Hey guys. I am so sorry that I haven't updated in like forever. My computer was being mean and decided that I can't log in to Fanfiction or any of my emails so long story short I am now paying my mum $2 for every hour I use her laptop. She says it's to make up for how much I cost her growing up. Yea that's it I will try and update as soon as I can. I am so sorry for the long wait.
Jades pov.
(School is over and its Christmas break.)
It's been two weeks since I decided to put my walls up. Unfortunately I haven't been able to put up wall around my friends, so I only put my walls up around strangers or people I don't like. I am still living with Sikowitz, which is great, but my dad will be coming home from his business trip in two days so I'm not looking forward to that. I have let go of my feelings for André. I have seen him staring at tori so many times its not funny. So I've decided to try and get those two together. Also lets not forget Cat and Robbie.
I have one more problem I remember most of my memory, which is great. I realized I use to hate Tori but she has helped me so much during this, lets call it healing process that I have decided to treat her like a friend. I still hate her sister though.
I still know nothing about Beck, which pisses me off! He is so aghh I cant even say he looks at me its like he's worried I'm going to get my memory back and I'm not going to like what he did to me.
Moving away from Beck. Christmas is coming up and we are going to have a party at Sikowitzs house. The girls and me are going to go shopping soon. Then we are going to help Sikowitz set up the party.
"Jade, come on I want to go shopping" yelled a very enthusiastic Cat.
I get up from the couch say good bye to Sikowitz and hop into the backseat of cat red car.
" Hey Tori, hey Cat" I say while buckling my seat belt.
"Hey" they say in response.
We spent an hour in the mall till we found the perfect outfit for us.
(On my profile)
We went back to Sikowitzs house and started to put up decorations making it look Christmassy.
We got changed into our outfits in my room and came out to see the guys on the couch drinking eggnog. (What is eggnog by the way?)
As we walked over to the other couch the guys noticed us and smiled, well Beck while André and Robbie were sitting there with their mouths open staring at Cat and Tori.
"Lets get this party started!" squealed Cat.
I started to devise a plan on how to get Cat and Robbie under the mistletoe. I started to look around to get ideas when me eyes landed on Beck. He looks really good. I thought. I had this urge to run my hands through his hair to see if it's as soft as it looks. No jade, bad jade do not think like that. I took a calming breath to rid my head of these thoughts.
As I was brought back to reality I saw Cat just a few steps away from the mistletoe and Robbie talking to her. I started to smile thinking this was going to be easy.
I started to walk towards them and 'accidently' tripped forcing Robbie and cat to move towards the mistletoe and bingo right underneath it.
Everyone looked up and together we all started chanting one word.
"Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss" after what seemed like forever Robbie grabbed Cat and started to kiss her. We all started to cheer as the kiss got deeper and Cat started to respond.
All right one couple down and one to go hey where's Sikowitz going. I noticed that Sikowitz was trying to sneak out the door. As he was outside I ran over to him.
I was right behind Sikowitz when I said " Hey Sikowitz where are you going."
I learnt that night that if you want Sikowitz to jump and squeal like a girl all you have to do is surprise him.
He turned around and looked sheepishly at me while rubbing the back of his head. " Ahh jade I was just getting some fresh air." He replied nervously.
I raised my eyebrow and put my hand on my hip and did an "mmhmm" of disbelief. He sighed than drooped his shoulders.
" Alright I guess I cant fool you, I'm going to meet this lady I've been seeing these pass couple of days." When he finished explaining I gave him a hug. I pulled back and said" Don't worry, go see her and ill take care of everyone here" I showed him one of my rare smiles.
" Bye" he said running off. I laughed at his childness and walked back inside to see everyone dancing.
It was then I noticed that cat and Robbie were dancing together and Tori and André dancing under the mistletoe. I started to smile again and yelled, "Hey tori and André time to kiss"
Everyone looked at me then at Tori and André. And started to laugh at Tori's bright red face and start chanting " Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss."
Andre then grabbed tori and kissed her. She responded immediately. I started to smile and then realized Beck was next to me smiling as well. As I looked up at him I realized everyone was chanting the word 'kiss'. I started to frown and then I looked up and saw to my horror a mistletoe. Why the hell are there so many mistletoes. I looked back at Beck ready to tell him we don't have to when he suddenly grabbed me and kissed me.
I felt so many emotions go through me as well as memories.
I started to remember how we met, how we became a couple our first fight, many happy memories and more fights, then our breakup.
He didn't come for me. He didn't open the door. He didn't come for me. He didn't open the door. He didn't come for me. He doesn't love me. Those thoughts swarmed through my head as we broke apart from the kiss.
As we broke apart I looked up to him and I felt tears building in my eyes then I said the first thing that came to mind " Why didn't you open the door?" I said quietly. He asked me to repeat what I said. He was starting to smile until I screamed, " Why didn't you open the door!?"
I ran past him and the others and threw myself onto my bed and started to sob. I felt my heart breaking into a million pieces again. All I remember was Becks shocked face as I ran away from him.
I hoped you liked it I will try and update sooner the outfits for the girls are on my profile. Please tell me what you thought also how many people would like a Becks pov of what happened.
Thanks for reading