I know I posted up the last chapter yesterday but you deserved an update since it took me so long to update the other chapter. Its short I know but it gets down to the point. Well… This is it. The ENDING. Enjoy.
Present Day
"C'mon Lia…please." Dean pleaded for me to open my eyes… Sorry I rushed that part of the story it's just that times running out.
So, now to bring you to the actual present. I stand here beside Dean with Ail on the other side of him, watching him torch my body. I can feel the heat of the flames as I stare at the bright orange shapes engulfing me. There's no pain anymore, the fight is over, the only feeling a comforting warmth stirring up inside me. I've been dead now for a good three days. Turns out that death was the only way to escape the situation. I'm sure you'd do the same if it were you… luckily its not.
Dean was able to see Ail and my spirit for a little while, that was by my choice. I needed to tell him everything was okay and thank him for not breaking his promise.
If you feel sorry you should really feel sorry for him, listening to two girls argue wasn't exactly the high light of his year. At least before I died he didn't have to hear us argue since the arguments were all in my head. There hasn't been one minute that went by where Ail and I weren't arguing about who's fault this was.
"Stupid bitch."
"Hey you should have given up and given me the body. We wouldn't be getting burnt if you did."
I can see the flames turn my skin a blackish color, making it fall to the floor beneath it. I cant even begin to imagine the smell that Dean is experiencing right now. As a ghost I have no sense of smell, no sense of taste either. I've burnt dead peoples bones in the past, all of which had a sickening death smell that came along with the job, but a fresh body burning right next to you mustn't be so pleasant. With each ash that falls to the floor I can feel and see both Ail and I slowly disappearing… I'll be gone in a few minutes.
"We? You mean ME. I'm the one getting burnt."
"Like it or not but I took care of that body just as much as you, warning you and shit."
"Ail… shut up."
Right now I feel horrible, Dean's face is so…empty. He's right though, soon or later everybody is going to leave him. I guess that's his curse, just as Sam's curse was his gift and my curse was myself. I imagine after this he'll go find Sammy, tell him what happened and beg for him to come back to the job. I feel for him, his family ripped apart by fate and his only brother left him to continue a life interrupted. My family is completely dead, ending with me and yet I feel sorry for him. You can see he doesn't like to be alone, and I don't mean sexually. I guess there's always that fear that in this line of work if you fall in a battle no one will know, the fear of dying alone can be scary in many ways. But now I rather die alone then die with Ail.
Still in these last moments on earth I cant help but wonder what my life would have been like if I had opened my door that day, if I had just walked out my room to stop my parents arguing. There's so many things I wish I could go back and change, things I wish I took for granted. Like my parents, like Trent. I guess everything changed with him, talk about a turn for the worse.
It's warmer now and I'm transparent. My body is almost nothing like I never existed. I do appreciate the fact that I went into this profession though. I know for a fact that I existed because of it. A lot of people go through life being of no importance, no one remembers you. A question of if you went through life unnoticed, do you really exist? See I know I'll be remembered, by those families I saved, those people I helped. One of the many perks of being a hunter.
I know I shouldn't be but with the sands of time slipping away I'm scared of what's after all this. What waits for me at those pearly gates. I hope he's there… I miss him so much. I can almost see him standing there waiting. Ail on the other hand will go somewhere else, somewhere where I'd never see her dumb ass again. If we're lucky she'll just vanish.
I guess what I'm trying to point out by telling you this is you shouldn't always play it safe, it just might be the mistake that leads to your demise…
Just a few more seconds…my times done here…
I was right… Trent is waiting for me…
END
Okay that's it, she dies. Sorry if its not what you wanted but I had the ending dead set since I began the story. Hope you enjoyed. Please Review.
