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Chapter 5-Playing For Keeps
So are we playing for keeps.
These days begin and they don't end for weeks.
The next thing I knew I was waking up. I felt surprisingly a whole lot better, considering the amount I had to drink the night before. I quickly remember the events that had occured, as I looked under the covers to see that I was still naked and noticed the bruises on my breasts. Tears filled my eyes, as I remembered the look on Lucas's face, when he put me to bed, he looked broken, his eyes were dark and filled with mixed emotions.
I was surprised that I had remembered everything from the night before, and in a way I kind of wished I'd forgotten. I looked around and realized that I wasn't in my room. I was the spare room; the one Lucas was staying in. But Lucas wasn't there. I looked on the floor and saw a shirt and boxers; I pulled them on slowly as I took in the scent of him. The warm and comforting scent. The space beside where I had sleep hadn't been touched and it looked like Lucas hadn't slept. I opened the door and saw that it was dark outside and the party was obviously over. I decided to go downstairs maybe see if Haley was up.
I turned the corner to the living room, where I saw Lucas watching TV. I watched him closely for a minute, not sure what to say, but also just to watch him. I smiled as he laughed at the television, his perfect smile filling the room. It felt good to see him smile.
"Hey" I said quietly as he looked my way. We smiled at each other, and without even words we both knew what the other was thinking.
I walked towards him, a little nervously.
"How are you feeling?" I asked as I watched her body sway awkwardly in my direction, she was wearing my clothes, and they looked better on her then they did on me, though through my white shirt I could almost see her bruises, and I felt my heat ache yet again. I looked away not wanting to see them.
"Better" she smiled.
I made room for her on the coach, but she didn't sit down. Instead she leant down and hugged me. I hugged her back. Her face was in my shoulder as I felt her cry, my arms holding her from falling.
"I'm sorry," I whispered in her ear.
"Me too," she whispered back.
She pulled out of the hug and sat down on the coach. " I just want you to know, that I'm okay with it," her words confused me, I went to say something but she stopped me. "I know that you don't want to be the guy that sleeps with a 16 year old virgin especial one that's done some pretty stupid things lately and let's guys treat her like crap. And it was stupid for me to even ask you to sleep with me, I mean it just happened, we were caught up in the moment and we just kissed and it escalated. I think it was stupid for me to be mad at you. I understand why you did it, you don't want to be with me and I can deal with that. But thank you, for last night. I… I just… it was horrible," she cried as she covered her chest, feeling her bruises, "But you, you saved me." She said as her fingers fidgeted on her lap. Before even thinking my mouth just began to speak.
"I think I'm falling for you." Her eyes widened.
"What?" she whispered as she wiped away her tears.
"The only reason I stopped things was because I was scared. I have these feelings that I shouldn't have. I didn't want to be that guy, that didn't respect you. I wanted your first time to be special. I left because I think you deserve better than me." I bit my lip as I spilled my feelings. She didn't move, her eyes left mine and stared at the ground. We sat there for a moment both taking in everything that was just said.
"I think I'm falling for you too." She whispered with her face looking at the ground.
I leaned in and with my hands lifted her face, making sure I hadn't just imagined it. But when she looked up at me, I knew it was true.
We smiled slowly as I leaned in and kissed her softly, our lips caressing the others, caring for the others, healing the others. Loving the others. It was a kiss I will never forget. It wasn't wild and passion. It was soft and loving. But to both of us it meant so much. It was perfect.
I stood up and lifted her in my arms as she giggled; I carried her over my back up the stairs quietly not wanting to wake Haley and into my room.
I gently placed her on the bed, as I lied beside her. We starred at each other, just smiling for a minute. Before she leaned in and kissed me hard, with love, lust and want. I kissed her back with the same force. She began to move her hands into mine, she grabbed my hands and moved them over her body. I loved the way she took control. She rubbed my hands over her waist and stomach and moved to her breasts. I quickly pulled away.
She looked at me understanding my hesitation.
"I don't want to hurt you, like he did." I cringed as I felt the pain of the night before come back.
"You won't. I promise." She assured me with a brilliant smile, but I still wasn't sure.
She saw I was still hesitating; she smiled at me, as she slowly removed my shirt from her skin, as I watched her. She placed my shirt on her side, as she slowly took my hands. I look at her little body. It was bruised. It hurt me to see her like this; she didn't deserve this pain, those memories.
We smiled, before I talked, " Can I ask you a question?"
"Sure."
"When you were dating Jake, what happened?" I said quietly, uncomfortable with what I was asking.
"How did you…"?
"Haley told me a little about him." I interrupted her.
"Oh." I looked down and then answered, "Well, we started dating because we met in school and well yeah. We had been dating for a few months and hadn't really done anything, I guess."
Lucas looked at me confused.
"Sexually."
"Oh!" Lucas mumbled waiting for me to continue. I could tell he didn't really want to hear this, but he did what to help.
"Well, one night we went a little further and I noticed him being a little aggressive, and I later noticed marks that he had left on me. But I ignored it, when we would do stuff." I tried to leave out as many details as I could.
Lucas looked down at his feet not sure what to say.
"Well, one night at a party, I was really drunk. I still have trouble remembering some parts of the night. But some of it still keeps me awake at night."
Lucas looked up at me with vulnerabiltiy.
I wasn't sure exactly how to put it softly enough for him not to freak out.
"Let's just say, we broke up when a group of my friends walked in and had to stop him from…" I stopped as I felt tears form in my eyes, but continued, "from raping me."
I cried louder as I said "I still have scars from that night."
I felt anger and pain for her. I didn't understand how someone could hurt her like this, how someone could make her feel this pain.
She looked down and I saw the pain and confusion in her eyes. I placed my hands on her face and titled her face up to me. Where I pushed my face softly against hers.
"I will never let you feel this pain again, I promise you this." I kissed her softly as she smiled .
I looked down at her scars and placed my hands on her breasts gently as I gave them the caring they deserved. I felt her breathing quicken, when I leaned down and kissed her bruises softly. I wished I could take away those horrible memories. I kissed and licked them softly for a moment. She moaned my name, as her body pushed up, I could tell she was getting turned on.
I pulled away, and she looked disappointed, but yet happy.
"Let's get some sleep." I smiled as I reached for my shirt and she let me put it back on her. I gave her one last kiss, before I pulled her close. We fell asleep in each other's arms.
I slowly awoke from my sleep as the sun shined in my eyes. I felt a warm hand around my waist and a smiled formed quickly on my face. I turned quickly over, shoving into Lucas and awaking him as I did. It was my intention to wake him up.
"Oops, I'm sorry." I smiled devilishly. He rolled his eyes, with a radiant smile, as he yawned.
He wrapped his arms around me and began to tickle my sides, I flipped out laughing, and I rolled on top of him and tried to stop him from tickling. When he had finally stopped, we were both out of breath and in a compromising postion.I gazed into his alluring blue eyes as I pushed my face into his and kissed him, smashing my lips into his. I licked the insides of his mouth and felt him moan. I pulled away and watched an astounded Lucas try to catch his breath.
"Well, Good Morning to you." He smirked.
I rolled down back onto the bed, turning and facing him. I lifted myself up so I was facing him directly. He knew something was up.
I held my breath before I blurted, "I want to have sex with you," my eyes never leaving his eyes.It came out a little more pathetic than I thought it would. I saw an unknown look form in his eyes; he smiled for a minute but then went to a serious face.
"Are you sure?" he questioned.
"Yes." I stated, "but if you don't want to then…" I started but he cut me off.
"Oh trust me I do," he beamed, I smiled at him, "but I just want you to be sure, this is a big deal." He continued.
"I'm positive. Trust me, I want to be with you." I said in a suave tone that made him smile widely. He sunk his lips into mine as we nibbled and licked each other's lips. I felt his hands slide up my shirt and I sighed into his lips. I pulled away I couldn't take any of this as I already felt myself become wet.
I sat up and seductively pulled him up with me, I leaned in to kiss him and saw his lips reach for mine, but instead my lips touched his ear, I licked and nibbled on it as I whispered sensuously, " Stand up and take your clothes off for me," I saw him smile and I could tell he liked the way I was acting. He stood up quickly and began to rip his clothes off, I laughed at his eagerness. He threw all his clothes to the side and looked at me with a tempting smile. My eyes surveyed his body and everything about him made me horny, his tall physique, his firm stomach, his budging arms and his perfectly proportioned penis. His face was soft and welcoming as he bit his lip and his messy hair stood off.
I stood up and slide towards his intoxicating body, as his eyes looked me up and down. When I was standing right in front of him, we both just stared at each other with want and need. I reached my hand towards his face, where I pushed his hair to the back as I leaned in and kissed his lips, then his neck and then his chest. I slowly made my way down his body as his head fell back and his hands held onto my shoulders. When I reached my destination, a smile came upon my face as he looked at me anxiously. I then placed my mouth around him and licked and sucked on him. He groaned heavily as I continued. He placed his hand on my head telling me what to do. I felt him become harder and harder. As I continued I felt his hand pull me away.
"You better stop now," he warned, he knew he wouldn't last any longer. I stopped.
"Wow, for a virgin you sure know what your doing." He laughed. I rolled my eyes at him. He sat down on the bed looking at me as I stood up. "Now I want you to take all of your clothes off." He smirked with dominative tone. " And slowly," he finished, his hands playing with the skin on my thigh.
I smiled as she listened to what I said. She slowly began to pull of her top as her body peeked through revealing her aroused nipples and her perfectly portioned breasts, I cringed at her bruises but quickly looked away to her small and firm stomach as her face glowed. She looked at my reaction and smiled when she saw me begin to touch myself, not being able to control myself. She then pulled her curly hair out of her ponytail and it fell to her shoulders as she enchanted me with her presence. She grinned as she slowly pulled down her pants revealing her sexy hips. I smiled as she stopped and looked at me, with an awkward smile. I leaned towards her grabbing her waist and pulling her on top of me. She giggled and groaned as my hard erection rubbed against her thigh. I sat on top of her and kissed her wet lips and then her neck and then her stomach. I made my way to the spot I wanted to please and I pushed my mouth against her feeling her body jump. I knew it was the first time anyone had done this to her. I rubbed her with my hands as my tongue licked her. She instantly became wet, and I licked it all away. I felt her hand grab my hair and push my face closer and I smiled, it felt good and I could tell she loved it. She panted as I continued, I could feel her getting closer and closer and I finally pulled away. I looked up and saw her disappointed face as she panted.
I leaned over her reaching for my jacket, which was hanging from the wall and grabbed a condom. I then sat back on top of her as she still continued to catch her breath. I began to open the package and saw her become nervous, I immediately stopped.
"Are you sure you want do this?" I asked. I saw her smile, and shake off her nervousness.
"Yes." She stated as she grabbed the package from my hand and opened it, I went to take it from her to put it on, but instead I felt her small hand form around me as she pulled it on. We both smiled. I kissed her with love and want, as our tongues tangled. I positioned my body over hers so that she could have the best pleasure. I pulled my lips off hers,
"Now this is going to hurt a little." I whispered making sure she was clear of what to feel.
"Okay." She whispered, waiting anxiously.
"Ready?"
"Ready." She whispered taking one last breath.
I entered her slowly. I felt her gasp with pain as tears slipped down her faces. I wiped them away as I smiled at her. I waited for her to get used to the feeling and when a smile formed on her face we began to move. She wrapped her arms around my waist pushing closer. Our bodies moved together as she placed her head on my shoulder. I felt her breathing hard against it, as her fingers nails scrapped my back. I felt all the pleasure move around my body as I pushed her closer to me, kissing her shoulder and her cheek.
It was a pleasure I had never felt, it wasn't just sex, it was love. As we continued to make love I could fell myself coming closer. And even closer when I heard her scream my name with a steamy voice.
"I'm so close." I whispered in her ear.
"Mmm… me too." She said with an erotic tone.
We continued to move as her legs wrapped further around my waist and I entered her further.
I manly groaned her name as I felt myself explode, as she did only seconds later. I pulled myself out of her as we tried to catch our breath. I got up and threw the condom in the garbage as I walked back to the bed I looked down at Peyton who still had her eyes closed as her chest rose and fell. I lied back down wrapping my arms around her chest and pulling her close to me.
"Wow," She glowed, " I mean wow, that was incredible. Like I thought it was going to be good, but that, that was….. Wow!" she exclaimed as she kissed my shoulder, tasting the salty sweat.
I laughed, "I know what you mean, that was crazy. I've never felt anything that good before." We both smiled as our bodies glowed. I felt her hand rub the inside of my thigh as mine gazed her breasts softly.
"So wanna do it again?" She winked sensuously after only a minute or two.
"Hell yeah." I yelled as I reached for another condom. When we finally got it on, after stumbling a few times with anxiousness, I felt Peyton roughly push me into the bed. She nibbled on my ear as she straddled me. She slowly pushed herself on top of me, I watched the enjoyment come over her face. I pulled her face towards mine and kissed her hard and we began again. I rubbed my hands up and down her thighs as our eyes concentrated on each other. I moved my hands to her breasts as I rubbed them softly and she moaned heavily. We continued to move together, as her head fell back and I kissed her stomach.
"Hey Luke, do you….." A voice said as the door opened. I looked up and saw Haley staring in shock. Peyton didn't move. She turned and faced the wall and didn't move. Haley went to shut the door and leave when she realized something she hadn't in the first place.
"Peyton?" she screamed, she had thought it was some random girl on top of me and that would have probably been better, because the situation we were now in was not going to be good.
I get as far as your door before i get caught.
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop.
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