My Life

Old Fiat

Warning! If you do not like Shonen-ai do not read this chapter! New rating on this one chapter is Teen!

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Existence Fourteen: Shinji

My life seems like it's starting to fall apart around my ankles. I could write a whole list of things going wrong but it would take too long. I guess I'll just rant, not that anyone's listening…

I've known my best friend Akira Kamio since I was in first grade, he's a great guy. He always liked to practice tennis with me and run around and stuff. And slowly I began to get… feelings for him, and before I knew it I was head over heels. Here's the downside; he likes An and when I asked him out he blinked at me a few moments and then said, "I'm sorry Shinji, I'd rather just be friends. I like An a lot and I can't think of you the same way.

Then I told my parents that I was gay and my mom got really upset and doesn't seem to talk to me in the same way she used to and my dad keeps not really knowing what to say or do with me. Like he'll say things like, "Do you want to go fishing?" and I'm like, "No thanks dad." And then he's like, "I got free tickets to a fashion show from one of my friends, do you want to go?" and I'm like, "Okay." It hurts because not only does my family not know what to do with me, Akira doesn't love me in the way I love him.

Also Kippei found out too because after I asked Akira out I just got so depressed it affected my tennis and Akira explained to him what happened and Kippei just looked at me a few moments with his eyebrows raised and just said, "Really?" and then he got it all straightened out. Hah ha.

To make things worse my dad just lost his job at a restaurant as a cook and now he's in between jobs and my mom has had to start working again at her friend's hair salon and dad is going to apply at some weird restaurant that isn't that good and it's just… you know… crashing.

Everyone always says life will look up and it has to get worse before it gets better, but I doubt it.

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Avast! Here I am on the HMS Incompetent! Just kidding. I'm not even on a boat; I'm sitting on my butt in front of the computer.

You guys! I need answers on the Yuta question! (see chapter… 10?) I want to know if you want me to do him!

By the way, this was my VERY FIRST attempt at Shonen-ai. Tell me what you think!

Review!

-Old Fiat s. Italy.

P.S. Thank you for the reviews encouraging N. FR, they need it!

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