Hello minna, this is my new story and this WILL go on. Sorry for those who have read my earlier story and wanted it to continue but I had writers block. I know, I just started it yesterday and I already have writers block. Makes me wonder how i am going to continue this one.

Anyway enjoy~

Disclaimer- I own nothing! (If i did Aria and Luce would still be alive with Yuni)

My name is Lily (yes i like this name a lot) I have long dark blue hair that reaches my knees and my eyes are a shade lighter than my hair.

I grew up in an orphanage near the outskirts of the town, I say orphanage but it was more like hell for me, all the bullying, the verbal abuse and loneliness almost broke me. The reason for all of this was beacause of the incident which got me in this hell- hole in the first place;

It was a sunny, warm afternoon when me and my family were sitting down for lunch. The setting was pretty ironic for what was going to happen though.

Anyway, as we were all finishing, me and my big sister went outside. My sister's name is Rose and like me she has blue eyes. Though while my hair was midnight blue, her's was golden.

After going to the back yard we heard a gun shot as a man with torn clothes and messed up hair broke open the front door. My sister immediatly hid me in the hollow of an old oak tree (I was 5 then so i was able to fit somehow) and she hid herself up in the branches of the tree.

A few minutes later we heard more gun shots and my mom screaming. Then another shot and she was quiet. The worst part of it was that i was able to see some of the living room through the window, the once white carpet was stained a deep red and i felt like throwing up.

Mom and dad were dead. I kept repeating the words over and over in my mind, they were dead, dead. I was about to faint when i heard footsteps coming closer with the sound of harsh breathing accompanying them.

I stayed as still as i could but it was too late. He looked at me and knew I was there, he laughed maniacally and pointed the gun at me.

Just when he was about to shoot, my sister jumped down from the tree and held him down, he pushed her away but she didn't give up.

Soon we heard sirens since the gun shots had alerted the neighbours and the man who got desparate. He managed to kick my sister off him and before she could even move he took the gun and shot her, the blood poured through her now red shirt as the police rushed to capture the man.

But they were too late, everyone was dead, everyone except me.

And that was how i ended up in the orphanage. I was silent most of the time and people called me the devil child because i was the only survivor.

There were many rumors about me and some of them say that i was the one who killed my family. I didn't deny those because they were partly true, if i hadn't been there my sister would still be alive, it was all my fault.

Even now I still have nightmares about it and the only way to get my mind off everything was anime and manga. Yes, I am a big otaku and right now my favourite was katekyo hitman reborn! I watched and rewatched it and read all of the manga chapters. I wish i could go to their world, they were all so happy and they had real friends who care about them.

Oh! Did i mention that i had a fatal unknown disease which can kill me at any time, any where? It must have slipped my mind, hmm what are the odds?

Anyway the disease chose that night to kill me. It started with me having difficulty breathing and then it got worse and i started coughing blood. Soon I stopped breathing completely and everything went dark.

I was finally leaving, maybe I would be able to see my parents now. Who knew that i would be waking up in my favourite anime?

This chapter was a bit angsty but i will (try to) make it funnier.

Thank you, come again! (Simpsons reference FTW XD)