I am sorry but I have a feeling that I am going to get some big flames for this. This is the 2nd last one in this story. It is a longer chapter and I like this one. I was going to end it differently but I decided to re-right it. I like this way better. It makes it different.

Chapter 10

"Sesshomaru? What's wrong?" she asked him getting worried when he didnt say anytihng.

'Pregnant? She's pregnant?' he thought. He didn't understand. Surly she would have found out earlier if it were his child the last time they had intercourse was 5 months ago. She would have found out by now.He was no master on the female body but he was sure she would have noticed if she was pregnant and she would have told him.

Sesshomaru gazed down at the beautiful woman that was standing in front of him. But yet he could not see the beauty that she held. She was tainted in his eyes. Her first-born would not be his son. He would be damned if he would take care of a child that was not his! Finaly he came up with a desicion.

"Leave." he said not looking at her.

"What? Sesshomaru? Aren't you happy? I am going to be having a child." Kagome knew something was not right. Sesshomaru would have been happy. They would often talk about having children together if they ever got married. So she didn't know why it would make any difference to him if she were pregnant now.

"Happy? How could I be happy? You are tainted! Spoiled. Leave now or would you rather me have someone escort you out of the palace?" he asked her coldly as he stepped back from her.

Kagome couldn't believe what she was hearing. He wanted her to leave. Leave him. He hated her, their child. She thought he loved her. She thought he wanted to marry her, that's why he proposed to her, but obviously she had gotten it wrong. Everything was wrong.

"Sesshomaru…"

"I SAID LEAVE"

"No! Listen to me!" she screamed back at him. She was trying to make him understand what was happening, but what she didn't see was that Sesshomaru only will see what he wants to see and when he wants to. And right at that moment, he didn't want to hear what she had to say to him. " I do not know what you are thinking about me but you must have the wrong idea in your head! This child I carry is yours! I love you Sesshomaru I love you so much and your asking me to leave? Well I'm sorry but you have more responsibilities now! And you have the responsibility to take care of your family wich includes myself and also to your chi-"

SMACK

Kagome was cut off in mid sentence as a stinging blow collided with her face. For the first time, Kagome was afraid of Sesshomaru. He had hit her.

"Do not tell me that it is my child that you carry you whore! You will leave this place and you will never spread any lies about this Sesshomaru. Do I make myself clear?" he said. He did not feel any sorrow for the girl that now had a bright red mark on her right cheek. "You will also not have any contact with my family or my self. Now leave."

Tears streamed down her face. Her love was gone, her sole mate.

Seeing the tears stream down Kagomes face gave Sesshomaru great pain. He did not want her to go. He loved her. But she had betrayed his trust more than he thought was possible.

'I lost one husband, and now him about to lose the other…what's wrong with me?' she thought as she gathered her self together. She had to leave or risk injuring her baby. She didn't know what he would do if she were to stay.

Kagome took one look at his face and ran, ran away from him, from fate, from love. By the time Kagome was in her room she was out of breath and was tiered. Quickly she packed up a small bag of all the things she could sell for money she would need.

Kagome looked around the room and cried her heart out. She was alone in this world again. She had no one she could go to. She picked up her bag and left the room. She ran once again out of the palace and into the night.

Sesshomaru when to Kagome's old room to make sure she had left. She had by the time he had gotten there. He looked around the room to see what she had taken. Which wasn't very much, only a few things that she could carry. He was about to leave her room when something caught his eye.

It was a piece of paper in Kagomes handwriting.

Dear Sesshomaru,

I do not understand why you told me to leave you. I was telling the truth. The child I carry is yours. I didn't want to tell you because I was afraid of what would happen if people were to find out if you married Mly. I only wanted to protect what you worked so hard for. Sesshomaru you were everything to me. You made me so happy even when you drove me crazy. I am hopping that you will forgive me sometime. Even thought I did not do anything to you. I don't feel like I can live anymore, but I. I must for our child. I know I will have a boy. I can sense it. Please help him when he is born. I do not think I will be able to live with out something my heart needs. I remember when I told you my favorite riddle. The one you never figured out. Since I will never see you again I will tell you what the answer is.

I am worse than the devil

I am greater than god

Poor men have me

Rich men want me

If you eat me I am fatal.

What am I?

When you hit me I felt like the answer to the riddle 'nothing' I felt like nothing to you. Please don't try and help me if you have a change in heart. If you find me before I die name our son Key-van. I will be long gone by the time you get this letter.

All my love no matter how much it hurts.

Kagome Higurashi.

By the time Sesshomaru had finished reading the letter he had tears running down his face. He had made the biggest mistake of his life. He lost his love.

For months and months Sesshomaru did nothing but look for Kagome but no matter what he did or whom he talked to no one seemed to have any Idea about where she could have gone.

Months passed and years went by. Sesshomaru was still looking for his love. But there was no sign of her anywhere.

Kagome watched as the months and years went by. She had given birth to a beautiful baby boy just as she thought she would. As planned Kagome named him Key-van.

Key-van was now 14 years old. Each day he looked more like his father. Long silver hair, tall and confidant even though the way he lived wasn't the best way to live. The only thing that he got from Kagome in looks was his eyes'. They were as dark as night.

Every year he asked for the same thing for is birthday. He wanted to see his father. He never got to see him. Ever, no matter what Kagome said to her son he only wanted to know whom the other half of him was like. Kagome made him a deal. On his sixteenth birthday if he still wanted to he could go and visit him, if Sesshomaru believed him of who he was of course.

On Key-vans 16th birthday Kagome was looking for a present to get him. She had saved up as much money as she possibly could and she had quite a lot. She had enough money to get him a decent present. When Kagome left their home early in the morning hopping to get home before he woke up so she could surprise him with his gift she had already mentally picked it out. It was something that she knew that he had wanted. A sword, like the kind they used 300 years ago. He had a weird thing for that stuff.

It was still dark when she left to go to the nearest village to get the gift for key-van. She knew she should have taken something to protect her with but something told her that she would not come to any danger today. She knew it was a good day. But something she didn't know were the eyes that were watching her every move since she walked out of her home.

Well this is the end of chapter 10 i hope you liked it. there is only one more chapter to go...well bye. \\\///\\\///\\\///\\\///\\\///\\\///\\\///\\\///\\\akada///\\\///\\\///\\\///\\\///\\\\///\\\////\\\///\\\///