I've been thinking that after I'm done with the two stories I'm working on I might make one about how Anakin is during this time of the story. Hope you like. Please review
Dear A.S,
Today has been a terrible day for me. I woke up this morning and reached for you beside me and realized you weren't there that you weren't beside me to tell me "good morning" life you always did. I remember that there was a possibility the next time I see you I'll see you dead. A tear trickled down my face and then another one after another. I longed for you to be here to wipe away my tears or to hold me close whispering soothing things to me. Finally I snapped back to real life to actuality to reality. I got out of bed like I normally did and walked in the kitchen to poor me a glass of milk when the worse thing hit me. Instead of going to the kitchen I ran to the refresher to throw up. I lay against the wall feeling nauseated. After a while I finally got up and had me a glass of water and crackers for breakfast and watched the news about the latest politics that's when I saw a news article about you. Master Yoda and Master Windu said they haven't been able to feel you in the force and it could either mean that your dead or something is blocking your presence off in the force. I started to feel nauseated again so I decided I would lie back down for a while. I woke up to the sound of my comlink going off. I looked at the clock on the nightstand beside our bed and noticed it was 1700 in the afternoon. I quickly got up to answer the comlink, but it was only captains typho checking to see if I was alright because I haven't left the building yet? I quickly reassured him that I was fine. I also asked if he could tell the senate I wouldn't be in for the rest of the day. He told me how would which was a relief. After I ended the conversation I had another pack of crackers and lay back down again. I just woke up not to long ago to write my day down. I'm so tired; I don't feel all so great. I have only eaten crackers all day. I don't know what's wrong with me. I love you A. I hope to see you soon. I think I'm going to lay back down for the rest of tonight.
Love,
P,A,N,S