Disclaimer: I do not own anything that J.K. Rowling wrote, although i wish i did. i don't own any of the orginal characters. I also don't own the lyrics to the song Ocean Avenue, because Yellowcard obviously owns that. enjoy :)
Will or Won't?
Harry was thinking back on all the great times he had had with Ginny. He remembered when he was still in school and he'd go down to the lake with Ginny. They'd spend their whole lunch hour there, talking about whatever they wanted, not caring what the rest of the world said about them…
There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both sixteen and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night
He remembered breaking up with Ginny in her sixth year, and getting back together with her when he'd gotten rid of Voldemort. They'd walk in the park together and they'd play quidditch together, they'd do everything together…
There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both eighteen and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night
Harry didn't want to leave Ginny and all their memories. If they had to they could run away somewhere. Nobody could hurt Ginny if they didn't know where she was. Harry was hoping desperately for this to be true. He wanted to be with Ginny - just wanted to be with her so much…
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let you waves crash down on me
And take me away, yeah
Harry had been waiting for the day his training was over so that he could go back to Ginny. He had been dreaming about the day since the first night he had slept in France. He couldn't just let her go. Not now - now that he was so close…
There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep I dream and it gets me by,
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight
Harry knew Ginny was waiting for him. He knew she wanted to be with him. He'd do anything to be with her. But slowly, he began to understand that Monsieur might be right. It would be for Ginny's own good…
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let you waves crash down on me
And take me away, yeah
But Harry couldn't forget how sad Ginny had been when he had left. She had asked him if he'd ever be back. He thought he would be, but now he wasn't so sure…
I remember the look in your eyes,
When I told you that this was goodbye,
You were begging me not tonight,
Not here, not now,
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise,
We'll be together for one more night,
Somewhere, somehow
Harry knew what he had to do. He didn't like it. But he had to save Ginny. If she was with him than she would already be marked for death. Everyone he had always loved had died. He had to let go of Ginny. Maybe someday, when he had gotten rid of Voldemort's supporters, maybe then they'd be together. Maybe then…
If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let you waves crash down on me
And take me away, yeah
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Harry walked into the unfurnished room. Monsieur was already there. Harry sat down quietly on his cushion and faced the old man.
"You have made the right choice, Élève," Monsieur told Harry.
Harry didn't even want to think about what he was going to do. It made him sick to his stomach.
"Are you ready, Élève?" Monsieur asked Harry.
"I'm ready," Harry answered in a hoarse voice.
He went through all his memories of Ginny, thinking it would be the last time he would ever recognize her. The last time he'd remember her, and Ron, and Hermione…
As a tear rolled down Harry's face, he whispered inaudibly, "I love you, Ginny."
A/N
How did you guys like this? I know I haven't updated in a while, and I'm really sorry, but I've had so much work. But I promise there is more to come. I'm trying to write a lot before the summer starts because I'm going away for a while.
Please review and tell me how much you liked. :)