Warning: Smut

Al led us to a library room where we could be as loud as we want and have some privacy.

He explained that he always felt this way but didn't think about it until he came to Hogwarts. It was the comments of classmates that kept him from being who he was and hid this part of himself from his family. Being a part of Slytherin, the most hateful out of all of the houses, made it worse for him.

His parents were always so busy. With Uncle Harry's Auror responsibilities and Aunt Ginny's touring with her Quidditch team the Holyhead Harpies, he never felt close with his parents growing up. It really helped their relationship when Ginny had to retire and became a sports reporter for the daily prophet two years ago. She was home a lot more and Harry paid more attention.

He also felt that being a Slytherin was already putting a target on his chest for family members secretly disliking him for his housing, so he didn't want anything else to compromise his family not liking him.

"I can't believe it, Al, how long have you been "hanging out" with Martin," I asked him

" End of last year?" he said

" Have you thought about telling anyone?"

" I've been thinking about it but I don't know. Martin doesn't want to come out either, but I want to be with him."

" Oh Al, you shouldn't feel like you have to hide this from anyone. We all love you so much."

" I know, I'm just worried." He sniffled a bit and kept his eyes on the floor.

" Well, you have my full support. No matter what. When you decide to come out I will have your back."

" You know I'll always have your back" Scorpius spoke for the first time since we'd been in this room.

" Wait when did you tell Scorpius all of this?" I asked

"Um" Scorpius started

" End of last year" Al quickly interjected " he caught Martin and me in our dorm"

" Have you... done it?" I whispered to him.

" No no, I've been holding off on that. Not my first boy tho" he said with a smile

" Not your first boy? Albus you slag!" I said

Everyone laughed at that and quickly changed the subject.

" Yes, I just need some time to think about stuff. And please Rosie do not tell anyone." He grabbed my hand and stared into my eyes with his big puppy dog eyes.

" Of course, I won't tell a soul."

" Great! Can we eat? I'm starving." Al got up from his chair, seemingly wanting to end the conversation as fast as possible.

" Yea from what we saw, you really worked up the appetite," Scorpius said.

Al turned around and punched him in the arm.

" Just trying to lighten up the mood," he said as I chuckled at him. I guess it was loud enough to catch Al's attention

" Look at you two, getting along. After today I wasn't expecting that." Al walked in front of us to go to the great hall

" Well, this is the new Rose, the one who doesn't fight with Malfoy, and is forgiving to those who save her face." I caught up to him and jumped on Al's back for a piggyback ride.

I'm surprised Al hasn't questioned why we were looking in broom closets together, but by the time he placed me down in front of the food. That thought vanished.

We continued to have a nice dinner, but I couldn't help but look over for Martin a few times.

Totally didn't see that coming.

After dinner, I decided to stick around and be the last one of my group to leave. I figure if I went back to my dorm I'd have to deal with more questions from my roommates.

When I finally decided to get up and leave. I was met by a deep voice.

" Um... Rose?" Martin came out of a shadow.

" Hi Martin, how are you?" I asked awkwardly.

" Good. Good. And you?" He asked

" Good"

He stood there awkwardly for a good minute

" Look, Rose"

" Martin"

We interrupted each other.

" I just want to say you have nothing to worry about. I know nothing." I stared up at the dark-haired, fit bloke.

" Thanks. I appreciate that. But I want you to know that... I'd never hurt him" he found it difficult to keep eye contact with me.

I was pleased to hear this from the man that my cousin cared so much for. Maybe Martin feels more for Al than he thinks.

" I should hope so," I replied.

" Thanks again." With that he quickly walked away with the info he was looking for.

" Anytime," I said to myself.

I decided to keep walking to my dorm when the events of today were recapped in my head. With the whole Albus being gay thing, I forgot about the dementor situation.

Honestly, I don't care about the dementors anymore. Albus had me more surprised than anything else.

I still can't believe I walked in on him though. Seeing him all sweaty and intense was enough for a girl to want to erase her memory.

I need to get that image out of my head.

And just like that, the door I had recognized often, was right in front of me.

It was almost like I was drawn to it.

I quickly opened the door and walked straight to the Pensieve.

I decided to walk past it and look outside of the one window in the entire room.

Even the view was something I needed, it was the view from my room at home. I could see my mother's garden and the gnomes running through it.

Not wanting to get homesick, I turned away.

I thought about this discovery, I guess it only popped up when someone needed to forget something. But by the looks of the room, it looked the exact same since I had been there.

I looked at the array of vials still on the wall. They were still unmarked and still untouched.

Without thinking I walked straight up to it and grabbed a random one.

I turned to the Pensieve and dropped the contents in, I took a deep breath and prepared myself for another memory.

" Fuck it"

I drenched my head and was transported to the Gryffindor Common room, only it was very different. It had many more portraits and old couches I didn't recognize.

" You can't lie, Ginny, we all know you have a thing for Harry." A random voice was sitting on the couch next to a head with a familiar color of hair.

" That's not true! I'm with Dean!" A young Ginny exclaimed.

Woah! Aunt Ginny! She has beautiful straight hair and freckles similar to mine, which I can only assume went away with time. Merlin, I hope that's the case for me.

She dated other people besides Uncle Harry?

" If I were you I would stick with Dean. Harry's too good for you Ginny." The random brunette told her.

Who the fuck does this girl think she is?

" I know. You're right." I've never seen Aunt Ginny act like this. She would never let anyone talk to her like that.

" Stick with Dean."

" Thanks, Sheryl!" the two girls hugged.

With that, I was transported to another part of the memory.

" I don't want to hear it, Dean!" Ginny yelled walking away from a tall handsome fellow.

" Ginny I'm sorry." He grabbed her hand

" You can take your sorry and shove it up your cheating ASS!" Ginny yelled at the boy and pushed his hand away.

" It was a mistake, I didn't mean for it to happen! I still love you." He pleaded.

" If you loved me you wouldn't have slept with my best friend."

" Sheryl seduced me, besides it's not like I'm the only guilty one. You are totally in love with Harry."

" Don't switch this on me, I wasn't the one who cheated! It was YOU who was unloyal and it was YOU who broke my heart" Ginny had her wand pointed at him the entire time. After a moment she let down her wand and stormed off. She ran down the corridor until she got to the girl's bathroom. There she cried.

The whole scene was enough to get me to tear up.

She locked herself in the bathroom stall at the end of the room. I stood the outside of the stall, leaning down to sit against the door. We both laid back to back on each other with the wall in the middle of us. Hearing her anguish caused a few tears of my own to grace the bathroom floor.

Once she finally came out of the stall, she dried her tears and looked down at her watch. Her head shot up and she quickly performed some sort of cleaning spell on her face but it didn't help her tired eyes. She ran out and down the halls til she got to a big doorway. She took a minute to catch her breath and let herself in quietly.

" Ah, Ms. Weasley. Come in, come in." Professor Slughorn was having some sort of dinner party. She slowly let herself in and made her way to her seat.

I looked around the room and I saw Uncle Harry when he was young. And next to him was my mother! She looks so... similar. She aged well.

I walked up to her to get a better look and I was truly mesmerized, she was everything I had ever heard of and more. For a second I thought I was looking into a mirror, I never thought I looked like her until this moment.

Time to see what a know-it-all she really was.

"Look at her eyes, they've been fighting again. Her and Dean" my young mother pointed out to Uncle Harry but I believe Ginny heard her. I felt her sense of embarrassment with this situation.

" Sorry, I'm not usually late," Ginny said.

Uncle Harry shot up out of his seat as soon as she said that. He was like a little puppy dog staring at her.

She felt her heart skip a beat at his action but still sat down with shame. If Hermione could see her distress, so could everyone else.

She ignored her problems for the rest of the night until the memory shot back to her in her dorm room. She cried herself to sleep and I stood there watching all of it.

I went up to her bed and took a seat. I went to rub her back, but my hand went right through her.

I wanted to comfort her but I couldn't.

I cried with her, feeling her heartache.

I came back to reality and tried to catch my breath, still crying. This memory was a walk in the park compared to Neville but I still felt her heartache in the real world. The need to cry weakened but still lingered slightly

Poor Aunty. I can't believe someone cheated on her. That woman is a saint!

Are all of these memories from people I know?

Maybe it was some sort of project for a class?

I don't have time to think about that right now.

I left the room feeling better than last time, but I still have tears stained on my face.

As soon as I got to my room I did feel the sudden urge to cry again.

Aunt Ginny's emotions must be taking over me.

I held it in so that my roommates wouldn't question me, but they did.

"Rose, are you okay?" Alice exclaimed.

"We heard what happened in DADA," Nova asked

"We've been really worried," Breena added.

I quickly explained the whole situation to the death eater and assured them it was just from my nightmares.

As they all threw questions at me after hearing all the rumors all day, I had too many thoughts filling my brain.

There were Ginny's memories, Albus is Gay, Scorpius wants to be friends, and now I have a madman haunting my nightmares.

For Merlin's sake, it's not even Winter break yet.

We finally all went to bed and I was left alone with my thoughts.

Everything just got way too complicated. I need to sleep so that these thoughts won't torture me, but I wasn't tired. I was up most of the night thinking.

When I finally did fall asleep the last thing I needed came to me.

I was laying on my bed, only it was in a single room. What I imagined the head of private dorms would look like. I laid on my stomach reading a book and had nothing but a t-shirt and undies on.

I was casually reading Pride and Prejudice when I felt a small kiss on the small of my back.

Pride and Prejudice is one of Jane Austen's best books, a story about two lovers separated by class, only to find themselves madly in love with each other. I swear there's more substance to it.

I could feel my shirt riding up against the sheets so it left my back exposed. I moaned at the sudden sensation and looked back to see the owner of the pair of lips that was slowly kissing further and further up my back.

Of course, it was my blonde-haired bimbo.

Once I recognized him I pushed my book away and laid down on my back to face him. I grabbed him by the neck and lowered him down to my lips. We began making out as he laid down on me and ran his fingers through my hair. I could feel him grab a handful of my hair and pull my head away from his lips so that he would attack my neck with his lips.

" Did you miss me Little Red?" He asked catching his breath

" Two days was too much" I replied as he kissed my neck again and I let out an embarrassing groan.

" never again" he made his way back to my lips

We began kissing again and I could feel his hand massaging my breast. I let out a soft moan as he lifted my shirt to kiss my bare breast.

But he quickly got over that.

I could tell by the look in his eyes that this was a man with a plan.

" Lay down at the top" He instructed me.

I moved to his desired position at the top of the bed and waited for his instructions.

He grabbed the book I was reading and flipped through the pages.

" Pride and Prejudice. How predictable." Nonetheless, he flipped through the pages of the book and landed at a spot towards the end, he handed it to me.

Confused, I looked down at the chapter he picked out, it was when Elizabeth and Darcy asked her father for his blessing of their marriage.

I flipped to my favorite part and waited for him. He was kneeling at my feet while I was looking down at him. He had taken off his shirt while I looked at the book. My mouth was watering looking at him. He was so chiseled and beautiful that it was like he was a Veela, using his powers of seduction to enchant me. I couldn't help but sit up and reach for another kiss.

He allowed one more peck before pushing me onto the bed and grabbing me by the leg so that I was laid down completely.

"Read!" He demanded " and don't stop until I tell you to"

While I was confused, I started reading aloud the first sentence I saw.

"Lizzy! What are you doing? Are you out of your senses, to be accepting this man? Have you not always hated him?" I read the excerpt with extra enthusiasm, not at all taking his game seriously

I could feel Scorpius push my legs up and spread them open.

" Scorpius!" I moved my book from my view to the blonde between my legs.

" Keep reading!" He said kissing my thigh. " Or you don't get more"

Finally understanding his plan, I nodded and stared at the first words I saw.

"Or in other words, you are determined to have." He continued kissing my thighs sweetly.

"He is rich, to be sure, and you may have more fine clothes and fine carriages than Jane. But will they make you happy?"

I stopped to moan as Scorpius sucked on my thigh harshly. I knew he was trying to leave a hickey. I was staring at him for a moment but he looked up noticing I had stopped reading and halted his actions.

Not wanting him to stop, I continued.

"Have you any other objection, '' said Elizabeth, '' then you belief of my indifference?" During this time I felt him pull down my underwear. I knew where this was going so I prepared myself to keep reading.

"None at all, we all know him to be proud, unpleasant sort of man; but this would be nothing if you really liked him." At that moment he drove his tongue in between my legs. I almost cried out at the sensation, but I stopped reading to let out a sigh of pleasure.

"Continue," said Scorpius as he went back to pleasuring me.

" I do, I do like him, she replied with tears in her eyes!" I basically yelled this part as I had no control of my emotions, no thanks to Scorpius.

Something about this was undeniably sexy.

It was like I was wearing a blindfold and was more sensitive than ever. Not being able to see him, but being able to feel everything he does was incredible.

I was just reading words at this point and not paying attention to a goddamn thing.

" I love him. Indeed he has no improper Pride. He is perfectly amiable." I moaned out once again and placed my hands in his hair so that he wouldn't move from his spot.

" You do not know what he really is...then pray do not pain me... by speaking of him in such terms." My words scattered as I reached an orgasm and moaned between the words. I pulled his hair harder and started grinding on his tongue. I almost dropped the book.

" Scorp, I'm about to cum! I can't continue. " I pleaded for him to let me stop.

" Cum for me Darling!" He brought his head up for a sec then continued my wave of pleasure.

I came at the sound of his words but he didn't stop licking me.

I could feel tears fall from my eyes at the feeling of being overstimulated. I continued to have multiple orgasms nonetheless.

I pushed his head away from me to stop the chain of orgasms.

" I think I'm addicted to you" he wiped his mouth and kissed me sweetly.

He lay next to me as we were both trying to catch our breaths.

"How was that?" He asked me

" Sensational" I replied still in a climax haze.

He chuckled slightly and sat up to kiss me.

As he pulled away he looked into my eyes graciously. I felt like he was looking for my soul. I grabbed his hand slightly, not breaking our eye contact.

" Your sensational Little Red." He said

After petting my face for a minute he got up and put on his shirt.

I sat up to watch him. " Going somewhere?" I asked

" Yes, you need your sleep"

" It's just a dream, I can do whatever I want."

He said nothing but came right up to me and kissed me.

"I've got to go" he walked to the door and opened it to leave, but before he left he turned to me to speak one more time.

"By the way, I hope you see the symbolism" with that, he walked out the door.

I didn't wake up after that. For the first time since I started having these dreams, I was able to get a good night's sleep.