AN: sorry for the delay with this chapter, i've been distarcted by 'Wicked' and Idina Menzel in general lol thanks again for the feedback and ideas :-). There will defernatley be at least one more chapter before Christmas maybe more depending on life.

Chapter 14 - Together

Sara opened the door and crept into the kitchen where Catherine was stood at the sink washing up. Sara walked behind her and wrapped her arms around the blonde women.

"Leave it, that's why I have a dishwasher" Sara whimpered into her ear

Catherine smiled and turned in Sara's arms to face the brunette leaning in the kiss Sara sweetly on the lips

"Whatever you say"

"What was that you'll do whatever I say" Catherine laughed

"Baby I'll do anything you want…."

"Oh yeah?"

"Yeah…… I like this side of you Sara. This playful flirty side" Sara claimed Catherine's lips as her own. When both women needed air Sara released Catherine's lips and looked into her eyes

"Well all I can say if you think this is playful you haven't seen anything yet…….."

Catherine smirked raising an eye brow "I hope that's a promise?"

"You can have it put in writing if you'd like?"

"That's not necessary I'll take your word for it"

Sara took Catherine by the hand and led her to the living room where she sat on the sofa pulling Catherine into her lap

"Cat I've been thinking about when you go back to Vegas"

"Me too I can't imagine not being with you…."

"Well that's the thing, I think I should come back to Vegas….. Just for the weekend……. I think I should see Grissom….. Introduced him to Lizzie and also that means I get an extra weekend with you….. I mean if you want me too?"

Sara was scared when Catherine didn't reply immediately. She was panicked that she had upset Catherine by mentioning Grissom. Catherine soon saw the concerned look on Sara's face.

"Sar I think that's a great idea, we need to face the Grissom issue, the longer we leave it the worst it's gonna be and the longer we leave it the more we'll worry about his reaction. I'd love you to come back to Vegas with me. I want to spend as much time with you as possible"

"Thank you Cat for being so understanding…. I know this is gonna be hard for you…… but I promise you I'll do everything in my power to make it as easy on you as possible"

"Sara it's not gonna be easy on either of us. But I don't want you too make it easy on me and take the pain for both of us. This is US now" Catherine locked their fingers together "WE do this together"

"I love you" Sara said pulling Catherine into a tight hug

"And I love you"

The pair clung to each other for a long time. Catherine began to worry at Sara's silence as she looked up at Sara she saw a lone tear role down Sara's cheek, raising her hand to Sara's face Catherine wiped the tear away and kissed where the tear had fell, tasting the salty residue left behind

"Baby what's wrong"

"nothing…."

"Sara!" Catherine said in a warning tone

"It's just sometime I can't believe this is real……. That you are real, being here with you. Holding you, kissing you. It's all I've wanted for so long and sometimes I just feel I don't deserve this. I don't deserve you."

"Sara look at me" Sara looked down at Catherine's brown eyes "I'm here…. I'm real and you do deserve this, you deserve to be happy and for as long as I make you happy I'm yours…… all I am is yours"

"Thanks Cat I know I keep doing this, but I'm so overwhelmed and no matter what I do I can't get over it. I have everything I want right now….. I have the life I never thought I'd have……. I have you"

"You do have me and I have you….."

"Forever and always" Sara added

The pair sat in silence for minutes just content with holding each other close, feeling the closeness. Knowing they had each other and nothing else seemed to matter in the world at that moment…….. They had each other and that was all they needed.

Sara broke the silence

"I think we need to sleep…. Come on" Sara said pushing the women gently from her lap and holding her hand tightly, leading her upstairs. When they reached the landing and stood in the space between the guest room and Sara's room neither women spoke…… both knowing what they wanted but too afraid to rush the other. So there they stood facing each other.

"Well goodnight Catherine" Sara said placing a kiss on Catherine's forehead

"Goodnight Sara" She replied placing a kiss on Sara's lips, lacing there fingers together. Both women stood holding hands looking into each others eyes.

"Well………. I'll see you in the morning" Sara said pulling her hand free from Catherine's

"yes…." Catherine said as she kissed Sara once more before they departed ways. Each going into opposite bedrooms.

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Sara stood with her back against her door

'Why…. Why……Why? I want her so much, why can't I just tell her, show her how much I need her. What she does to me with one kiss…… with once touch……..with one look'

Sara was disturbed from her thoughts by a knocking at the door. She took a deep breath and opened the door. Knowing exactly who it would be. Before she had change to fully open the door, she was knocked back by the force of Catherine's body pressed against her. She tried to breath but found it difficult because Catherine's lips where attacking hers. She felt her body react out of pure desire and she kicked the door closed pushing Catherine against it never breaking the kiss. She fought to get control of the kiss and pushed her tongue into Catherine's mouth massaging her tongue with her own. Both women moaned in union.

As Catherine felt Sara's tongue enter her mouth she knew she needed her. She tried to fight back and get control back but Sara was too good, she now had Catherine pinned to the door with her thigh between Catherine's legs. Catherine moaned into the kiss and began to grind herself against Sara's leg trying to get as much contact where she wanted it the most.

As they kissed Catherine's hands roamed over Sara's body feeling every inch beneath her hand. When she reached the hem of Sara's t shirt she stopped her movements and looked at Sara for permission. The look on Sara's face sent a shot of pure lust straight to her core as she saw the look of pure lust and need in Sara's eyes. With that she knew she had the permission she desired.

"Sara I want you…." Catherine spoke huskily into Sara's ear, taking the lobe into her mouth and biting gently

"I….need you….now…." Sara said between pants, as she tried to control her breathing

Catherine pulled at the t shirt and pulled it over her head. She couldn't stop the moan escaped her mouth as she unhooked Sara's bra and let it fall to the floor.

Sara not wanting to be outdone brought her hands to Catherine's pants opening the buttons and pulling the zip down. Catherine hadn't even realised what Sara was doing as she took in the sight of a topless Sara Sidle stood before her it wasn't until she lost the view of Sara as she knelt in font of her and pulled down her open pants. Catherine Stood still with Sara stood before her trying to get the pants free

"Cat I need your help here"

Realising what Sara meant Catherine lifted one leg at a time to allow Sara to remove her pants. Sara placed her hands behind of each of Catherine's knees and brought them up Catherine's thighs slowly until she came into contact with Catherine's red satin panties. She stood up facing Catherine, leaving her hands on Catherine's ass.

Catherine couldn't take it any longer and the next couple of minutes where lost for the pair as they both fought to get each other naked. When they where both free of all clothing. Both women stood before one another taking in the sight in front of them. Both completely lost in lust.

Sara realised they where both still stood near the door took Catherine's hand and led her to the bed.

The next hour was a blur for both women as they explored each others bodies feeling, kissing, biting, sucking every inch of each others bodies.

Sara lay on her back with a naked Catherine sprawled across her chest. Catherine's body was limp against her with the occasional tremor that ran through her body that Sara felt as if it was her own. She looked down at the blonde hair sprawled across her chest and looked at the body lying on top of her. The room smelled of sex something Sara had never been fond of but she smiled as she took in the sent. Knowing it was her and Catherine made everything feel right

"Hmmm" Catherine whimpered as she placed her head higher on Sara's chest so she could look up at the Brunette

"Sara that was………. Amazing. I've never felt that way before I've never had so many orgasms I can't say I believed in multiple orgasms, but you sure as hell just proved me wrong"

Sara could help but smile

"I can't believe everything we just did. I've never done that before but everything seemed to fit. We fit together so well it's like………. never mind"

"No….. what you thinking come on Sara……… after everything we just did now you go all shy on me?"

"it's like my body was made for you…….. To make love to you…… it just felt like it was meant to be….I know it's so corny but it just felt so right"

Catherine crawled up Sara's body and kissed the brunette softly, letting her lips linger

"I know exactly what you mean…. it felt right……. Everything about it"

Sara kissed the blondes forehead and pulled the covers over them both. Tightening her hold around Catherine's body.

"I'm glad you're here. I mean sleeping with me……. I mean sleeping in my arms"

Catherine laughed as Sara explained herself

"I'm glad I'm sleeping in your arms too…….and I'm also glad I'm sleeping with you……… although so far there's been no sleep involved"

"Well come on then we better get some sleep I have work in 5 hours and my body has had quite the workout so it needs rest"

"Oh baby you ain't seen nothing yet" Catherine said as she kissed Sara's cheek "Goodnight baby"

Sara smiled "Night Cat"

The pair stayed in the same position as they relaxed into blissful slumber.

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I didn't wanna go too smutty and break any rules...

Thanks for reading :-)

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