Chapter 3-Thoughts
This chapter is written in Olivia's POV. These are all of her thoughts about Don, Elliot and her life. Olivia is sitting on a park bench in Central Park.
What is going on?
Why is this happening to me?
What about Don?
What about Elliot?
What about me?
Don is my father. He is my own flesh in blood. My mother new that we would find each other someday, somehow.
I shouldn't have even started this. I am so stupid. I just wanted to know and now that I do I wish I could take it all back. I hate myself. I am so stupid.
Don must hate himself too. He must be going back and forth in his mind about the whole thing like me. He must be as devastated as I am. He must be as confused as me.
Oh-My-Gosh Elliot! I left him like that. I can't believe it. I love him. He loves me. I want to marry him but I am just so torn. I need him in my life. He needs me. We need each other to stay sane.
I have a father who I have never known but have known for years. I have a love to last me a lifetime. I have never felt this way about anyone. I have never thought that I could be loved as I know he loves me. I never thought that I could have someone in my life to call DAD. I just want to hold him and tell him how much I love him and how sorry I am for the way I reacted. I need to tell Elliot that I am sorry I left and that I love him more than life itself.
She stands up and walks home. She keeps thinking about what she will say to Elliot and when she sees Don, what will she say to him.