I dedicate this poem to Nobu:
Although the war has scarred my face
It has also barred my heart
What hope is there for me
In a world where looks are the only dimension
I cannot help but let human nature take over me
For that's what I am-
A mere mortal
May the gods see me as someone
Someone noble- who has given up love,
For that of friendship
My heart and mind dare to dream
That I might find love someday
Sometimes I wish-
Wish that I had chosen looks over friendship
But…through it all friendship is what matters
As I see the blossoming flowers and couples
My heart slowly builds a stone wall
This emptiness
What is it?
No matter what I do
It comes to torture my demented soul
If people would see for once
That behind the mask
There is a great person
I would be forever thankful
As my being travels on
So do I
I shall stay on this Earth unwanted
until I rot away