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Chapter 5 "How could you do this to me?"

Dylan and I just got off the phone, and I just broke our promise. I feel so guilty right now, you couldn't imagine. I'm going to dinner tonight, with someone other than my own boyfriend.

It's probably stupid to feel as bad as I do right now. I shouldn't be reacting like this. I'm only going to ever do this once.

I told him I was going somewhere with my mom. He didn't seem too worried about it, since he knew I wouldn't break our promise.

But, I did. I feel so bad and stupid. I should have told James I had a boyfriend already. But I couldn't do that, with his smile and…

Get a hold of yourself Julia!!! You can't like James as more than a good friend. EVER. You are in love with Dylan, everyone knows that and so do you. Snap out of it!

It was now 5 in the evening. James was picking me up at 6, so I decided to start getting ready.

I put on a jean skirt, which was teased and torn at the edges, making it look used and worn. It also was like a regular jean skirt at the top, and then went into ruffles at the bottom part, going down to my mid-thigh.

I also put on a brown shirt, which had one inch straps on my shoulders that were made of lace, while the bottom of the shirt had sequins, and made it a little more dressed up.

I curled my hair in big, loose curls. Then, I got my bangs, which were to my nose, and put them up with a bobby pin loosely on the top of my head, and the curls hanging down loosely from my head to the middle of my forearm.

I got gold ballerina flats, which had rhinestones on the sides, and put them on my feet. I sprayed some "vanilla" smelling perfume on my neck and wrists, and then was ready to go to dinner.

I just heard the doorbell ring. It had to be James. I got nervous. You know, like how you get on the first day back to school after the summer. I don't know why though…it was just James.

I walked out of my room, and then down the stairs. I felt my feet moving slower once I saw James. He was standing at the foot of the stairs, close to the door.

He was in jeans and orange short sleeve shirt. He reminded me of Dylan, as if I was not thinking about him enough already, with the orange shirt, since orange is Dylan's favorite color and he wears orange a lot.

He was smiling up at me, and then I went back to walking normally again. I smiled back to him, and kept thinking that what I was doing was totally wrong.

Could this be another person that is perfect for me, BESIDES Dylan? No…it couldn't be…could it?

Dylan is the only person out there for me, and I know it. Everyone in this world has only 1 true love, and I had already found mine. I couldn't have 2, nobody does.

We went to dinner at a pizza place downtown that Dylan, Cole, and I always go to a lot, which made me feel even worse than I already was. I just wish Judy were here, so I could talk to someone about how I feel right now, you know?

It was towards the end of the dinner, and we were sitting there talking. He kept acting nervous now, about the time they took up our food plates. He looked like he wanted to kiss me.

That's when it happened. He looked at me, and smiled. Then, out of nowhere, leaned in and kissed me, right one the lips and not just a peck either, a really big kiss.

When his lips were on mine for those 30 seconds, I heard a voice. It sounded like Dylan's that had been in my head all night, but it actually sounded real and louder. It said, "Julia? What are you doing?" in a hurt voice, and I knew what was happening from then on. I parted from James, feeling nothing from what he had just planted on my lips.

I turned to see Dylan, standing there, looking at me like he had just lost his best friend. I looked at him, with a frown on my face, and we stood there silent together. James looked clueless to what was going on, and Dylan looked heartbroken.

I stood there, still as I had ever been in my life, seeing Cole standing in shock behind Dylan.

"Dylan…" I began, getting interrupted by Dylan himself. "You broke our promise. I trusted you, and you just ripped up my heart into a million pieces and stomped on it." He said, his voice shaking with every word that came out of his mouth.

I started to cry. "I'm sorry. It meant nothing." I managed to say in-between my sobs, looking straight into his hazel eyes.

"Oh yah right, a kiss like that had to mean something to you, don't you think?" He said, "I thought I loved you. What happened to Julia, my girlfriend, the girl I love?" He continued, and then walking out of the shop, Cole following after him into the streets of LA.

I sat there, sobbing in front of the whole shop of people who had just witnessed what had happened. I grabbed my purse, and then left.

I left the shop.

I left James sitting there alone.

I went to my house, wanting to never come out. I wanted Judy to be there, for me to talk to about what I had just done.

When I opened the door to my room, there she was, sitting on my bed, looking toward the door.

It was sort of creepy, but in good way. I think she knew exactly what was wrong with me when I walked into the room.