: "And you? Haven't seen you in a while. What gives? Do you enjoy making your friends worry?"

Yukino: "Sorry for that. It was difficult the first couple of days to look at you and pretend as though everything between us is okay."

Hachiman: "Figured as much. So it really was because of me. But you didn't have to put Yui in such a terrible position either... because you have a problem with only me."

She wears circles under her eyes. Has she been crying or is it from something else? And if it is something else, is it still related to me?

Yukino: "Hikigaya, come with me? I'd like to take you somewhere."

Before long, we make our way to Destiny Land. It's been a while since I was last here. We were last here on a group thing. Isshiki had her heart broken during a fireworks event after trying to confess to Hayama. Yumiko at the time was probably feeling a sense of joy with her failure… still, I have an inkling feeling that my now girlfriend was somewhat concerned for the class president. She was brave enough to confess to the boy she loved, which happens to be the same person Yumiko was pining over. Regardless if it were Hayama, it was still a love confession that got rejected. Unlike Yukinoshita, Isshiki bottled up whatever feelings she had of the soccer team's captain and moved on. For someone who's our kohai, she's a lot stronger than she appears. I could do without her deceitful mannerisms though. Yukinoshita hands me a ticket to enter the theme park. And as soon as we did, the lights surrounding each building illuminates. It is rather late to visit a theme park at this time of day. Wonder what gives?

Hachiman: "Thanks for the ticket… but you really didn't have to buy mine. I could have paid for myself."

Yukino: "Consider it a thank you for coming along with me."

Hachiman: "So what are we doing here? The park closes in a couple of hours."

Yukino: "I… just… wanted to… I didn't want to come here by myself! It's depressing. And with how awful I treated Yuigahama, I couldn't bring myself to talk to her."

Hachiman: "Well, that's one-sided. She doesn't blame you for any of it. You've checked your phone right? She's been trying to reach you non-stop. Me a couple of times too. That said, I get it. It's difficult having to explain yourself in front of her regardless if she's upset with you or not."

Yukino: "I've just been busy is all. My studies have doubled due to my enrollment at Columbia University in New York. But rumor has it that you've set your sights pretty high too."

Hachiman: "Don't think my pick is comparable to yours. But for my standards, I would have to agree. I've applied to Keio University in Tokyo."

Yukino: "Wow. Keio of all places. Would have never guessed. You've really grown a lot. How it flashed before my very eyes."

Hachiman: "I guess… just put in a bit more effort is all."

Yukino: "Still… much more than what I was able to do. She's lucky to have you."

Yukinoshita falls silent for a little bit before continuing to turn her thoughts into words.

Yukino: "…And Hikigaya, I do have to apologize to you too."

I would love to receive a long-awaited apology for how she's been behaving. Especially since Yui isn't so light to accept her mishaps. But that said, I don't want to think I wasn't to blame for any of it. So at the very least, I should also be upset at myself for forcing Yukinoshita's choices. If I accepted it, I think I would only feel disgusted with myself later.

Hachiman: "What are you even talking about? You shouldn't be the one apologizing for what I did… I was a real jerk. Insensitive to your feelings. If I hadn't decided to lead you on… none of this would have…"

Yukino: "No. Stop. My emotions got the better of me. Had I known the Fire Queen moves in quickly, I might have stood a fighting chance. But… obviously, I waited it out longer than I should have. Time doesn't wait for anyone. So at the very least, I understand that girl's motives were restrained to that effect. So it's all on me because I was careless with my own time. It isn't like me to express so much inner emotion with what you witnessed on our date. But I'd be lying if I said that it didn't feel like I lost you… because it did."

Hachiman: "Yukinoshita… I never… wanted to disappear from your life. But since that night, thought I had lost you forever. Normally you and Yui are my partners in crime. But solving your case turned out to be one of the most difficult. And even though we're talking now, it still feels like you've gone far away."

Yukino: "Don't say that Hikigaya. I never intended to be difficult for anyone let alone have my friends worried. I really am busy finalizing my enrollment. Hayato's too. But I understand where you're coming from and how it appears that I am spiting you two. Like I said, it's just so hard watching you grow past me. It's been decided for a while now. I don't want to be the reason holding you back from anything anymore. I should have been more supportive and I became ugly because of my own selfish desires."

Hachiman: "You'll never be ugly. And despite how you think, I'm glad I got to see you so upset. It didn't feel very good, but your feelings reached me. You've never held me back. Not once. We set out on our daily club activities so we could grow together. Wasn't that the point all along? So I may be standing a little bit taller these days, doesn't mean I've stopped loving you, Yukinoshita. You're precious to me and have been since the day we took on our first case. You're cynical, quick-witted, and aloof, but also understanding, passionate, and glow brightest in the darkest of places. Because of that, I'm able to find the courage in me to keep pressing forward. So when I say, I can't live my life without you. It's me saying that I long for the day to stand by you on equal terms."

Yukino: "Hikigaya… You make me become a better person too. And when you say we're not on equal terms, it's because I feel you've gone further ahead. If I'm to be your light in the dark, then maybe it's because you're the reason I shine. I don't want to feel hurt, or hurt anyone anymore. But if we both look to stand together on equal footing, then I need to keep up. Because from where I stand, you're in the lead. During our New York trip, I somewhat rekindled my friendship with Hayato. How long it'll last, that's yet to be certain. But you Hikigaya, even though I had some ill-willed moments with you, I was never indifferent towards you, because you're just so special to me too."

Hachiman: "Would I assume there's something else going on between you and Hayama?"

Yukino: "Heavens no. Don't even think it. I can only ever see him as a brother or kin of sorts. Romantically… no one ever really comes close but… you know… you… That said, I do have to rely on him since it'll only be the two of us going overseas."

Hachiman: "…Am I allowed to miss you… Yukinoshita?"

Yukino: "Hiki…gaya…"

My eyes begin to water. Afraid to look the frigid girl in the face, my head naturally turns to my feet. Why can't I control these feelings? It's like a limb is being detached from my body, it hurts so much!

Yukino: "I don't know what I should be doing in times like these… sorry."

Hachiman: "It's fine… I didn't mean to turn up the waterworks…"

Yukino: "In any case, understand one thing. I'm not leaving Japan because of you. I'm choosing to leave Japan on my own accord. I want to experience something grand, something bigger than myself. Something I can't always control. I'm scared, but… I want to experience it all the same. You of all people should be able to understand what I'm wishing for."

Hachiman: "…I do… The world is a lot bigger than the both of us. I'm just scared of losing you in it."

Yukino: "Remember last year? We got separated from our group in this very theme park."

Hachiman: "Of course. Like it was yesterday."

Yukino: "It's one of my most treasured memories. Even when I was feeling sick with the crowd, you never left me. Although we were lost, you held onto my hand. I'm glad I got lost with you that day. But I can't keep relying on you Hachiman Hikigaya. I know that now. If I want to stand next to you, then I have to do this next part on my own."

Hachiman: "You don't have to tell me twice. From this point on, consider your lifeline severed. But, understand something Yukinoshita, you'll always have my undying love and support."

Yukino: "It's all I ever needed to hear. Thank you."

Hachiman: "The rides are probably gonna close soon. What you say we go on a few before they do?"

Yukino: "I'd like that…"

For the rest of the evening, an unsuspected date with the girl I'd been trying to reconcile with took place. Although it could have been far from perfect, it's what she wanted. Didn't understand the whole situation during our time spent together, but I get the feeling it was for Yukinoshita to ease away the tension that we both built up since our last encounter that failed miserably. If it's something I can do to make amends, then I'll shut up and won't complain. I need her back in my life and if this is a step in that direction, I'm all in. Besides, who knows how long I'll have before she's no longer within reach of me?

During the whole time, she stayed close to my side, not once leaving or walking ahead a few paces. As if we were standing on equal ground. Normally in public, she doesn't want to be seen near me, so people wouldn't get the wrong idea about our relationship. Could be that it's now late evening or the fact that she's no longer all too ashamed of what people may think, that could be the determining factor. In any case, she hadn't changed her mind about moving, so it's not like it's going to matter what others think at this point.

She does look rather cute tonight. With a flowing black skirt that reaches her ankles, and a navy button-up top filled with frills. Yukinoshita's nothing short of perfection. Leaving a roller coaster ride laughing, we next make our way towards something much slower. A Ferris wheel. It's our last ride for the evening.

Yukino: "Hikigaya…"

Hachiman: "What's up?"

Yukino: "Mind if we hold hands? I… don't wanna get separated is all."

A blatant lie, especially after our conversation from earlier. We're headed towards a giant wheel that you could see from any angle. If we were to get lost, all she had to do is head in that direction. Regardless, my mouth is tight-lipped and my palms are open. Her hand, I've forgotten how small… and soft they were. For such a domineering personality, she's gentle to the touch.

Hachiman: "You nervous? You're trembling quite a bit."

Yukino: "No. I'm just cold… well... maybe a bit. Makes me wonder what your girlfriend may think if she sees us like this."

Hachiman: "She'd either A) go ballistic and murder me, B) run off and cry her eyes out, or C) not be phased at all. Believe it or not, she wants you and I to remain close friends."

Yukino: "She has a funny way of showing it to me. But I guess, when we spoke last, her determination to make up with me, just to get you back in my good graces, was rather unbecoming of our Fire Queen. I hadn't before, but now I see why you've taken a liking to her. And to think, I pegged you to be a shallow boy, only fawning for her looks and high-strung nature."

Hachiman: "Yeah, I still think you owe me an apology for that one too."

Yukino: "Giggle* You can forget it, Hikigaya. You're only getting one apology from me tonight."

Arriving at the large wheel that suspends people in mid-air, the gentleman controlling the slow ride tells us that we've made it just in time for the final round of the evening. We give him our ticket and he lets us on board. Slowly climbing up, Yukinoshita becomes fascinated with the beautiful scenery. Aside from Destiny Land, the entire city of Chiba is lit up at night. The view is, to say the least, a spectacle. Never ridden this at night before, and the scenery is different from what I'm used to. It sure makes my city that much more enticing to look at with all the lights on in every building and household. How I wish time had stood still in this little town of ours, well at least in the case of me and the gorgeous brunette sitting in front of me. We hardly said anything to each other after boarding this small car, but maybe it was because she was stunned by the city lights just as much as I was. To think that she never liked rides that dealt with being up so high. But it would seem she has no problem dealing with them. When you're expecting a sudden drop like in roller coasters, then it could be a different story.

Yukino: "Hikigaya look. It's our school."

Hachiman: "You're right. Some lights are still on. Wonder who could still be there this late?"

Yukino: "Probably the cleaning crew."

Hachiman: "True. Hey, it's Yui's place. And that's the street where I had my accident."

Yukino: "Funny how the flow of time seems to have stopped when you're looking at things from up above. If I could wish for anything at this moment, it's to stay up here for a while longer."

Because once the giant wheel starts descending us downward, we'll have to return back to our everyday problems. A life unpaused from the daily disappointments and worrisome of people such as the Ice Queen and myself. Startled with a loud crash, bright lights start to fill the night air. Fireworks! I forgot Destiny Land does fireworks almost every night. It's a treat for the willful eyes of Yukino Yukinoshita. Looking over at my colleague as she stares intently at the fireworks show, her eyes water as a single tear runs down her cheek.

Yukino: "Beautiful."

Hachiman: "Yeah… truly is."

The Ferris wheel starts its descent and before too long, we exit the tiny car. I hold my hand out while Yukinoshita grabs hold as she steps out. In a classic romcom fashion, the clumsy girl trips trying to exit but yours truly was there to catch her fall. This happened once before at the beach house. Her body, it's so thin, and her scent is different from Yumiko's. But still inviting all the same. The ride conductor asked if we were alright before readjusting our stance. At the end of the night, we grab something cold to drink and soon later made our way toward the park's exit.

Yukino: "Thank you for spending this time with me. I don't get out much these days."

Hachiman: "Glad I could help."

Yukino: "Yes. Well, I'll see you lat…"

Hachiman: "Wait, Yukinoshita!"

Yukino: "What's on your mind?"

Hachiman: "You don't have to be so busy all the time. I get that you've already started the enrollment process at Columbia University. But we can have more days like this. Don't go…"

Yukino: "Hikigaya. Thank you for saying that. Maybe if things played out differently then…"

Hachiman: "But they still can. What's stopping you from changing your mind? Far as I'm concerned, you haven't moved yet. And Yui is surely going to miss you."

Yukino: "You included?"

Hachiman: "ME INCLUDED!"

Yukino: "…I'm going to miss you guys too. Surely things are going to start off rough for all of us, but don't worry so much. Besides Hikigaya, you shouldn't be so selfish. Did you already forget what we talked about?"

Hachiman: "Of course not. Sorry for seeming selfish. It just doesn't sit right with me."

Yukino: "But you understand why I have to do this... Keep in touch. You have my number. Call me every night. Promise?"

It's hopeless. I can't convince her… and should never have tried. Her mind was set the moment she appeared before me.

Hachiman: "…Every night. It's a promise."

Yukino: "Hikigaya… if I could be selfish one more time…"

Hachiman: "What is i…"

Yukinoshita presses against my body and surprises me with a gentle kiss on the lips. At first, I was startled, but my body naturally gravitated toward her abrupt embrace. It's hard to explain with words why my body reacted the way it did. Except that it was the same feeling with Yumiko when I confessed my heart to hers. This feeling is love but of a different kind. It's the love I've developed with Yukinoshita. Why am I so torn with Yukinoshita all of a sudden? Soon as her lips touched mine, she retracts herself from me and exits the park. It was quick but felt like forever. She looks back one last time and waves bye. If I had known on that particular night, that it would be the last time I'd see Yukino Yukinoshita during my time at Soubu High School, maybe I would have tried even harder to convince her to stay. But what difference would it have made? Because at that moment, I thought I was doing everything I can to have her stay; up to the point of me pouring my emotions onto her.

The following week of school rolled in and all seemed normal in my class. Yui, Yumiko, Ebina, Hayama, and Tobe were chatty as ever. But after the final bell rang, Ms. Hiratsuka took me and Yui into her office to deliver the saddening news. Yukino Yukinoshita had already moved over to the United States. I froze for a bit, but not due to the news, but maybe hearing it physically from another person that she's gone. Yui, on the other hand, was frantic about the abruptness of her best friend leaving her behind; to the point that she starts dialing her number over and over into her smartphone. She never did say her farewells to Yui.

Ms. Hiratsuka: "Yui, she most likely got a new number. A United States phone number. I can't say for certain that she got rid of her Japan line, but it's pretty evident that she doesn't want anyone to reach out. I couldn't even get a hold of her. This hurts me as much as it hurts the both of you."

Looking down at my phone and staring at her contact number… I promised her that I'd call her every night. There goes that promise. Well played Yukinoshita, you really did get your revenge on me. Yumiko waits outside of Ms. Hiratsuka's office as a weeping Yui rushes out in front of her and accidentally knocks over my girlfriend.

Yumiko: "Yui, what's going on?"

Yui takes a look at Yumiko then takes off crying. Who could blame her though? Her best friend just ghosted everyone. Soon after Yui bolts out of the office, I come out helping Yumiko up from the floor.

Yumiko: "What's her damage anyway? Jeez."

Hachiman: "We just found out our Service Club president is officially in the United States for good."

Yumiko: "That doesn't make any sense. How about Hayato?! He's still here in school."

Hachiman: "I had some suspicion in the past that he wasn't fully committed about the whole studying abroad thing. I wasn't too sure about my assumption, but his pressuring me to reconcile with Yukinoshita before… proved my point entirely. Guess he wanted out of that contract. That said, he'll be wanting to lean on you for support now."

Yumiko: "He has been getting a lot friendlier with me."

Hachiman: "It's in his nature. How he felt bad all those years for Yukinoshita, abandoning her; he'll likely have that same excuse for you. Not wanting to abandon you too. But I think it's just his way of saying that he can't accept a drastic change so suddenly. And their University probably pressured him like Yukinoshita to transfer as soon as he could. But I digress."

Yumiko: "That idiot girl. She'll miss out on getting her diploma, prom, her graduation…"

I lay a hand on my girlfriend's shoulder as she begins to weep for a girl she hated to the core of her being. She had every right to feel upset.

Yumiko: "Damn it. I hate this. How am I supposed to feel about any of it?! I tried my best, didn't I? I wanted things to work out for you, but instead I made things worse. Maybe if it weren't for…"

Hachiman: "Don't even go there. I love you. If anything… I'm relying on you to be there for me much more now. Because honestly… I don't know how long I can keep it together before I lose it."

As for Yukinoshita, she'll be getting her diploma sent to her. She had enough credits to graduate early.

Yumiko: "I'm so sorry Hikio. I never meant for this to happen..."

Hachiman: "Understand me when I say that I don't blame you for any of it."

Yumiko: "Hikio… your tears…"

That night, I stayed over at Yumiko's. Couldn't sleep in my own bed for whatever reason. Her family was kind enough to take me in for a couple of nights. Even though her father is warming up to me more and more, I promised that I'd sleep out on the couch. 2:00 am in the morning… still can't sleep. I look down at my phone again at Yukinoshita's number. Dialing…

Hachiman's Cell: [We're sorry, the number you've dialed is either unavailable or disconnected. Good Bye.]

Dialing…

Hachiman's Cell: [We're sorry, the number you've dialed is either unavailable or disconnected. Good Bye.]

Dialing…

Hachiman's Cell: [We're sorry, the number you've dialed is either unavailable or disconnected. Good Bye.]

DIALING!

Hachiman's Cell: [We're sorry, the number you've dialed is either unavailable or disconnected. Good Bye.]

DAMN IT!

Hachiman: "Damn you Yukinoshita. What am I supposed to do now?"

Waking up from a long night of unrest, my nose tingles from the scent of breakfast being made. To my surprise, Yumiko in an apron appears to be the one cooking the meal. Strange, she's not fooling anyone with her lack of cooking skills. So what gives?

Yumiko: "Morning! Hope you're hungry."

Hachiman: "You're up early. Were you always such the morning person?"

Yumiko: "Of course! We can't waste the entire day away when there's so much to do."

It's as though yesterday never happened with her. Is she over Yukinoshita leaving already?

Hachiman: "We have school, then work after. What else is there?"

Yumiko: "The morning is the best way to stay energized throughout the day. It's all about how you go about your daily habits, babe. Take breakfast for instance."

Hachiman: "Well, waking up to my girlfriend's cooking is a first. Thanks. Will your parents be joining us?"

Yumiko: "They left for the day alrea… Ahg!*"

Letting out a loud screech, my girlfriend slips and falls on the tile flooring. To my curiosity, I make my way over behind the kitchen counter and find Yumiko on her butt with a hot pan next to her. What seems to be an omelet is scattered all over the kitchen floor and some on her school uniform.

Yumiko: "Damn it! I'm never gonna get the hang of this domestic house crap!"

Hachiman: "I mean… you're not really the type that's cut out for household stu…"

Yumiko: "Shut up! Jeez! I'm trying my hardest here!"

Aaand now she's upset… but more so than normal. Did I miss something? I lend her a hand up, but she swats my hand away.

Yumiko: "I can get up on my own thanks!"

Hachiman: "Hey, what's up? Speak to me. You're a bit more tense than usual."

Yumiko: "I'm slaving away trying to make you breakfast! What does it look like?! You blind or something?"

Hachiman: "Calm down…"

Yumiko: "Don't tell me to calm down… sigh*… sorry… I'm just a bit on edge."

I guess she's still under the effects of Yukinoshita's absence. Maybe she feels as though she has to prove herself to me that choosing Yumiko Miura was not a mistake. Then again, it's all just my speculation. The agitated girlfriend picks herself up from the messy floor and then complains about how the oil and egg from the pan are gonna stain her school skirt.

Yumiko: "This is the worst. Now I gotta throw this in the wash before it stains. Sorry about breakfast Hikio. I hate to ask but…"

Hachiman: "I'll clean it up. Just hurry up before it stains. You have a spare skirt?"

Yumiko: "Unfortunately my only other spare is still in the wash. Can you check to see if I still have my gym shorts or something? I gotta find something to wear."

Hachiman: "Waking up is your routine. So why does it feel like I'm being bossed around?"

Yumiko: "Babe… don't test me right now."

Hachiman: "Roger that!"

Feels like we're an arguing married couple. Cleaning up the mess made in the kitchen, it would seem breakfast isn't on the menu this morning. It's whatevs, not like I'm all that hungry anyway. Granted, if Komachi were here, I'd be set for the day. Speaking of, she did call me last night. Apparently, she heard the news of Yukinoshita from Yui while trying to comfort her over the phone. All the while, she wouldn't stop sobbing herself. It was rather difficult speaking with her but regardless, I can understand her emotions. Told her that I needed time away from home and that I'd be staying with Yumiko's family for a while. Without any real setback, she too understood my grieving. When things calm down, we can have a proper conversation about it. But for now, I need my mind occupied. Moments to myself would only prolong my own dreaded feelings about the whole situation. And depression isn't anything new to me either.

After tossing the wasted food in the trash bin, I head upstairs into my girlfriend's room to look for something she could wear to school… wait a second… should I be looking through her things?! She did give me the go-ahead… right? So I shouldn't get in trouble if I get caught peaking at more intimate belongings… It's not like I haven't seen them before. But it does beg to differ what other color panties she wears. Right on cue, Yumiko's shouting was being voiced from the bottom of the stairs.

Yumiko: "Hikio, you better not be looking through the top drawer! My gym clothes should be at the bottom!

Hachiman: "Erg* Heard!"

Jeez! What a slave driver. First, she ruins breakfast, then orders me around, and now she's revoking my boyfriend privileges in peeking at her intimates! Wasn't that long ago when she teased me about guessing what color panties she was wearing over a phone call! So what gives now? In any case, I search her bottom drawer for any spare gym wear, but nothing came about. It's probably in the wash also. Opening her closet, I row of designer-brand clothes occupies the entire space. Like they'd let her wear any of this stuff to school. She'd be immediately sent home to change.

But just when I think I couldn't find anything for Yumiko to wear, I glance in the back of her closet to find a pair of pants that looks similar to my school uniform, hmm… does she have a brother I don't know about? A small lock box falls from above as I try to yank the pants out of the closet. Photos of our summer trip scatter around me, but they're mostly of me... What is all this? Did she take these without me knowing? What a weirdo. Alongside the creepy stalker photos, a folded piece of paper lies next to my foot. Picking it up to read the contents of the paper, a list of sorts is written on it. All are marked with a check by each step. Ridiculous as it sounds, the title of her list is, "The Fool-Proof Plan to Get the Idiot Boy in Class to Fall in Love with Me" In my personal opinion... if you had to ask me, the title could use some work. It sounds like the next big hit Light Novel. Only something so stupid sounding would impress publishing companies.

Reading some of the checked marked items; 1) Get Hikio away from his club mates… Yup, that proves it, this list IS about me. Next, 2) Force Yui and Yukinoshita's hands in doing something drastic. 3) Be Hikio's support. 4) Lower your expectations… what a joke… 5) Try not acting like a complete bitch… failed that one too. 6) Get closer to Hikio, then seduce him with your body… That lying brat! She told me she wasn't capable of making elaborate plans. As I continue reading her fairly accurate step-by-step list, I get to the last couple of dots 9) Have a lot of intimate s-s-se-se-se-x… DOES THIS REALLY NEED TO BE IN THE PLAN?! I'M ALREADY IN LOVE WITH HER AS THE TITLE SUGGESTS! The last dot… 10) Make him propose and Become his bride. Gazing upon the frightening list, my body starts to feel uncomfortable after reading such private things. It's no different from a diary that you keep hidden from prying eyes. So why wasn't the lock box locked?! Was it my fault that it fell right in front of me?! I forget, my girlfriend does have a klutzy side. And even though it's cute when it comes out, it's not evident in this case. She shouldn't be allowed to make fun of me for being an otaku if she's being a full-on creep.

Hearing footsteps clamoring up the steps, my nervousness kicks in as I rush to place the photos back into the small treasure box. Then I place it in the closet where it originally fell. Think that's where it goes. With a split second to spare, the bedroom door ajars as Yumiko appears before me in only her school blouse and bow tie. Sh-she's not wearing anything to cover her lower half! BLUE AND WHITE STRIPED PANTIES! I LOVE STRIPES!

Yumiko: "D-did you find any gym clothes?

Hachiman: "NO!"

Yumiko: "Really? I wonder where they are? I probably left them at school in my locker. What am I gonna do?"

She looks at me with her large puppy dog eyes. DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT! NOT WHILE WEARING SOMETHING SO SULTRY AND PROVOCATIVE! Remembering her list, would this be considered seducing me with her body?

Hachiman: "I-I did find something else though."

Yumiko: "What is it? Am I able to wear it?"

Holding up the boy's slacks in front of the provocative girl, I present to Yumiko a substitute for her dilemma.

Hachiman: "It seems to be the male students' school uniform pants."

Yumiko: "Oh… this old thing? I forgot I had this. It's from freshman year. Mom had checked the wrong box when she first ordered my uniform. But the last I remember, they were too big for me to wear anyway. So I don't think they'd fit."

Hachiman: "W-worth a shot right?"

Yumiko: "I guess… Hey, why are you acting all fidgety all of a sudden?! Also, look me in the face when I'm talking to you. Rude much."

Feeling Yumiko's breath close to me, her curious face is centimeters from my own. If I look, she'd definitely think I'm a pervert that's up to no good. Slowly, I turn my gaze at her but my eyes wander straight to her luscious thighs and striped panties, and my face starts to steam over. Following my eyes, she looks down at her bare legs and cute underwear before realizing how comfortable she's been throughout our conversation. She instantaneously goes red as her nervousness too kicks in.

Yumiko: "W-W-WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING! DON'T STARE SO INTENTLY! IDIOT!"

Hachiman: "I can't help what I feel! I'll leave you to it then… Just let me know if it works out. I'm gonna get ready myself. Okay, bye!"

After getting dressed for school, I sit on the couch waiting for Yumiko to come out. Hopefully, it works out. If anything, she could wear a belt… but does she even own a belt? Maybe her old man has a spare. A couple of minutes pass as my girlfriend makes her way down the stairs. My god… She looks so different; mature-like!

Hachiman: "H-how's the fit?"

Yumiko: "…I don't wanna talk about it…"

Hachiman: "Still too loose? Doesn't look like it…"

Yumiko: "No… the fit is fine."

Hachiman: "So what's wrong? You need a belt?"

Yumiko: "Not at all… It's pretty snug as is… Hi-ki-o!"

Yumiko sporadically lunges at me without warning. As I hold her tight, I can only imagine what's bugging her, but regardless, having this beauty in my arms so early makes for a great morning routine. Guess she was right about getting all energized this early.

Hachiman: "Wh-what is it?!"

Yumiko: "I've REALLY gained weight! These pants fit all snugly now, but were like two sizes too big when I first got them! I'm gonna have a heart attack! OMG!"

Hachiman: "You gotta understand that the size of the pants reflected back when you were still a first year. Your body changes over time."

Yumiko: "That's not the case! I've always retained my weight since middle school! And what about you? Had you ever had to buy new pants for each school year because you outgrew them?!"

Hachiman: "Guess you have a point…"

Yumiko: "What do I do?!"

Gripping her closer to me while she pierces me with her olive-green watery eyes, I tell her that she's perfect the way she is and that I wouldn't change a thing about her… plus I really really really want to reach out and grab her… Ahem! Get it together! She may be your girlfriend, but there are times for such desires, and now isn't one of them! BUT, can any straight male blame me?!

Yumiko: "You think anyone is gonna notice?"

HELL YEAH, THEY ARE! I DID!

Hachiman: "No! Of course not, but it shouldn't matter regardless. Who knows, maybe you'll start a trend with the other girls in our class. By next week they'll all start wearing pants too. You are the Fire Queen anyways. So own your role babe. It's what you do best."

Yumiko: "Yeah! You're right! What was I thinking?! I shouldn't be ashamed of who I am! Stupid Ebina putting dumb things in my head like gaining weight! So freaking what?!"

Hachiman: "That's the Fire Queen I fell in love with!"

Yay. I delayed her weight loss goals for now. Yumiko then runs back upstairs for whatever reason, but when she returned, her hair is styled differently. Instead of having it flow down, she tied it up in a messy bun and wore a pair of designer reading glasses! OMG! MY GIRLFRIEND IS SO CUTE! I love the office-worker vibe! Although, wearing glasses doesn't necessarily mean you're smart. But she is at the top of our class.

Yumiko: "How 'bout this, boyfriend?"

Hachiman: "Hayama and all the other boys better back off… because I'm willing to throw down if they even think about getting close to you."

Yumiko: "Giggle* You'd seriously risk a suspension for me? Let's hope it doesn't come to that. You still gotta get your GPA high enough for Keio University."

Hachiman: "Then I'll wait after school."

Yumiko: "Giggle* You're too much, babe."

-Three Years into the Future-

Soubu High School's graduation ceremony concluded and all the graduates were let loose to find their party.

Komachi: "Big Bro! You made it! I'm so happy!"

Hachiman: "Of course. I saw the whole thing! Even cheered you on when you accepted your Diploma. I'm so proud of you, Sis.

The petite girl with medium-length hair and light make-up starts to cry from joy as she springs into my arms. She's grown much taller now. But she'll always be my kid sister. Mom joins in too, congratulating her daughter on her accomplishments.

Mother: "Congratulations dear. I knew you had it in you."

Komachi: "Thanks, Mom. You were always there when I needed you. I couldn't have done it without the both of you."

Hachiman: "I don't know what you're talking about. I was in Tokyo for most of the time. This was all you girl."

Komachi: "Big Bro, I don't know if it's all that hair that's hindering you from realizing your true greatness, or you're just being overly generous! Either way, stop it, it's creepy."

Hachiman: "What, I'm just saying. You were always the more responsible one. If I had anything to do with your special day, I'd like to know what exactly I did to contribute."

Komachi: "Easy, you were always my rock to lean on. Because no matter what, I knew you'd always be there for me. You gave me the courage to keep moving forward. Especially after you know what…"

Mother: "Dear, if he could be here, he would. He loved you so so much."

Komachi: "But he didn't choose to be here, did he?"

Hachiman: "Komachi… let's forget about it for now. We shouldn't get worked up on something that's already in the past. Besides, it's celebration time! And mom and I got it all ready for you."

Mother: "Yes! We should start heading to Cafe Europa!"

Hachiman: "Oh and mom, I got you covered for this month, so don't worry too much."

Mother: "Thank you Hachi-kun. You've grown to be such the responsible adult."

Hachiman: "We gotta work with the hand we're dealt, right?"

Mother: "You're absolutely right, son."

Without notice, Yui comes rushing through a sea of graduates screaming my sister's name.

Yui: "Komachi-chan!"

Komachi: "Yui-chan!"

Yui: "You did it, Sister! I'm so very proud of you!"

Komachi: "Thanks, Big Sis! You mean so much to me!"

Every time… I swear she cries a lot more with Yui than with her actual blood brother. Interrupting the pair, I greet Yui.

Hachiman: "Hey Yui."

Yui: "Hikki! YaHallo! Loving the grungy hairdue!"

Hachiman: "Can't believe you're still doing that."

Yui: "It's my signature catchphrase! Or did you forget?"

Hachiman: "How could I? You always greeted everyone each morning like that."

Yui: "Heehee! Well, it is me after all! Komachi-chan, sorry Yukinon couldn't be here, she sends her regards though. Spring Break starts next week, so she'll be coming down then."

Komachi: "Cool! I can't wait. We gotta have an all-girls day! It's been way too long!"

Yui: "For sure! Sorry Hikki, it's girls only."

Hachiman: "Don't mind me. I don't get a break from school and work. Still got my Officer's Academy courses to attend."

Yui: "How's Y-yumi-chan?"

Hachiman: "Well, we're gonna go see her at the cafe for Komachi's celebration. She should be prepping everything right now. Hayama should be there too and also convinced Tobe to join us as well. So it should feel like a small reunion for you."

Yui: "You mean the old gang is back together?!"

Hachiman: "Well, can't speak for Ebina, last I remember she's working a double while Zaimokuza is watching the kids. But sure, for the most part, your old gang is back."

Yui: "Then sign me up! I'd love to join you guys!"

Komachi: "Big Bro, I invited Tai-kun too. Hope that's fine."

Hachiman: "Why would that bother me?"

Komachi: "Because seeing that he graduated, Saki will be there also."

Hachiman: "Erg*… right… Saki."

Yui: "Saki is gonna be there too?! That's amazing! But why do I get the feeling you're not too excited to see her."

Hachiman: "It's none of your business."

Komachi: "Saki and my bro more or less dated for a while after Yumiko dumped him. And even though Saki knew he was using her as a muse, she kinda grew tired of his indecent ways."

Hachiman: "We weren't officially a couple… it was more like a… fling. I wasn't in my right mind… and she was there to help me cope… that's it. In any case, I get the feeling she wants to kill me for real this time."

Yui: "I'd wanna kill you too if you ever made me your side chick but never put in the effort to move on after Yumiko."

Hachiman: "A lot happened during that time! Shut up! We're all adults, so she should have somewhat gotten over it, right? Besides, I'm doing fine now. The bachelor's life suits me perfectly."

Yui: "Hikki, you're a complete sleaze ball! But... if you ever need an ear or shoulder to cry on, I'm hear for you."

Hachiman: "Scoff* Yeah right..."

Yui: "I'm sorry, what did you say?"

Hachiman: "Umm... I said, 'thanks, Yui.'"

Later at Cafe Europa, I'm being leered at by none other than Saki Kawasaki and Yumiko Miura. Crap. I was a complete asshole to both of them; sure I may say I'm an adult, but honestly, I'm still figuring my own shit out. To support my family, I have to quickly graduate from my studies; obtaining my Bachelor's in Criminal Education and a minor in Psychology. The faster I can get on an actual detective's salary, the better I can support mom and Komachi.

Yumiko: "Komachi! I'm soo sorry that I missed out on your graduation ceremony! I couldn't get my shift covered, unfortunately. Plus I had to set up for your after-party."

Komachi: "Girlfriend, please! You don't need to apologize. Half the time, I was bored to death just sitting there waiting for my name to be called. Although, our school president's speech did move me."

Yumiko: "I bet. Couldn't have been worse than Isshiki's speech on our graduation though. She wouldn't stop balling. She stuttered her words the whole time! The poor girl, I do hope she's doing well nowadays. In any case, don't splurge too much, we're getting a cake ready for you in the back. That said, if there's anything you want us to make for you, let me know."

Komachi: "Yumi-chan! Thank you! My brother didn't deserve you! He's such a jerk!"

Even though I'm at the opposite end of the room, my ears still tingle from Komachi's abrupt words. I mean seriously? It was you at first that never trusted my girlfriend. Wording the complete opposite. Saying that I deserve better than her. Now it's like they're the best of friends.

Yumiko: "Erg*…Umm… I wouldn't say that. We had our time and it was great while it lasted."

Komachi: "Do you still hate him?"

Yumiko: "Hate him? Not at all… but the tension can creep up when Saki is around. He called me some time ago to set up this little get-together for you after all. So rest assured. We're still on good terms."

Mom talks with my ex's mom, Yunyun. Komachi is mingling with Yui, Hayama, Taishi, and Yumiko. And as per usual, comfort is hard in settling in with this many people around. It's not that I feel left out, but more so, out of place. Nothing new. Will I never get rid of this feeling? To think I'd change from how I was back in High School, yet I still struggle to socialize casually. I know all these people but still, it's hard for me to understand them. I sit back to observe everyone and their mannerism, a dumb quirk I have. Been doing it since I could remember. Now more so than ever that I've chosen the path of a detective. Body language doesn't lie. Before too long, two of my colleagues join me at my table.

Tobe: "Hikitani dude! What's up, why are you here by yourself? Don't feel like catching up with everyone?"

Hachiman: "Not necessarily… I don't fare well in idle chitchat…"

A lie. Yumiko and I had countless idle chitchat when we were a thing. The most normal I had ever been.

Izumi: "Tobe, try to be a bit more sensitive. Can't you see he's sulking about his ex?"

Tobe: "For real though! Can't believe this dude went out with the school's Queen Bee! And then gettin' cozy with Saki Kawasaki afterward? Stud! I've only ever really had one girlfriend, but she was from a different school at the time. Wonder how she's doin' now?"

Hachiman: "Didn't take you for a romantic. You never talk about her."

Tobe: "Why would I? It's not like she went to our school, to begin with. Besides, she was my little secret that no one else knew. I liked that."

Hachiman: "So Ebina…"

Tobe: "...No man, I moved on from that. After hearing that she was dating your friend, my mind cleared up. But you know… some people can get really annoyed with me. So it was hard finding someone to accept me for who I am. My girlfriend at the time and me ultimately met at our first soccer game of the season in our final year. We didn't hit it off naturally at first, in fact, she was there cheering Hayato on. But after a while, we got more and more acquainted. At our final game, she finally came to cheer for me. We ended up winning that season, and I her heart. But like every high school relationship, it didn't last."

Tobe spilled his heart out about his one and only love. To some extent, I felt sorry for the guy. But life moves on for everyone. So I could relate.

Tobe: "Aside from Hayato, you two are the first to hear about her. She was so sweet Hachiman… Man, how I miss my Sachiko, just thinking about her."

He must be really torn up if he's using my given name like that.

Izumi: "So-sorry to hear about you two splitting, Tobe."

Tobe: "Ancient history Izu-chan."

Hachiman: "Where's your brother by the way? Didn't he graduate with Taishi and Komachi?"

Tobe: "Yeah, but he doesn't know them or anyone here. He went to party with his friends elsewhere. Love the kid, but he constantly makes me and mom worry about him. Can't put a leash on the kid!"

Hachiman: "Having a cop for an older brother doesn't give much wiggle room for favoritism in the family. It's understandable. Give him my regards when you speak to him next time."

Izumi: "Likewise. Tell him we said congratulations on his accomplishments."

Tobe: "Thanks, guys. He'll like the extra acknowledgment. I'll be sure to do just that!"

Hachiman: "So why aren't you catching up with your old pal Hayama?"

Tobe: "Ehehehe… he's cool and all, but we kinda drifted apart after high school. He set out to do his own thing, and I did mine. We talked for a few minutes just now, but it's not the same as before. Plus I get the feeling he got tired of hangin' around me after our class' graduation. Who could blame him right? I was always the clown of the group. With him, he's always taking things much more seriously and has a game plan. Couldn't have picked a better team captain for our Soccer Club. Our fearless leader. Now compare that with me… I don't got much going on. I already knew what I wanted to do after high school, so I was just living my best life throughout the three years at Soubu High. But I guess, no one ever really has a say in who sticks around and who goes, y'know? You just gotta accept it. Don't get me wrong, it's great seeing him and everyone else. So I appreciate the invite, or at least thinking about me."

Hachiman: "Dummy, who would I talk to if I were here by myself? At least with the both of you, the tension isn't as strong. And I don't look like a loser sitting by myself."

Tobe: "You seriously hate being around so many people. Even when you were the one who put this whole thing together. I don't understand it, but it isn't my place to. I just have to accept you for you, man."

Hachiman: "Appreciate it. And likewise, Tobe."

The past is the same for him as it is for me. At least he's still able to chat with everyone without being a nervous wreck. And when he feels like ending the conversation, he simply ends it. He didn't choose to sit with me because he felt awkward talking with Hayama, but more like their conversations aren't on the same wavelength as it once was; so he left and joined me instead. I wonder if Hayama ever truly acknowledged Tobe as a person or if he only saw him as someone inferior to himself?

Izumi: "Well at least the two of you know people here. I'm completely in the dark. If I knew any of them, maybe I'd have the courage to talk to someone. But they're mere civilians in my eyes. Could be because I wear a badge. So looking at people I'm not acquainted with is nothing more than that, a civilian."

Hachiman: "Understandable."

Tobe: "You know me Izu-chan!"

Izumi: "Tobe, quit being a weirdo. You're problem is, you're too friendly."

These two… I swear, it's like a comedy skit that runs nonstop, but they're both good people all the same. Saki looks back at me before realizing I was already staring at her, she was quick to turn face in a different direction. Saki Kawasaki honestly deserves the world. Genuine to a fault, I messed it up big time with her. Thought I could get over my ex if me and her hooked up. Maybe I shouldn't have been so brash in trying to get with another girl soon after my breakup. But what can I say? I never wanted us to split up in the first place. So I was missing all the physical attraction… not knowing that it wasn't enough to bypass the mental attraction. In the end, I ended up only straining our relationship. She's one person I can never have a normal conversation with ever again; forget gaming with her too. That girl really hates me. But at least she stuck around, unlike a certain someone who isn't here today.

Yumiko: "Hikio. Just who exactly are you staring at?"

Huh? Looking up, Yumiko stands cross-armed as she looks down at me. This seems familiar somehow...

Tobe: "Izu-chan, let's leave these two alone for now."

Izumi: "Why should I? I don't have any quarrels with Hachi-kun."

Tobe: "Because… umm… I really wanna go dancing! Yeah! That's it! Let's go dance!"

Tobe rushes to some large speakers, connects his Bluetooth device, then played some tunes to liven up the private party. He then returns to the table and grabs Izumi by the hand as he gets her and others to dance. If I ever need someone to throw a party, I know who I'm calling first, thanks, Tobe… I can count on him to have my six. Who knew he's grown enough to read the room? He leveled up his self-awareness.

Yumiko: "Sigh* That idiot. If I get noise complaints from the shops around us, we're gonna have a field day."

Hachiman: "Sorry… what were you saying?"

Yumiko: "You know I hate repeating myself."

Hachiman: "It's a celebration, for the graduating class of Soubu High and their Alumni. I'm sure they'll understand. What are they gonna do, call the cops? Smirk*"

Yumiko: "Honestly. What am I gonna do with you? Get a haircut. You look like filth."

Hachiman: "Whatever…"

Yumiko: "At least lemme adjust your hair tie for you. I can barely see your face. Seriously though, if it gets any longer, you'll start to look like an actual samurai, Ha-chi-ma-n."

She places a hot mug of coffee in front of me then makes her way towards my blind spot… a dangerous spot to be in, but if it's her it's fine. She pulls my overgrown hair back and stretches the tie out then begins to readjust my ponytail and turns it into a small bun.

Yumiko: "Your hair tie… it's pink…"

Hachiman: "So it is."

Yumiko: "You kept this?"

Hachiman: "Can't say, maybe you just left it behind."

Yumiko: "L-Let me get you a new one…"

Hachiman: "That one works fine… How's Hayama been?"

Yumiko: "If you're asking how's he managing with work while finishing up his Master's, he's surprisingly doing a pretty good job. But if you're asking me because you're jealous, then it's none of your concern…"

After tying my hair back she takes a seat in front of me. Sipping the coffee she placed in front of me.

Yumiko: "There, now at least you look somewhat presentable."

Hachiman: "It's good. You know."

Yumiko: "The coffee?"

Hachiman: "Yeah."

Yumiko: "Are we really discussing coffee? That's what you wanna talk about?"

Hachiman: "…"

Yumiko: "It's funny, I use to hate stuff like this; cooking, cleaning up… making coffee. But it's what kept me focused through the hard times. The times I didn't have you with me anymore. Thought that if I learned something new, I could maybe get by not wanting to see you or think about you. So I did and took up the one thing I hated most. And it worked."

Guess she really has moved on without me. Good for her. This is the closest I can ever have her in my life. I can never go back to dating her. How could I? I can't bare hurting her again. The subject needs to change… I really don't want to talk to her about any of it. It's best to just forget and move on.

Hachiman: "Sorry, I didn't mean to bother you about this whole get-together. Komachi just… really looks up to you."

Yumiko: "I'm glad that she does, but I should be saying that about her. In a lot of ways, she's stronger than I could ever be. Also, our moms have become quite the best of friends."

Hachiman: "I really do have to thank Yunyun for keeping her in check. Hehe… guess it's not so easy to forget me. Sorry about that."

Yumiko: "Shut the hell up! I never said I wanted to forget you! Regardless of our shortcomings, I so very much still want you in my life. I'm happy, Hachiman. You deserve to be happy too."

How can I with having you as a constant reminder of what we had and what I did? You still want me in your life, but I can't move on if you're there. So I suppress my urges to see or think of you. But when I'm alone with my own thoughts, my mind slowly drifts to the good times. It's not even about dating again or finding another compatible relationship. It's you, you're my crutch Yumiko… Damn it, wanted to avoid this type of conversation, but she continues to bring it back up.

Yumiko: "…And back then, I understand you were going through a lot; did things you probably regret, but with all that being said, understand that hurting you was the last thing I wanted to do. It just became too much for me. I could deal with the shouting and shattering of our things, but constantly feeling accused by you, the cold shoulder, and distancing, started to get paranoid. Long nights, you would come home late or not at all… I didn't know if I should have been worried for you or scared for myself. It all became too hard to bare. After I moved out and got my head cleared, I realized how much I failed to be there for you. That blame falls on me, Hikio. Although, Father is hard on trusting you… probably ever."

Again, I don't want to talk about it. But she's a constant reminder of my failures. A crutch to my moving forward with myself. She says she wants that for me, but it's impossible.

Hachiman: "It's not like he really treated me fairly, to begin with. Regardless, I get you wanted to express your apology but you had nothing to apologize for. I only did it because it helped you move on. But, you shouldn't really worry about me. Just worry about yourself. You're free from my stupidity."

Yumiko: "You clearly still are an idiot. And to think you wanna be a detective."

At some point, I kinda got bored with talking to Yumiko so I started playing on my phone. Talking about it hurts. And she's not getting the hint that it aggravates me. We both know what happened, yet she feels it's her duty to help me back up. I'm honestly fine; standing on my own two feet. As per usual, Yumiko gets annoyed at the lack of attention I'm giving her. What are we, children?

Yumiko: "Are you listening to me or what?!"

Hachiman: "Sorry… I got a new notification."

Yumiko: "Is it from work or something urgent?"

Hachiman: "You could say it's urgent. But more importantly, I don't know if I should swipe right or left… it says here that she's into yoga and prefers tea over coffee… The yoga thing I can handle, but coffee is the superior drink of choice."

Yumiko: "ARE YOU REALLY CHECKING OUT GIRLS IN FRONT OF ME?!"

Hachiman: "What's the issue?"

Yumiko: "N-nothing! It's not like we're dating anymore… still pisses me off though! Never took you for a guy that relied on apps to get a date."

Hachiman: "Times are tough. Plus it's an urgent matter. What can I say? The position is open, so why shouldn't I start dating again? Said so yourself. I deserve to be happy."

Yumiko: "N-NOT LIKE THAT, PERV! I said to move on with your life not to find some fling! Don't patronize me Hikio! I bet this was all Tobe's doing! He put you up to it, didn't he?"

Hachiman: "Yeah, you're right about that. He made me an account and filled out my bio to make it sound like I'm cool. Also, how would you know if it were a fling or not? Maybe I could actually match with someone compatible on here. Look at this one! Let me know if she rings any bells! Smirks*"

I show her a picture of a blonde female with green eyes that's posing in a sexualized manner wearing a skimpy black skirt and a crop top that shows off her cleavage.

Yumiko: "I swear to all that is holy Hikio! If you think that bitch looks like me, Imma kick you out of this shop."

Hachiman: "Huh? No way! What are you, blind? Not everything is about you, your highness."

Yumiko: "Then who? Are you just into blonde bimbo types then? They truly lack any class. Gold diggers. Tsk!*"

Hachiman: "It's Meguri Shiromeguri. She definitely looks different from the last time we saw her. But it looks as though she's doing well for herself… HAHAHA!"

Yumiko: "That's Meguri-sama?! OMG! GIVE IT HERE!"

Snatching my phone, she takes a better look at the description. From afar, I can feel Hayama staring over at my table. Probably trying to see why Yumiko is spending so much time with the guy that hurt her. He's the type of person to barge in to protect his friends, but since it's me, and Yumiko seems to be fine, he's at a loss. Regardless, he's the devoted Hayama that Yumiko always wanted back in high school. So it wouldn't take long for her to rekindle that spark she once had for him. Time changes people and after a while, time will eventually forgive history.

Yumiko: "She would prefer tea over coffee… yoga… top at her class… Aquarius, likes to take charge? I guess… loves the piano… It totes sounds like her! Are those contacts?! Does she have colored contacts? No way! It explains why she's not wearing any glasses. Now that you mention it, I can SO see her roots too! That aint her natural color! OMG! HIKIO!"

Hachiman: "Hey. Can I get my phone back? There's some private stuff on there… work related… stuff…"

Yumiko: "Tsk* You can't hide stuff from me, I know about your obsession with 2D anime waifus."

Hachiman: "Can you shut up about that. People can hear."

Yumiko: "What, am I embarrassing you? Besides, I'm not done reading Meguri-sama's bio! Sh-sh-she's… 'looking for a SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP?! SWIPE LEFT IF YOU'RE ONLY LOOKING FOR FWB?!' The hell does 'FWB' mean?! With a photo like this, what any sane male would take her seriously?!"

Hachiman: "It's genius actually, using her alluring beauty to capitalize on matches. She'd date them and then ghost the ones that aren't her type. It's not like it's her professional profile like a LinkedLine profile. She's probably super professional in real life and a freak in the sheets…"

Yumiko: "…Aaand… swipe!"

Hachiman: "HEY! What the hell d'ya do that for!"

Without my permission, the disquieted girl swiped left on Meguri's profile; making sure I never get a chance date with an older sempai. Damn, she seemed like the perfect catch too. Jeez, for someone convincing me to move on, she gets jealous over something as dumb as a dating app. There is something in me that's always liked about Yumiko. This time isn't any different… still pissed though.

Yumiko: "Here's your phone back Hikio. Did Meguri-sama a favor and avoided something that could end up ruining her reputation. But then again, that profile pretty much ruined her already. Last I remember, she admired you as an underclassman. Loser… jerk… Anyways, I gotta get back. Come see me before you leave. I've got something to give you."

Yumiko leaves to get back to helping Hayama prep. I'd be lying if I said she no longer pulls on my heartstrings. But the situation is different. Mom and Komachi are priority one. Sure Komachi is looking at Culinary schools but is wanting to attend a local college first before going into a University for higher education. So she'll still be at home with mom.

Yumiko Miura, it's not like she has any issues with Hayama from what I can see. Looking at him as he frantically gets the food order taken care of, his loyalty is still his best trait. So why would I care if maybe they have formed a bond? She's the one that dumped me. That said, I guess Hayama will never move away from what is comfortable for him. He's doing the same thing he did with Yukinoshita except this time, it's with Yumiko. Clinging onto her and doing his best to help her in any way he can; in order to stay in her good graces. The only difference is that Yumiko has easily forgiven him whereas Yukinoshita always gave him flack.

The same as ever. Makes me wonder what kind of lawyer he'll end up being once he's completed his Master's. Finishing up my cup of coffee, I walk over to Tobe and Izumi and ask if they were ready to head out. Sure we're cutting the visit short, but Tobe and I are done reliving the past. And seeing all these familiar faces, we can only take so much in small doses. I said my goodbyes, Tobe said his goodbyes, Izumi showed her respects to our friends and family, then the three of us exited Cafe Europa. Yumiko was in the back room prepping for Komachi's cake so I couldn't keep to her word about seeing her before I left. But whatever she wants to give me, she can give it to me next time we meet. It's not that big of a deal.

Evening class at the Officer's Academy concludes as Tobe, Izumi, and myself hang around the front of our school. Tobe tends to hold up my time for idle chitchat before I can make my way home. I've learned to humor him. Each time, he tries his best to get closer to Izumi. Pretty sure she knows what he's up to and it's why she's not really biting. He's gotta do something different to impress her. Lately, he's been driving her back to her place. That's good for starters. Now and then, I'll do my part to play wingman, but I'm not really comfortable hyping up other people. Regardless, I support their ship.

The pair finally split from me. We say our goodbyes and I head toward the train station. Although free, running back is not an option. Reaching the train station, I wait outside for my ride. A sports car abruptly halts near me as a familiar face exits the vehicle. Hiratsuka Shizuka. Taking out a pack of cigarettes for a smoke, she makes her way toward me as I pull out a lighter to ignite the tip of her cig. Honestly, I hate the smell. After taking a couple of puffs, she places it in my mouth. It's not a habit yet, but lately, it's a sure way to get me to relax. I still refuse to purchase my own. She leans on my chest while I begin to wrap my arm around her. Don't know when it happened, but I grew slightly taller than my old sensei.

Hachiman: "You still drive like a complete maniac."

Hiratsuka: "Thank you for taking it easy on me, officer. To think you actually became a police officer of the law. Tell me you remember that day in my office when you randomly pulled a career out of my hat."

Hachiman: "I remember you trying your damndest to quit smoking."

Hiratsuka: "It's not as easy as it looks. In fact, I shouldn't condone you to smoking either. But you are a man now, so you can decide for yourself. Right? Hachiman Hikigaya?"

Have I really grown up to be someone I'm proud of? I'm doing what I can. To think life would go by smoothly after I attended Keio University. Hiratsuka steals her bud back and smokes the rest. Then stomps on it after tossing it on the ground.

Hachiman: "I should fine you for littering. Where do you think you live, the United States?"

Hiratsuka: "I'm really really really sorry. Giggle* What if I just make up for it…"

She leans in and kisses me on my unwavering lips. I really hate the smell of cigarettes.

Hiratsuka: "So… we heading to your place tonight?"

Hachiman: "Your place is closer. And I'm pretty tired."

Hiratsuka: "I'm fine with that, Ryuske shouldn't be back for a couple of days."

Hachiman: "You really shouldn't cheat on your boyfriend."

Hiratsuka: "We've been dating for two years and not once has he ever looked at me as an equal. It's like I'm just some trophy to him. His eyes say it all… Running into you was the best thing that ever happened in my life. Especially after leaving Soubu High. We both wanted something. You make me feel like I'm needed. It's like the excitement and thrill I longed for finally came back."

Hachiman: "I've told you before, I have no attachments towards you. I can't love you like that… at least not anymore."

Hiratsuka: "And I'm fine with that. We aren't officially dating. We're friends. That's all this is. But I'll keep needing you so long as you want to keep needing me. Wasn't that our agreement?"

Hachiman: "Perhaps. I can't remember."

Hiratsuka grabs my arm abrasively and yanks me towards her car.

Hiratsuka: "In any case, let's get going. Maybe we can squeeze in a movie if we get tired."

Hachiman: "I already said I was tired."

I want to love her the way she deserves to be loved. But how can I be alright with any of this? All I knew was that Ms. Hiratsuka came back to save me from my own problems. Forgetting that she's no longer a teacher or an administrator for Soubu High. She has no attachments towards me anymore. Whatever concerns I have, it's up to me to deal with. Granted, no one knows about me and Hiratsuka sensei, the experience of an older woman stimulates my urges ever so much. Still, I know in my heart it's wrong. Guess I have little remorse to what my heart feels lately. Regardless, I can honestly say that this isn't how I envisioned my life going.

End.

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