Thank you guys so much for the reviews – they mean so much. I only just recently got into Grey's, but who can resist Patrick Dempsey, Eric Dane and Chris O'Donnell
I can see them just behind the bushes. He's listening to her, he still looks angry. Who could blame him? He sees Meredith and I coming out of her house in the morning, it's the only natural conclusion.
Meredith confuses me. I love that about her though, her spontaneousity. Sometimes happy, sometimes sad, wild, tender. She drives me crazy. One minute we're eating pancakes and laughing and the next, she's running after Finn and telling me to piss off.
I can't believe I'm standing in the rain, soaked to the skin, watching Meredith pleading for this guy's forgiveness. She already said she doesn't love him, perhaps not verbatim, but close enough.
He caresses her face and my fist clenches, my stomach unsettled. She must know I'm over here. Finn just said 'I love you' and Meredith's crying. I can't bare to see her cry. This is my fault, I promised I'd never hurt her again, and inadvertently, I have.
But she hurt me too: she said that I was like that bastard, Mark. She doesn't understand, it's completely different – the woman I trusted and loved slept with my best friend. What's worse is that she fell in love with him.
Finn kisses Meredith and there was no resistance from her. 'I'm so sorry.' She says. 'Me too. I really do love you.' He replies.
Oh God. It's not different at all, is it? It's exactly the same. I'm Mark. I'm Mark. No! I'm not! The difference is that I fell in love with Meredith, which is something Mark's not capable of.
Finn walks off, quickly glancing at me. Meredith is not moving, but she's still crying. What do I do? Do I go over there? She looks up and turns back towards the house. Just as she passes me, she says, "You better be worth this."
Does that mean she chose me? After that, I just felt anger vibrating off her. Obviously, she's not ready to talk to me.
"Me too." I whisper when she's gone.