Liet is going to talk to the blini bastard. His boss is totally expecting him to handle the border negotiations by himself. It's like insane. That moron is totally crazy if he thinks it's a good idea for Liet to be anywhere near that bastard not to mention alone.

"I like don't want you to go." I stand next to the door my arms crossed.

"I have to." He folded up another shirt. "I'll be back tomorrow night."

"What if I go with...?"

"Isn't your boss after you to finish that paperwork?"

"Yeah, but I could like, do it on the train and then I'd be there to help you."

"No." He looks up. "Poland I can't let someone else handle my negotiations for me."

"Liet, he's not sane, yeah. What about what happened in January? He's like still after you. What if he gets like even more crazy and locks you up again?"

"He wouldn't." He looks away. He's seriously not as confident as he sounds.

"Liet couldn't you like have England as a moderator? Or go with Latvia or Estonia? I'm sure they totally need to…"

"I'm going to be home tomorrow night, the next afternoon at the latest. I swear I will call you before the meeting and when it's over," He takes a breath. "Poland, I can't keep relying on you and the others. I have to do this."

I hug him, "I'm like sorry. I know you have to do and stuff. I just don't want to lose you again.

He takes my hand and presses it to his lips, "I'm coming back."

"Stupid, Liet. Like why are you trying to make me feel better? You're the one that's scared of the blini bastard, why are you so calm."

"Because if something does happen I know you'll be there," He says it with total certainty.

Half an hour later he gets dressed. A deep green shirt that is totally pretty with his eyes, slacks and a suit jacket. I kiss him holding on tight until we hear the taxi. He puts on his coat and wraps a deep blue scarf around his throat. The snow is lighter today. He walks down the path to the taxi turning to wave me. I bite my lip as he does. He gets into the car and is gone. He's gone. I can't seem to move away from the door. It's like my brain is seriously mad at the rest of my body because I can't stop looking at the place he disappeared from. The wind shifts on me and I finally slam the door.

My brain isn't mad it totally hates me today. I don't want to think about the last time I saw him walking away in the snow like that. That time he didn't come back. I run into our room and hug his pillow. Breathing deeply I catch the scent of shampoo, soap and his skin. "I like totally don't understand you. Why do you trust me so much?" I cry for a long time. It starts to hurt after a while. My stomach and chest are cramping. I must be a complete mess.

I lie back on my side of the bed. Liet isn't the only one having seriously bad days. I look out the window and I can feel the cold seeping into my skin like I was lying on the snow covered ground again.

"So what is it? Russia has like a thing for you or something?" Liet and I were on our way to Warsaw. It was like one of the last strongholds we had. With the loss of Vilnius and a bunch of other cities in his place Liet and his soldiers had to run back here. I was totally scared it didn't seem to matter how many battles we won or like how many soldiers we took down Russia just kept sending more. Unfortunately the only other emotion I had at the time was anger.

"Stop talking," He was having trouble keeping up. Liet was already totally exhausted but he wasn't going to give up either. The loss of our boss had seriously weakened us. Ever since he got caught the factions were like totally set one screwing each other over. So much for common enemies.

"We like just need to make it back to Warsaw," I told him. "You can get some rest and then we'll totally figure out something."

We started running. It was totally stupid considering the cold and how tired we were. It was just that there was like this weird feeling. Like, the devil was totally about to show up. Then poof there he was. The blini bastard in all of his grossness. That seriously creepy smile on his face and a lead pipe in his hand. Liet tried to stop me but I wanted to like bash his teeth in. I pulled out of Liet's grip and lunged at him. Liet tried to help when he realized I seriously going through with it. I got in a couple of hits but then I slipped on snow. I felt the crunch as the blini bastard hit my head with a lead pipe. It was seriously not helpful to my mood. When I managed to open my eyes my vision was blurry at the edges and my head was swimming. Liet had this look on his face I had never seen before. It was so funny. He was saying something but I couldn't understand. I think I told him that he looked silly but I'm not really sure. I saw them disappear into the snow and then I passed out.

After the third partition I woke up to a really bad headache and Prussia's ugly face. Wish we had cut it up when we had the chance. He was just so totally happy to tell me that I was going to work for him and Austria until I totally faded away. They had made sure that my country was gone from the map and that my name was erased from history. I should have like faded. I didn't.

I should have totally fought harder or tried to pull some sort of trick to help Liet. Back then though I totally thought he would be ok. Even though he was with Russia I wasn't like worried or anything because it was Liet. Liet would totally find a way out. He always had.

But he didn't. I wouldn't see him again for over a century.

Thanks for reading. I'm not sure how much I like this story or at least the order of the chapter. I might be reorganizing it in the future. Also if anyone is good at titles drop me a message. I could use some help with that.