A/N: You people should feel blessed. I have three songfics running through my mind, and yeah... so I'm gonna get them all out hopefully they all be finished by Friday or Saturday.

San/Mir Songfic.

Disclaimer: Don't rub it in, I don't own Inuyasha, I don't own Blue Rodeo or their song Bulletroof.

I wonder if this is a good title, considering there are no guns in the feudal era, but hey!

Bulletproof Miroku's PoV

I clasp yet another women's hands in mine, and out of the corner of my eye I can see Sango glaring at me. I hate this, but she has to know she can't become close to me, the more I try to push her away the greater my feelings become. I've seen her trying to push me away as well, we both know, we have feelings for each other, but I don't want to see her hurt, and Sango doesn't want to be hurt again.'

The women slaps me after I ask my question. Ow, that hurt almost as much as when Sango slaps me. Almost.

Tell me one more time again
Just like I didn't hear you
Like I don't know what's going through your mind, I do
I play the same game too
I know it's hard to stop
Even when you want to

"Houshi-sama?" Sango asked concerned, "Are you all right?"

Walking beside her, I smile, "I'm fine," I reply as I reach for her butt.

SLAP

Ah, now another slap mark lies on the other side of my face.

"Let's stop for the night," Kagome says quickly.

"Kagome, I'm going for a walk I'll be back in a little while." Sango says. She walks away with Kirara bounding after her.

Meanwhile back at camp. Kagome has settled into sleep, and I'm waiting for Sango to come back.

Suddenly an apple is chucked at my head. "Ow!" I look up. Of course, Inuyasha had thrown it at me.

"Bouzo,' he growled, "Go get her, she's crying!"

My eyes widen, "Which way?" I ask.

Inuyasha points to my left. I race through the trees, The clouds part and moonlight shines upon Sango's angelic face, I see her face is tear stained.

Now the moon lights up your face
And I can see you're crying
You never liked me to see you cry, it's true

Sango's crying? I wonder why, she rarely cries, and when she does she hates me seeing her. The emotional state she's in, I'm surprised she can even mention Kohaku and smile at the same time. But the thing is, I do the same, I've had my fair share of tears, I'll admit it, but I sure didn't want anyone to know.

"Houshi-sama," Sango cries, "Do you know how I feel?" Tears stream down her voice. "I love you," she states to the ground she's sitting on.

I've done some crying too
The hardest part about it
Is trying to hide it from you

Now I feel tears starting to well in the corners of my eyes. Not good, she loves me. Part of me wants to cheer, the other half is incredibly saddened at the thought of how we can never be close.

It must be great to be so strong
Never needed anybody's help to carry on
But we're so scared of the silence and the tricks that we use
We're careful and we're cunning, but we're easily bruised
I don't want to lie about it
I'm not bulletproof

I wish I didn't need her, I want her though. conflicting emotions battle within my soul. I can never ever, ever, want to be apart from her, but not only I'm I afraid for her, but for myself. I'm not gonna lie, another reason I don't want to lose, Sango either. That's kind of selfish though. If I ever lost sango it would be horrible, but I think I would make it if we didn't get close. Yeah, right, as much as we try to push each other away we'e more close than ever.

Well I finally found the way
To hide from all your glances
Til the waiting game we play is through
I can, but what's the use
When all I really want to do is hide out with you

The next morning our game will begin again, me pretending to look for someone to bear my children, while Sango pretends not to care. The game will continue, when I'll I want odo is hold her in my arms, to wipe the tears of her face. I feel so guilty, I made her cry. My heart says to go and comfort, but my mind knows better. Even so I find myself sneaking closer.

It would be great to be so strong
You never needed anybody's help to get along
We're so scared of the silence and the language that we use
Yeah we're careful and we're cunning, but we're easily bruised
I don't want to kid about it
I'm not bulletproof

I approach her carefull, sitting down beside her, I look into her eyes, "I'm sorry,: I state.

"For what?" She asked. I can't believe this, I'm apologizing for...

Tell me one more time again
I guess I didn't hear you
I don't know all the secrets that you keep inside
I tried the same thing too
But they all come pouring out of me when I'm talking to you

I tell her I'm sorry for everything, and I hoe she'll forgive me. She looks up at me, chocolate brown eyes reflecting confusion. "Why are you apologizing Miroku?"

That's it, she dropped my title, meaning she wants me to answer her truthfully.

"Because," I start.

It must be great to be so strong
You never needed anybody else's help to carry on
But I'm not waking up each morning with forgiveness I can use
No I'm careless, and I'm cruel, but I'm still easily bruised

I have to tell her, I can't lie anymore, can I? Why hide it? It's not like this game will ever end. Not unless I end it.

I'm so tired of lying about it
I'm not bulletproof
No, and I'm not going to lie about it
I'm not bulletproof

She's waiting patiently, but I can see her confusion turn to hurt when I don't answer. "I'm sorry," she mutters turning to leave.

"Wait," I say grabbing her hand. "It's because, I love you,"

Now it's her turn to be silent. I wait, a little more patient then she as, her expression changes from hurt, to shocked to... loving?

"I love you toom Miroku," she says planting a kiss on my cheek. I pull her into a hug.

She rests her head on my shoulder. "We should get back," I say. No reply. I look down, Sango's fasat asleep, I smile. "Inuyasha!" I call loud enough for him to hear but not loud enough to wake anyone else up.

He comes quickly, and nearly ffalls on his face when he sees Sango. He looks at me strangely, "Did you finally do something right? Or did you poison her?"

"I would never!"I eply. Wanting to hit Inuyasha.

"Relax. Bouzo," Inuyasha says, "I can tell from her face that she's happy, and wasn't forced."

He then leaves ssaying he'll come back in the morning.

While poor Sango's gonna have a rude awakening. I think while resting my back against the nearest tree, falling asleep.