A/n: Hi guys,

Thanks again for all the reviews, alerts and favorites. Sadly some more drama will happen before the two of them get back together...

I'm really happy that this many people are interested in this story and want to read more. Thanks for that.

Anyways without any further ado I'll bring you guys chapter 5.

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Party

- One week later -

"Sammy? Sammy!"

"Yeah?" Sam smiled widely at his friend, who claimed not to be that drunk, but could barely stand on two feet. It was kind of funny to see his usually controlled friend, dancing around like some idiot.

"You- you remember the football guy?" Blaine asked in a whisper, acting like Sam and he were discussing a crime.

Sam amusedly shook his head. Of course he remembered, but even he wanted some fun sometimes.

"That guy, you know. Who kept staring at me! He's so tall..." Blaine breathed in Sam's ear and the blond haired boy laughed loudly. "The one with the most beautiful green eyes and oh God- those eyes, Sam, have you seen his eyes? They are so fucking gorgeous."

"Yeah- yeah. What's with him Blainers? And do I really want to know?"

"Of course you do, silly. You always want to know everything!" Blaine exclaimed and Sam could do nothing more but agree.

When the New Directions kids decided it was time for another party everyone immediately agreed. Obviously it was nice to party once in a while even though the memories from the last party weren't the best for most of the kids. It was still a good opportunity for them to get to know each other.

That everybody talks and meets in Glee club doesn't mean they really know each other. When you're drunk you don't hide anything. You don't give a shit and show everyone the real you, well maybe a little bit an over the top version of it, but still.

Sam didn't expect Blaine to drink this much though, especially after what happened last year with Rachel. He figured that Blaine had a rough time at home, but he didn't really thought that Blaine would be the kind of guy to drink to forget. He always kind of figured that he was the kind of guy who did everything on the responsible way.

Clearly he was wrong.

"Tell me, dude. Now I'm curious."

"I- I love him." Blaine said dreamingly, but Sam didn't seem impressed. "No, seriously. One day we're getting married and adopt the most adorable children."

"Dude, relax. The two of you don't even date."

"We used to." Sam frowned slightly, not expecting this at all. Blaine is a good looking guy and all, and it's definitely not so that Sebastian is too hot or too cool for him, but he'd never even see the two of them talk let alone kiss or do something that couples do. "And we will."

Sam was quiet for awhile, trying to figure out what to say. He soon reminded himself that it didn't really matter what he says, because Blaine will forget most of this night anyway. He shrugged and stared deep in his friend's glassy eyes, he soon saw that something changed in those eyes. He almost looked sad.

"I told you he wants you, but I have no idea what you're all talking about right now." Sam told Blaine finally.

Blaine sighed deeply and ran his hand though his hair, most of the gel was gone by now and luckily Blaine was too drunk to notice. Sam couldn't handle buying some gel on top of keeping an eye on his friends. It's not that he was forced to be the responsible one for the night, but also he didn't have nice memories from his last parties and he didn't want to repeat any of those. Especially not around his friend.

"I have a plan." Blaine said suddenly as he playfully rose his finger, following the movement with his eyes carefully. For a second it looked like Blaine was in a total different world, but when he opened and closed his eyes he was back in present, slowly locking his eyes with his friend's.

"So do I. We're going to my place."

"Actually, that's not possible... I need to go to- uhm, to a friend's house."

Sam hadn't asked any questions. He did suggest to bring Blaine to his friend's house and when the smaller boy had declined he had forced the boy to sit in his car. Blaine wasn't gonna drive himself whether he liked it or not. He's drunk and his arm is still broken, earlier today the two of them had gone to the hospital to replace the cast.

The drive was silent and Blaine ended up falling asleep with his cheek pressed against the window. Sam was relieved when he woke the other boy up half an hour later and it looked like the sleepy boy sort of sobered up. Some of the words he said still didn't make much sense, but he'll ask for an explanation next Monday. Sam frowned slightly when he took in the new Blaine. This Blaine wasn't excited and jumping around, but was having trouble getting out of the car. His bottom lip was locked in between his teeth and Sam had to resist the urge to lean forward and made his friend stop hurting himself. He didn't want things to become uncomfortable around the two of them. Especially now, Blaine needs him. And let's be honest for a second. Sam needs Blaine just as much.

The two of them hugged tightly before Blaine walked to the door, if you could even call it walking, and Sam stepped back in his car. He hesitated when he saw Blaine closing his eyes and sliding down against the wall until he was sitting on the ground. All in him told him to go back to his friend and ask him what is going on. He had heard somewhere that drunk people always tell the truth. But that wouldn't be fair to Blaine. The curly haired boy had been keeping secrets for him these past few days, ever since he'd broken his arm. Even though he really wanted to know what was going on, he knew that he had to wait until Monday to ask him about it. He has enough information to start a very interesting conversation anyway.

Sam looked back one more time and was relieved when he saw the other boy creeping into the house.

Blaine had enough alcohol for the day, but Sam could use some right now.

It took a while before Blaine steadied himself enough to walk up the stairs. He almost wanted to walk to the kitchen first and grab a beer, but maybe he was sober enough to understand that that wouldn't be a good idea. He wasn't sure what he was going to do, but when he saw that Sebastian's door was opened, his feet decided for him. Blaine couldn't think straight, some of the alcohol was still playing with his mind when he was standing in the doorway.

Sebastian and he hadn't talked for a whole week, not since their conversation in Blaine's room. Not after Sebastian had walked out of Blaine's room after calling him B. Blaine hadn't understand why such a small word could make Sebastian ignore him, but then again, that one same word, or name, made Blaine's heartbeat sped up every time he heard it. His eyes burned when the tears escaped, with only the alcohol to blame.

He silently cleared his throat and stared at Sebastian for a good ten seconds before he finally opened his mouth.

"Uhm… Sebastian?" Sebastian was lying on his bed. His legs were spread across the sheets and a biology book was lying on top of his head. He hadn't read a word in it yet, though. He didn't care about the test coming Monday. Not now.

"What." He didn't mean to sound mean, but he was tired and really wanted to be left alone. It's not that he could make Blaine cry, because when Sebastian removed the book from his head he saw that Blaine was already crying in the doorway. His hair was a complete mess and his clothes looked gross and wet. "Had fun?"

Blaine didn't answer the other boy. He simply shrugged and looked way too serious for a drunken boy.

"I know that you don't want to talk… but-" Blaine stuttered quietly, which made it almost impossible for Sebastian to hear.

"But what?"

Sebastian wasn't sure what to expect from this Blaine in his house. The Blaine who has been drinking with his friends, but when he saw the tears slowly rolling over his housemate's cheeks he couldn't be mad or even be a little bit annoyed.

"I need you… I need someone- something." Blaine cried out abruptly. And for a minute Sebastian could do nothing else but stare at Blaine with wide eyes, and he also started to well up.

"Come on, Seb." Blaine begged as he stepped forward and sat down next to Sebastian on the other boy's bed. "I've been trying. Believe me…. And I thought that may-maybe if I never see you again I could forget…- you. And I was so close, Seb. So fucking close, but now you're here and I'm here and…-"

"Blaine, how drunk are you?" Sebastian asked concerned.

"Does it even matter? I would never be able to say this when I'm sober." Blaine whispered and his cheeks blush a shade of pink, and this made Sebastian smile a little bit. Blaine always looked adorable when he blushes, but this smile faded away pretty quickly.

"Maybe that would have been better." Sebastian signed.

Now that I know you need me just as much as I need you I will never be able to move on without you.

"But Seb… I- I…"

"Blaine, you should leave." Sebastian breathed as he buried his head in his hands. He needed to be the adult for a minute, because Blaine couldn't think straight. He was drunk and when this gets out of hand Sebastian will be the responsible one. Not Blaine.

"Please, Seb! I'm begging you!"

"I– I can't!" Sebastian shouted and he some part of him wanted to hit Blaine, he needed the boy to stop talking to him and to stop being around him, but this was Blaine they were talking about. He would never be able to do that.

"Why not?" It were only two words, but Sebastian never liked those two words. Why does everyone always want an explanation? Why can't they just move on with their life. It's not like it's depending on it, it's not depending on what Sebastian thinks or has to say. Sebastian inhaled deeply before he faced Blaine again.

Why not be honest for once, right?

"I'm scared okay!" Sebastian shouted as he watched Blaine's reaction closely. Blaine's eyebrows lifted up and his mouth opened in shock. Blaine was quiet for a few seconds. He knew that the other boy didn't like to have feelings, let alone talk about them, but drunk Blaine simply couldn't give up this fast.

"No one has to know!" Blaine lied. He didn't want to keep it a secret. He didn't want a repeat of last time, but it's better than nothing.

"You're serious, B?"

B. Bee. Even now when he's crying it still makes him smile.

"I need someone close to me, Seb. Especially now." Sebastian didn't know exactly what was going on in Blaine's life at the moment. He knew the most important things. He was way too busy with acting like he didn't care about him these past few days to ask, but seeing him like this broke his heart. Blaine is going through whatever he's going through with his father and there is no one here for him.

"Please, Seb. One last kiss. That's all I ask." This was the first time Blaine said something this evening that actually sounded confident and sober, a little bit at least. And for some reason it all made sense in Sebastian's head. Blaine needed someone close. He needed to know that he's not alone. It's the least he could do for Blaine. With one last shaky breath he leaned forward and cupped Blaine's cheek. With his thump he sweetly wiped the smaller boy's tears away.

"You're sure?" Sebastian asked and a small nod was all he needed to know before he pressed his lips against Blaine's shaking ones.

There was no rush. They simply sat there with their lips locked and it should have been awkward, but it wasn't. Both their hands recognized every single part of each other's body when they slowly moved up and down over their backs, arms and necks.

After a minute both of them pulled away at the same time and Blaine reached forward, and before Sebastian knew what was happening, he was pulled in an unexpected hug. Blaine sobbed softly in Sebastian's shoulder and even he let everything go. Sebastian had the hardest time comforting the other boy in his arm, while controlling his own emotions, without saying a single word.

"Thanks." Blaine sobbed quietly as he pulled away.

"You're welcome, Killer."

Blaine smiled and walked out of the room. He could feel Sebastian's eyes on him this whole time and even after six months it still made him feel warm and fuzzy inside.

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