" Amanda happened" Alex cried "Michael, please, make her understand that I don't believe any of what I told. Please, Michael. Just bring her back here." Alex pleaded. "Sean, how are you? how is our baby girl?" Alex asked and gave him a little smile.

" We are fine. We miss you." Sean replied.

" I miss you, too" Alex said.

Michael ran after Nikita and he found her in the training area excersing her fists.

" Nikita...'' he started.

" No Michael, don't say a word. I heard enough" she said.

" Don't be silly. This is what Amanda wants. She wants you to give up on her. She wants her to suffer." Michael tried to reason her.

" You heard her Michael. She hates me. I killed her family, I made her kill Tom, I killed Daniel, I am the reason why she might die. This girl out there should hate me" Nikita shouted.

" She should, but she doesn't. This girl turned herself into her worst nightmare in order to save you. She doesn't hate you, she loves you and right now you torture her worse than Amanda. Don't give up on her, Nikita. She needs you" Michael said.

" She was honest. She believed every single word that she said in that video" Nikita cried.

" No. She didn't. She was your mole, Nikita. She lied because this is what she must have done to keep helping you. Live the lie until it becomes your life. She put her life in that hell to help you and she knew that she was going to die, she knew that but she tried to stay alive not for herself but for you, to help you get revenge" Michael said.

"Let's go back inside" he added " she needs her family".

" I destroyed her family!" Nikita yelled " I am the reason she has suffered so much pain in her life"

" She doesn't think of you like this. She loves you, Nikita. She cares about you! What the hell Nikita? what's wrong with you? She might get herself killed in order to keep you safe and you act like this. She defeated millions of time Amanda's mind games to protect you and you can't stand by her side? She might die out there with this crazy bitch and you have just turned your back to her" Michael yelled angrily.

" What am I supposed to do? Forget that all of this ever happened?" Nikita said.

" Ask her, because she has moved on. Don't do that to her right now, Nikki. You are killing her!" Michael said.

" I am sorry.." Nikita whispered and ran out of the training area

Back in ops...

"Alex, Alex! I am sorry" Nikita yelled.

" It's ok" Alex whispered but something in her voice gave her away.

"No. It isn't. Alex, I know when you lie to me." Nikita asked nerviously.

" It was too easy, Nikita. She got you too easily. You were ready to doupt about my feelings for you. Maybe she is right. " Alex replied calmly.

" What? No! No! Alex please don't do that. Yes, I admit it that she got to me too easily, but not because I don't love you or care about you, but because I can't believe that you still love me. You should have hated me, Alex, every normal person would have hated me. I have caused you so much pain and I don't understand how you can forgive me every time, how you can still care about me. I am just surprised. I am sorry, Alex. I don't deserve you." Nikita cried

" I never doubted about your love, Nikita. Never. Not even when you shot me. But when you doubt about me, that hurts, and it hurts a lot and I am getting tired of that, Nikita. I am not a normal person, don't expect normal things for me. I have my reason to love you and care about you. You are my family and that is not gonna chance, no matter what. It is time for you to forgive yourself for the past, you need to hea yourself. If you can't defeat Amanda's mind games, just tell me in order to prepare myself for the continue" Alex said.

" I am sorry, Alex. I really am. I am with you on that, Alex, all the time, no matter what" Nikita said and smiled softly.

" Did you doubt about Alex's feelings?" Sean asked in disbelief. " She loves you so much that you can even imagine it, Nikita. She is being tortured because she loves you. She might die because she loves you and you doubt about her feelings?" Sean added.

" I am sorry" Nikita whispered.

" Alex, to be honest I love Nikita, but right now, I don't really understand your request. Why I should kill you if you hurt Nikita or anyone else and not kill Nikita when she hurts you like that?" Michael asked

" MICHAEL SHUT UP! NOW" Alex yelled but it was too late.

" She asked you to do what?" Nikita and Sean asked together.