AN: Hey guys! So chappie 13! LOL guess who's special number it is?! Well yes since this is Roxa's number, I will make a special Chappie just for him! PS: It's gonna be his POV!

DISCLAIMER:AWWH! WHAI CAN'T AI OWN IT!? IT'S NAWT FAAAAIR! :(

Chapter 13 - Confusion

Why does she make me feel bipolar? I thought. I can not stop thinking about what had happened in the dorm a few minutes ago.

Oh. You don't remember? Well let me refresh your memory. She became lazy, she wanted me to pick her up, I didn't, she smacked me with a pillow, then a pillow fight was made, then she tripped and I was about to accidentally kiss her.

Yup. That's what happened a few minutes ago.

I couldn't stop myself from running. Why am I feeling a sudden affection. I could never feel anything for that 'Hiro Lover' I just... can't.

I walked back into the building as I searched for a vending machine.

I bought some cold water and headed back to the dorm. I opened the door to find the flaxen haired girl... crying?

"Namine?" I asked worried if it was my fault I made her cry.

The flaxen haired girl sat up with puffy red eyes. Sniffling away. My heart panged with guilt as I sat down beside her.

"I'm really sorry I ran out like that. I needed to think." I explained. She nodded rubbing her red nose. "It's fine. I wasn't crying about that. It's just..." She trailed off.

"It's just, what?" I replied with a curious tone.

"Well, there is this boy I'm searching for... I don't remember his name or how he looks like... We were such good childhood friends we were inseperable. Until one day I had to move. I promised him I would come back and we exchanged something that meant to ourselves. I can't seem to even remember what I gave him."

I nodded in understanding. I knew what she was going through. It can't be her though.

"Well what did he give you?" I asked. She pulled out her sketchbook with a kawaii paopu charm.

"It's this charm. It means the world to me." She said. The charm looked oddly familiar but the memories weren't even close to my mind.

"Well I know how you feel Namine." I said as I pulled out a blue marble. Namine looked at it with a blank expression. I wonder what she could be thinking.

She finally spoke, "Years later I couldn't stop thinking about him. I finally realized that I..." She trailed off, again.

"That you what?"

"That I love him."

"Well I really hope you find him."

"Alright well, I'm going to clean my puffy face. I'll see you later." She said as she stood up and went to the bathroom.

I lied on my bed and looked at the ceiling. I would never last a minute staring at the white plain cracked ceiling, but right now, it didn't fail to bore me.

I wonder who the boy is. Wait, why do I care? I'm just making her feel better. Nothing more. It can't be her!

It doesn't seem right but at the same time it does.

I stood up and walked out the dorm searching for a good friend of mine.

Knock! Knock!

"It's me Sora."

I fumbled with my checkered ring as I heard some thuds and trips until he opened the door.

"Hey pal! Come on into my humble abode."

I chuckled. Sora never failed to amuse me.

"So what's up?" He asked.

I shrugged.

Sora could see the sadness in my eyes. "What's the matter?"

"I can't remember a girl. I feel bad." I let it out. I told him the good memories we had. I told him the dreams I had. I just took it out. He never interuppted, nor judged. He just... listened.

I had finished my story. Silence weighed on the two on the two of us to think. Sora finally had said, "Do you love this girl?"

My head shot up. Did I? I mean... I would love her if I spent all my life looking for her. So I made my decision.

"I do."

Namine's POV

I headed out of the bathroom to find an empty dorm with a note on the nightstand.

"Gonna be out for a bit. See ya later. - Roxas"

I smiled. I put down the note and picked the phone up and held it up to my ear.

"Hey Kairi? Would you mind meeting me at the 'Twilight Cafe'?"

"You will?"

"Right now."

"Okay! See ya' there!

My cheery mood on the phone was fake. It was all fake. I needed someone to talk to. I knew I couldn't hold in my feelings like this. I would crack and go crazy at any moment.

My own sister would understand... Right?

AN:So yeah that is the end of the special Roxas chapter. I know... there isn't much fluff but there is some coincidence goin' on. Okay so I have a schedule for my updating. For the first week of the schedule I will update 7 chapters of my fanfics. The next week I will upload them up while typing up more chappies for one fanfic then well, let's just say the two fanfics take turns. Okay this is too long of an author note. KAY BAI! :D