(A/N: It's been a while. Like I said, this a repost, nothing new except a few spell checking errors. By the way, the reason it's being reposted, is because I saw no point in having two different versions of the same story. This chapter goes to everyone that has a special day in December. My list being as follows: Sump, Spot, Cassii, Mel, Ghost, Sara and Mandy. Anywho, enjoy if you've never read it before, and if you have... well, review anyway)
The gentle breeze sweeps in and out as the tides close by. The moonlight reflects off the pale face of a weary young man. The lonely figure stands completely still as a statue, not noticing the sounds of the night. As the cricket chirps and scavengers hunt among themselves, the figure is situated on the peak of a Massive suite. Watching nature and its beauty, breathing in the sea air, taking a rare moment of pure silence.
...Peace
...Silence
...I'm all alone.
...No one...except for me
It's quite hard to get a moment's peace around here. Especially with that babbling moron Tyson and the bubbly freak Max. I know I shouldn't say such things but, I have a say in my life. How I see things, and...I'm free now. They're great once you get to know them, they're loyal and they make great friends but everyone and everything has their flaws.
And I'm no exception... no one is perfect I've been told numerous times. But then why do they expect me to be perfect? I've been hidden from the real world for too long. His well of lies has run dry. I can see the real world now. I will not be played the fool any longer. He is the cause of my misery and my pain. I only wished for a normal life yet I'm cursed with the one I have now. I have to fulfill several assignments all which I must succeed in. Failure is not an option. If I am to bring happiness then why am I so miserable?
That was the past. I am no longer one of them, yet I still carry the reminder that I was. I am damned to misery for the rest of my life. I cut the cord, I'm free now. Then why don't I feel like I am free? I feel bolted to the ground, helpless. Why can't I get it out of my head? I remember as I grew up I always felt against my nature. I grew up being suffocated. I never had room to breathe. I was always pressured to be the best at all costs. And here I am now. I was a mistake. I shouldn't be here. If this was the life I was meant to live then, may He strike me down!
The main role model in my life: my father. You never knew I even existed, you should've tried harder. You were a pathetic excuse for a father. I hope you burn in hell. It is your fault I am the way I am today! I hate you. Why should you even bother with me? I'm not even worth your time. And you thought the same as well. You never understood me. No one does. I'm all alone in the world. And I will be for the rest of time. I will rise one day to destroy what you created and what you protect most of all. The ones you love most, the ones I dread. One day. That day is soon to come. I will never be what you wanted me to be. You wanted me to be an exact copy of you. I'm free of your grasp now. I am the fallen one.
The moon above hangs in the sky as the stars beyond, the light reveal the pure, untainted white wings of the angel who owns them. His blue bangs brush against his pale face as the wind brushes by. The man is staring blankly at the stars hoping that one day he himself could just reach out and touch them. A dream shared by many others as well.
Max and Tyson seem to be the only ones to pull my strings. Don't get me wrong though they're always fun to have around.Then there's Rei. Now he's a different story. He is the only I can stand. True his joyous mood may get under my skin but there's something he's hiding from us. From the world. He's a mystery I wish to reveal. He's kind, understanding, and supportive and he knows when to shut up. We have a silence that we both understand. He is the only person who is close to understanding me for whom I am. However, that doesn't mean I really trust him. The secret I hold is never to come in contact with human ears. It doesn't seem like this night turned out that peaceful... I relieved a lot of stress, true but not the kind of peaceful I intended. The stars and the moon are the only things that can calm me down. I'm glad I came out tonight but I can't help but feel as if something bad is to happen. I'll just go out for a bit. No one will notice.
The figure taking one last glance at the scenery before flying into the midnight sky.