A/N: Sorry I haven't updated lately. I finished Change!!!**Sniffs** Well anyway on with the story, and oh yeah half of the chapter is from The Outsider's book, in chapter 6. But I did add some other things and changed some other things.

Chapter 3 - Dreaming

** Pony's POV **

** Dreaming **

" Is that guy coming?" I yelled while walking through the burning church.

" The window stopped him." Johnny said behind me.

" Too scared?"

" Naw......too fat"

I didn't laugh. I was too scared I'll drown in the smoke. We stumbled through the church, trying to get through the roaring fire, and falling cinders and embers. We finally found the kids and began dropping them gently out a window. While we were still trying to get the last of the kids, Dally was standing outside the window yelling at us to get out of there. Pieces of the old roof began falling.

" Get out!!" Johnny said while shoving we toward the window. I leaped out, but grabbed Johnny's hand trying to get him out. I about had Johnny out but someone was tugging him in the church. I tried to see what force was pulling Johnny inside. It was me. There was another Ponyboy in the church pulling on Johnny's jacket. I stared into my twin's eyes. They were filled with hate and anger. I tried to hold on Johnny's hand but the force inside was too strong.

" Johnny, No!! Hold on!!" I yelled using my two hands now to try to get Johnny out of the church. My hands were wet from sweating from the heat. It was hard for me to hold on, even Johnny's hands were slipping. Everything seemed to be in slow motion while me and Johnny's hands slipped away from eachother. Johnny was pulled into the burning church by me. While I was trying to get him out also.

" No!!!" I yelled while the church roof clasped.

** End of Dream**

" Johnny!!!" I woke up screaming. It was hard for me to breath.

" Ponyboy what happened? Are you ok?" Sodapop asked me. I realized that I was still in the car. Darry and Sodapop were both staring at me. I looked away. I felt tears in my eyes but brushed them off immediately. I didn't want them to see my crying. I wanted to cry, to cry into Sodapop's arms. But I couldn't....I wouldn't. I wanted everyone to leave me alone. I leaned back in my seat and closed my eyes visualizing my dream again. I felt cold but I was sweating real bad. I could hear Darry and Sodapop whispering to eachother.

" I can hear you" I snapped. Sodapop and Darry didn't say anything for the rest of the car ride. I felt the need to go out and get high. To go get drunk with Tim and Co. But I remembered where I was heading. To some school called Mt. Horizon in Canada. In the middle of nowhere.