A/N: Hey hey! Ummm...you see I haven't really much gotten any reviews here...I guess I blame myself for it anyways :D But on the other hand, I think I need to wrap this fic up so I could have more completed fics :) So...anyways TLM? and BitterSweet Chances, new chappies for those are out too :)) It's nice I really got to update this...Change will be my next update most probably :)))

So...sorry for the long hiatus and I don't care about the lack of reviews...enjoy :)

Suspicions

Naruto folded the last bit of clothing he had and gently placed it in his suitcase where his other apparels were. Quietly, he zipped it and made it stand gave a sigh. Well...that was the last of it.

Naruto stared at the now empty side of his closet. The moment he came home, he just silently proceeded to his and Sasuke's walk-in closet and start disposing his stuff in his bag.

He wasn't sure when Sasuke planned on coming back -if he was- but Naruto thought he wasn't sticking around for it. He probably can't handle the goodbye and Sasuke's silent indenial that he was, in fact, going out with Sakura.

The thought sent a sharp pain in Naruto's heart. It's funny really how it's been a long 2 hours since he'd seen Sasuke, and how with all the emotional pain, tears haven't seem to leak out of his eyes yet, since he dried it all out upon entrance at home.

Maybe just something inside him felt he had to deal with so much worse in the future and he had to learn to stay strong someday anyways, or it's that the tears he had shed in the car had ached his eyes too much; a reminder being his sore reddish eyes.

The blonde heaved a depressed sigh and walked sullenly out of the closet, finding himself in their- no, Sasuke's bedroom.

His hand fell on his back pants pocket and came in contact with an envelope. He brought it out and scanned the front where his handwriting wrote, 'Goodbye, Sasuke'

The words pained him as he just looked over it again and again. But what hurt a lot more was its contents he'd written an hour ago, successfully leaving not one teardrop. In it was written how he thanked Sasuke for how much he had done for him, how he loved all the moments both of them shared, not regretting even one, whether the worst fights or the beautiful acts of love they had done for each other then just how much he had loved...him. Just him. Him being alive to be there for the blonde. And that was the best thing he could have ever asked for.

There after, he just apologized for whatever he's done wrong and he's sorry that it ended this way. He also said that maybe it was better this way for the both of them, that although they know that their love for each other had no end, maybe Sasuke was just perfect to be with Sakura; they were meant to be.

Naruto didn't want to admit it at times, but sometimes he just thought that putting aside what he and Sasuke felt for each other, maybe it was just more appropriate if both of them has found someone else, most probably a girl. And all his life, the blonde knew that Sakura was THAT person for Sasuke if that were to be the situation. It all fits.

At the end, he had written, 'You know all I want for you is to be happy...and if it's her, then so be it. Thanks for eveything, Sasuke'

Naruto left his gaze away from the envelope and gently placed it on the bedside table where he was sure Sasuke will be able to see it.

He quietly dragged himself to the corner of the bed, inches away from the bedside table, not needing to go to further lengths.

It was stupid. Everything that's happening right now is stupid. That's all the blonde has taught about the whole time. Going through these kind of measures, being overly dramatic about it...and he hasn't even asked Sasuke for crying out loud!

The blonde was the type of the person who's usually more talk. In this situation, he should have actually been the one to iniciate on what's going on between the two of them, be civilized people and talk it all out, not writing letters of goodbye or leaving the house they've both shared for quite some time without saying anything! Not any of those.

But it was always those lingering doubts that pushed Naruto forward to do all these. Just because people expected him to be always the happy, joyous one, without even a hint of a negative trait, doesn't mean he doesn't have one. Maybe even more than one. And it was always because of that one person that caused him to react.

He was quite a coward right now. He was being too scared to approach the raven just because he felt like he didn't want to push him. He was worried that one wrong move could end all this sweet dream of his. Why? Sasuke. It was always the stuck-up, duck butt-haired, Uchiha Sasuke. It can be quite weird and annoying that it was that cold-hearted bastard that made him all weak like this but it also just meant that that was what made him so special. And on the much bigger hand, Naruto loved it that way. He loved him.

And that was what held the most important and most crucial fact that supported his reasoning. He just can't handle that maybe the person he had seemed to have so tightly clinged on for all these these years, will just cause him the most painful part in his life. Why not take the first step forward in getting a move on whether or not he was wrong or right, just right away accept a possibility.

If he was right, he'd have been ready, had taken this situation head on; and if his suspicion were wrong, then it would just be a huge misunderstanding he and Sasuke would both come to work out and soon, forgotten.

Of course, the blonde preferred the latter...who wouldn't want a happy ending? But he always reminded himself not everything works the way everyone wanted them to be...that was life, suckish and unfair as it was. And jumping to conclusions just wasn't an ideal thing to do right now, because in the future, it WILL hurt when his worst fears are proven true.

When Sasuke leaves him. Taking everything with him, including a portion of the blonde's sanity. And what else?

With all those few pieces of clothing packed in his suitcase. It was a good try to hide it, not making it too obvious to the blonde that he had actually packed due to the small amount he had placed in the bag. Not to mention, the suitcase was concealed a bit well behind a thick set of the raven's clothes.

Unfortunately for him, it seemed he still wasn't that much aware to the fact that Naruto had quite a sense of noticing things, even just the smallest details. So when the blonde had been thinking about one specific jacket that had meant so much to him and Sasuke then, his eyes immediately darted in search of it. He didn't know why he was so intent on searching for it, goimg through each and every hung clothing just to look for it, not until it led him to it. The suitcase. His clue.

The sign that Sasuke was ready to leave him.

Naruto sniffed. Soon, there it was. A tear fell off his eye. Then more, one by one, rolling down on both side of his cheeks, then falling on the carpeted floor as his head fell down, bangs covering his leaking orbs. Yet it was just that. Nothing could be made out from his face. He was just staring down at nothing on the floor, eyes so far away. It was devoid of emotion, just silent tears of sadness, grief, and loss.

Out of nowhere, Naruto's attention perked up, suddenly hearing a whirring noise. He was absolutely sure it sounded much like a helicopter. But what it was doing near the room, he didn't know. And...he didn't really much care anymore. He looked up a bit then slowly closed his eyes and murmured almost in a way it was unheard,

"Please let it crash...".

The sound began coming closer, and Naruto can't help thinking that maybe his wish was heard. He really didn't want to die just yet but thinking about a future without Sasuke, he just might die of a heartache anyway. As soon as he heard that it may just be coming real closer to smash the room, along with him, and just end it all...it stopped. Paused in movement yet still there.

What the hell was-

"Dobe...".

Fuck.

A/N: About that wrapping up thing... yeaahhh... I guess I actually have to end it here coz if I finished the whole story in one chapter...it would turn out really really really long -.- Sorry it's short seeing it only has 1.6K words...ugghhh... So anyways, review! PLEASE! Just show me a sign you care! Haha...joke :(