"Amanda stop it!" Alex pleased. "what do you want this time? just get to the point"

"Ok Alex. as you wish. just let me ask one more thing. Do you tell them about my secret? or you kept that for yourself, too?"

"Amanda, i think that you know the answer to your question. I give you my word and I always keep my word. I told you that I will take my time before I tell them and that is what I plan to do. You said to keep it secret for at least 7 days and I promised you that I will keep it for at least 7 days. Now, get to the point."

" I got your result back. You were right. Thank you for trusting me. I would regret it if I had you drugged. But I am surprised that you haven't shared it with Nikita yet. You told me but you didn't tell it to your mentor, to your big sister? what's wrong with you two anyway?"

Nikita looked really angry. she couldn't believe it. Alex had trusted Amanda with her secret. she had kept her out of that. She was losing her little sister, her baby girl. She was in such pain and she had to remain calm, she had to hold her tears back.

"i guess that you really enjoy seeing people getting hurt" Alex noticed while she stared at Nikita trying to apologize with her eyes. " I didn't trust you with my secret ,Amanda, I took my chances. I needed to remain clean and you were the one with the drugs, I had to make my mind and take a decision. I told you and you didn't let me down and I thank you for that. And there is nothing wrong here, you don't have to look for your little scratchs on the surface because you are not going to find any. I haven't told Nikita about it because I was too busy trying to deal with your mess,Amanda. I trust Nikita and I always trust her. Are you going to tell us what you want or this was a social call?"

" I want a favour Alex. Hae you confirmed my story or you need more time? I don't expect you to accept the truth easily. I know that it's painful for you but you had to know."

" Amanda I did my research don't worry and I don't need time. Your story was confirmed but this doesn't change anything. I will always choose Nikita over you. Always and ever doubt for that. "

" I know Nikita means a lot to you. I get it. I just want a second chance with you, Alex, to make things right"

"Then stop trying to hurt the people I love the most" Alex shoutted at Amanda.

" Fine. Give me a reason to do so. Meet me face to face. I will pass you your medical results and we can talk about everything" Amanda suggested.

inside the operation room noone can talk. there was only silence. everyone looked surprisily at Amanda picture except from Nikita and Alex. the two women looked at each other.

Nikita was the one who broke the silence. "How do we know that this is not a trap for yours Amanda? How do we know that you are not going to hurt Alex once again?"

Amanda smiled at Nikita. " I guess that you don't, you would have to trust me. But Alex will know because mmmm she knows my secret and because we are going to meet in our place. But if you are so worried abut her Nikita, you are more than welcomed to join us, if that is okay with Alex"

"heey. Nikita of course and you can come if you want to" alex said turning her face to find hers mentor one. "Amanda when?"

"in an hour. see you there guys" amanda applied quickly and she switched off her camera.

Alex walk quickly out of operation room and headed to her room in order to take her gun. She knew that Amanda won't try anything stupid but it couldn't be sure. She had to take precautions. Nikita after a while standing in the operation room trying to understand what had happened, ran after Alex and she caught in the armory.

"what the hell was all that about, Alex?" shouted angrily. " She knows one of your secrets? Amanda knows something that none else does and you are not worried about it? the truth is too painful ? What is her secret? yours place? you have a place with Amanda? you will choose me over her? what is going on? or this was a "destroying our relationship in order to save you" plan? ALEEEEX just talk to me!" Nikita was so angry and worried that she started shake alex's hand and turn her violently so that she can face her.

Alex was in shock. She has never seen before nikita so mad at her looking for the truth so desperately. she decided to leave her gun n the table and hugged nikita trying to make her feel more comfortable.

"relax nikita" Alex whispered in nikita's ear. "I got you. Everything is going to be just fine. I will explain everything to you, everything. But you need to give me some time, please Nikita, I can't even admit to myself my secret and certainly not amanda's secret. It's too painful to handle these when I think that I lose you Nikita. And of course I will always choose you over Amanda, over me, over anything. I love you too much. But if I have a chance to make Amanda stop this war and make you safe again I will take it. She wants a second chance, I want you and everyone else to be safe. So now please let's go meet Amanda and try to make a truce with her and then I will try to explain you everything." Alex hugged Nikita with all of her power and kissed her softly in her cheek. She noticed that Nikita had left some tears to fall down and used her hand to wipe them. "Just rememeber Nikita that I care too much about you. No matter what you are going to see or hear, just remember that I love you".

the two women packed quickly their staff and started their way to the meeting point...