A/N ~ Some of this chapter might be confusing cause it is from J.C.'s POV. Ok here are some notes, J.C. hates his uncle and aunt. The only time his uncle noticed him was when he beaten up JC, JC is a cutter but not a strong one, he usually gives away the pain by drugs and getting into gang fights. Some of his gang buddy names are Antonio, Pep,T.J., Skit, and Guy. JC hates his brother, your find a secret about his bro later!!His bro's name is Shawn but everyone knows him and calls him Dawg, yes that is a name that everyone calls him lol!! Well on with the story.and don't think this story is jus about JC, we cant forget about the reason why I wrote this, for the love of the Outsiders!!! hehe













Chapter 6 - My Fault

** J.C.'s POV **

" Good, I'm not gonna be the only newbie." I thought to myself.

The kid looked to be my age. Peter started to tell use the rules about Horizon. I didn't care about that shit. I was half listening anyway, I wasn't gonna stay here anyway. I'm gonna pack back my things soon and hitch hike out of here back to California and live with the gang. I wasn't going to live back with my shity uncle and aunt. They were the ones who agreed that I should be here. I shouldn't have got caught. It was Skit's idea of breaking the windows of the church, It did sound like fun though. I think someone squealed us out. Lucky Skit got juvy for awhile, but I was sent here. I'm gonna beat the shit out of Skit when I get a hold of him again, I thought I saw him laugh at me in the court room when they pronounced I was going to Mt.Horizon. Skit is died....

" .........searching your bags" I heard Peter say. I jumped up suddenly, but he didn't notice. I have my blade, my cig's in my bag, my other drugs and I knew he'll take them away. I will have to get it by him some how!! I would do it now but my fuckin bags are in back.

" Damnit" I muttered. Peter looked at me and gave me a warning look.

" and no cussing" he said. I rolled my eyes and pulled my hat down lower covering half my eyes. The ride wasn't that long then I thought it was cause soon I saw a signed that said welcome to Mt. Horizon.

*** Ponyboy's POV ***

Did he say that he was gonna check my bag!!! I had my journal in it!! My other cig's!! I had to hid it from him somehow, If I don't have a cigarette within 4 days I'll just die!! There is not telling how long I will stay in this hell hole!! I had to run away, I had to get away from everyone!! I saw a sign that said " Welcome To Mt.Horizon " I felt disgusted, I didn't want to be here. I wanted to cry, I wanted to scream, I wanted to be home, I wanted to be watching Mickey Mouse with Two-Bit.......I would do anything to have the way things back again. I felt as if everything was closing on me. I knew I had to get this guilt out of me, it is getting the best of me.

" It's your fault......" I heard a voice in my head. I shook my head trying to get that voice out of my head. If I listened carefully it sounded like Johnny.......no maybe Dally. I stared out the window hearing the voice over and over in my head.

" It is your fault Ponyboy Curtis......" I muttered.



A/N: What did you guys think?? A little of JC and a little of Pony!!