We went back to our room upset about being separated. The two puppies were asleep. I sat on my bed which had pink floral print blankets, a panda pillow pet, and a unicorn stuffed animal that Deuce won for me at a fair we when we were young.

I smiled at the plush toy and held it like a child. Deuce gave me a sad smile and sat next to me.

Thats when I caved in and started sobbing into his chest. Almost as if expecting it he pulled me onto his lap and held me in a warm hug for what was about half an hour.

Once I settled down i looked up at him. "Deuce i dont wanna leave you."

He sighed. "I dont wanna leave you either. But we gotta be strong. We can text eachother. You gotta look at the positive things too hun. Like youll get to be in a normal school!"

I sighed. He was right. I was still going to miss him allot.

He seemed to read my mind and snapped me out of my thoughts when he said "Roxxii I promise Ill call you every night before you go to sleep and every morning ill text you when i wake up. I promise."

I smiled at how much he cared for me. Not being able to resist, I leaned forward and kissed him. He leaned into the kiss and traced my lips with his tounge begging for access. I allowed him and his tounge slipped into my mouth and danced around.

What he did next suprised me. He slid his hand under my shirt and unhooked my bra. I giggled into our kiss in approval.

That night was amazing. I lost my virginity to him. Im glad it was him I lost it to. Hes the only person i trust. I will NEVER trust anyone as much as I trust him. He was. allways there for me.

When we were done we layed our bodies next to eachother in my bed. I loved the feeling of him againt me.

Deuce stared at my eyes.

"Why are you staring" i giggled.

"Your eyes are goregeous. Their perfect and unique like you."

"Deuce." I whisperd

"Yeah Roxxs?" He asked as he leaned forward to nibble at my neck.

"I love you."

I felt him smile into my neck. "I love you too babe."