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Sebastian still couldn't believe what was going on in his house today. When he saw the other boy standing in their living room he tried to act as casual as possible. He didn't want Blaine to know the effect he still has on him even after almost a year. He still thinks about the other boy at least once a week and it's stupid. Really stupid. He's a seventeen year old boy. He should go out and have fun. He does go out though, but he doesn't have much fun.

For a while he thought that he was finally over him, but he couldn't be more wrong.

Sebastian and Blaine never even really dated. They simply went to the movies as friends. At least that's what Sebastian liked to think. He could lose a friend. It won't be the first time.

But when Sebastian realized that he couldn't forget Blaine, he figured that Blaine was a special friend. Nothing more.

It's kind of embarrassing when Sebastian thinks about it. He used to come up with excuses and apologizes in his head to get Blaine back with him. He always watched Blaine walk around in his cute outfits. Sebastian immediately noticed when the bowties disappeared and were replaced with a tie or when there was nothing tied around his neck. And you couldn't say that he was complaining about it.

He was complaining about something else though. When he saw Blaine hanging out with Kurt Hummel for the first time. How the two boys were holding hands in the hallway or how they stole a quick kiss when they thought no one was watching. Sebastian only knew his name because he's one of the students that a lot of the football players talk about. Especially after what happened with Karofsky.

When Kurt Hummel left the building Sebastian knew that 'Klaine' wasn't going to last for much longer. When Blaine and he had their thing, Blaine couldn't stand to be alone. He wanted to be around Sebastian the whole time. Sebastian used to think this was annoying, but now it's the thing he misses the most. Sebastian was right though. Kurt and Blaine broke up. And Sebastian couldn't do anything when he saw his ex-best friend walking through the hallway and looking like he hadn't slept for weeks.

Sebastian noticed when Blaine started hanging out with this new guy. Sam Evans.

But Sebastian Smythe wasn't jealous.

And now today Blaine was here again. His Blaine. Only that's not true. He's the one who told Blaine to leave. He's the one who wanted this thing between the two of them to stop. It's his fault that he's been feeling empty inside these past few months. It all sounded so fucking pathetic. It's just a boy, but it's not.

Not for Sebastian.

Not that he'll ever admit it aloud. It took him months to be honest with himself, but he can't be honest with anyone else. As soon as you share your feelings with someone else your life is fucked. Everything will end badly, because that one person will always know that one little secret about your life. Or in this case, a pretty big secret.

Even when Sebastian and Blaine used to hang out Sebastian never talked about his feelings. Blaine always told Sebastian about his personal life and Sebastian had acted like he didn't care.

0.0

Sebastian and Blaine always watched television together on Saturday night. Blaine's parents were never home and the two of them could use some time on their own. Secretly Sebastian enjoyed it just as much as Blaine did. Whenever the smaller boy made a cute little sound while watching the movie a huge smile formed on Sebastian's lips, but this smile disappeared quickly everytime Blaine locked eyes with him. He wasn't always fast enough though.

"I saw that, you know." Blaine smiled softly. Blaine was lying with his legs over Sebastian's lap and his body as close as possible pressed against Sebastian's. Sebastian didn't seem to complain at all and this gave Blaine every reason to hold Sebastian even tighter.

"Saw what?"

"That goofy smile!" Sebastian shook his head a few times to distract Blaine from seeing the huge smile that was back on his lips as soon as Blaine looked at him. "It looks cute." Blaine's cheeks blushed a shade of pink when he realized what he'd said and he buried his head into Sebastian´s neck and impatiently waited until Sebastian answered with something like: "I'm not cute." or "Fuck you." but Sebastian remained silent and Blaine was kind of worried about that. "Seb?"

"Hmmm..."

"What are you thinking about?" Blaine asked softly, but for Sebastian it sounded like Blaine shouted those words right in his ears. He can't tell Blaine what he's honestly thinking about. When you say I'm cute it actually makes me feel good. The words in his head make Sebastian feel sick. He can't be this close to someone again. He can't.

"It's not important." Sebastian answered and even though he was sure that Blaine wanted to know more, the smaller boy didn't push him. He didn't say anything and returned his attention back to the television. At least for the few minutes that Blaine could actually focus on one thing.

"I really like this, you know. I- I really like you."

"Wh-what?" Sebastian asked surprised, but deep down he knew this. He only hoped that he'd never hear the other boy say it aloud.

"I- I love you, Seb."

Sebastian stared dumbfounded at the boy next to him on the couch and softly pushed him away and of his lap. Sebastian stood up and walked towards the hallway where he grabbed his coat. Without saying another word he left a miserable Blaine behind. As always.

0.0

Sebastian still regrets that one moment in his life. He doesn't regret breaking up with Blaine or ignoring him. Blaine is better of without him, but he does regret walking away after Blaine had told him those important words. And the only reason he walked away was because he was scared. Sebastian had always told himself that he would never walk away from his fears, but he'd failed.

"Dinner is ready!" Sebastian stood up and left his room. He didn't notice Blaine coming out of his room only a second later.

"Tell us something about yourself."

Blaine and the Smythes were all sitting around the kitchen table, eating whatever it was that John Smythe had made. It was definitely something that Blaine had never eaten before, but he'd liked it a lot.

"Well… uhm… I guess I'm in Glee club." Blaine said hesitatingly.

"Your father told me about that, yeah." John informed the smaller boy, who locked eyes with Mr. Smythe for a short second before he took another bite of his food. "He told me that you're one of the best singers he knows actually." Blaine smiled at that. He really liked the thought of his father talking about him with other adults. Especially compliments. Blaine loves compliments.

"Th-that's nice." Blaine said, still a little bit unsure.

"Anything else you want to share? Any other clubs you're joining? I mean you don't have to tell us, but Sebastian here probably already knows as you two go to the same school." Mr. Smythe rambled as he looked at both his son and Blaine. Sebastian simply shrugged while Blaine thought about it for a bit.

"You're senior class president, aren't you?" Sebastian asked, but he was pretty sure. He'd known since he saw Blaine writing down his name on that stencil hanging in the hallway. He didn't know that he would get a partner though. A very good looking partner, but there was no need to be jealous.

He and Blaine are over.

"Uhm.. yes. That's right." Blaine couldn't stop the blush that formed on his cheeks, but both of the other males decided to ignore it or didn't notice. "And uhm… since today I'm part of the Cheerios too." Blaine said and he watched Sebastian's reaction closely, which was exactly what he'd hoped for.

Sebastian's eyes widened and Blaine knew that the other boy was picturing him in one of those cheerleaders uniforms that all the Cheerios wear at McKinley. He did the right thing when he decided to put some other clothes on in the hospital.

"Seriously?" John asked surprised. "Your father never told me you werd interested in that."

"Oh… well. I never really told him either." Because I'm not interested. As soon as Sam and his plan is done he'll quit that club and never take any demands from Sue Silvester again. He really couldn't stand that woman. "He found out today though... but-" Blaine stopped himself there. He knew he could trust these two people, but he couldn't say it. It was too early for that.

"I understand, Blaine. We understand. Right Sebastian?" Sebastian didn't answer immediately, too deep in his thoughts to even notice that his father was talking to him. Blaine in a Cheerio uniform. Jesus fucking Christ. That is so fucking hot.

He finally noticed his father a few seconds later when the older man threw some food in his face, which made Blaine smile softly.

"Dad!" Sebastian said annoyed as he cleaned up his face with a napkin. "Why did you do that?"

"I asked you a question, Sebastian." Mr. Smythe said, but he couldn't keep a straight face. The moment John heard Blaine laugh he lost the battle and joined the other boy. Sebastian glared at the two of them and left annoyed the table.

"And I thought you were the adult here." Sebastian muttered before he picked up his plate and cutlery and made his way out into the kitchen. Blaine amusedly shook his head and maybe he checked out Sebastian's ass when he walked away, but when someone brings it up he would never admit it.

Blaine woke up way too early the next day. It wasn't even 5 am yet, but he couldn't go back to bed after he went for a pee. He decided that he could get some homework done until he has to go downstairs to go to school. He was pretty wrong though, because he couldn't focus.

Yesterday evening after Sebastian had left; Blaine and John had a little talk and Blaine told him everything. When he started he couldn't seem to stop and yes Blaine regretted most of it. Okay he didn't mention whatever happened between Sebastian and Blaine, because that was something between Sebastian and him, but he did tell John everything about coach Sylvester and about his father. And Blaine was impressed at how interested and caring the other male was, because he kept asking questions.

A few hours later Blaine finally walked down the stairs and was met with an already awake Mr. Smythe. Sebastian didn't follow much later and the three of them ate their breakfast in silence. At least until John broke the silence and turned his attention to the curly haired boy.

"Blaine, you're sure you want to go to school?" Mr. Smythe asked sweetly, but Blaine seemed surprised by the question.

"Yeah, sure. Why not?"

"Okay, okay, okay. And you know why, Blaine." But John didn't mention it again and happily said goodbye to Blaine and Sebastian when they walked out of the door to go to school. Blaine immediately walked to his car and he really didn't expect Sebastian to do the same, but when Blaine unlocked his car he saw Sebastian opening the passengers door and step inside. Blaine frowned, but didn't say a word as he himself sat down on the driver's seat. He didn't drove away immediately though, he slowly turned to Sebastian who shrugged.

"I don't want to walk." Sebastian said grumpy and even though Sebastian didn't look at him, Blaine knew that he wasn't planning on stepping out of that car. Blaine laughed softly and amusedly shook his head before he started the car.

"You're insane." Blaine said, but he kept his eyes fixed on the road the whole time.

"Shut up."

"No." Blaine said and Sebastian simply shrugged. "You don't have a car?" Blaine asked and he stole a quick glance of the other boy. Sebastian immediately looked away.

"That isn't any of your business."

"It is if you want a ride every morning." Blaine said seriously.

"Why? Got anything to hide?"

Blaine didn't answer immediately, he was too busy with not driving into a bus that abruptly stopped not far away from his car as he softly cursed under his breath when he had to step on the car brake a little bit too quick and fast.

"Maybe…" Blaine eventually answered with a small smile on his lips. "You have no idea what I do in here."

"Just drive." But also Sebastian was trying to hide his smile that was creeping on his lips. When Blaine finally parked the car Sebastian immediately reached for the handle, but when he heard a soft click he turned around. Had Blaine just locked it?

"Blaine…" Sebastian warned, but Blaine wasn't impressed.

"Seb…" Blaine breathed softly as he leaned back against the backrest of the chair and closed his eyes in enjoyment. He didn't miss how Sebastian watched him curiously, but he didn't show the effect it had on him. "Relax." Blaine said softly, but Sebastian wasn't having any of it.

Blaine knew that whatever was on his mind right now was probably the stupidest thing ever. When he was still with Kurt he wouldn't have even thought about locking someone up in his car, but ever since he's been hanging out with Sam, he'd changed.

If you want something you have to go and get it.

With Sebastian it was different though. Sebastian and he needed to talk, but now when the two of them are sitting in the car together in comfortable silence it felt like there is nothing to talk about. At least Blaine thought it was comfortable.

"Just open the fucking door, Blaine!" Blaine signed deeply before he unlocked the door and Sebastian immediately opened it and stepped out of the car. Blaine watched amusedly how some students looked surprised at the car. At Blaine's car, where Sebastian just stepped out of. As soon as something comes into Blaine's head it won't go away. Even if it wasn't the smartest thought he'd ever had, before he could stop himself the words were rolling out of his mouth.

"I love you too, babe!" Blaine shouted playfully before he stepped out of his car too. He didn't miss Sebastian's 'Fuck you." in return, but Blaine thought it was worth it. He'd always loved joking around with Sebastian and that will never change.

For a short moment Blaine completely forgot about his broken arm and his bruised eye. That was until he met Sam by his locker.

A/N: Thank you so much for reading. Please let me know what you think? You guy's response has been amazing! I simply had to continue.

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