A/N: None of these characters belong to me. The Cliffhangers belong to the Higher Ground creator, the Outsiders gang belongs to SE Hinton. This is going to be from different POVs again!! Please Review!! I don't like that title " Finding Yourself" Do you guys think I should keep it, or should change it? I would also like any title ideas from you guys!!Thanks!!

Finding Yourself

Chapter 1 - The Beggining

** Sodapop's POV**

"I'm not going!!" Pony yelled and slammed the door.

" Yes you are Ponyboy, I don't know what to do with you anymore!! You going there will help you ok!! Just please....." Darry said. I know Darry couldn't take anymore of this. I could barely take it anymore. Ponyboy has been not the same since Dally and Johnny died. Its been 2 months now. Ponyboy's attitude has been changing, his grades are dropping,and I even found drugs in his bookbag.

" Fuck off!! I'm not going to some ass school for kids with parent problems,and kids who get abused!! I don't have parents!!I don't have a god damn fucking problem!!!" Ponyboy yelled. That sure did sent Darry off. I felt hot tears in my eyes. I hate when one of us admits that we have no parents, it's not a usually thing, but what Ponyboy said was not like him at all.

" It's not just for kids with parent problems!!! It's for kids with drug and behavior problems Ponyboy!! And that's what you have!! So I don't want to hear one more fucking thing about this, your going that's it!!! It might be the worst couple of months you ever had, but you earned it!!!!!"

" I don't have to listen to you!! Your not my fucking father!!!!" Darry looked like he was about to kill someone. He kicked the door and stormed out the house. I heard the car start up. Where was the no fighting promise they made me? Where was Ponyboy? I heard things beening thrown around the room. I got up and knocked on the door.

" Pony?" I said softly.

" I'm not going Soda!! Just please talk to him, I don't want to go!!" He said. The tears started up again.

" I know honey, but this will help you. It's just for a couple of months, well visit and all...." I said through the door. It sounded like Ponyboy was crying.

" If you didn't want me, you should have told me.." I felt as if my heart was tearing apart. I didn't know what to do.

" Ponyboy we have said-"

" Fuck off." I heard him mumble. Just as I was about to say something that I knew would start a fight Steve walked in.

" Yo Sodo,whats-" I hated when he said that, but ignore it. He saw tears in my eyes and stopped what he was about to say.

" What's wrong?" He asked. I didn't say anything, I just sat on the sofa and stared in space not knowing what to say, not knowing what to do.